YES, I've got the phone!
wanna say a huge thanks to my DAD in heaven!
and the one on earth too!
was grinning from ear to ear!
only prob.
i wanted the piano black one
but outta stock
still am very thankful! haha...
my very new toy!!!
gonna be out the whole day tmr
tan, music prac, party, mayb nt party
sunday too
church, aud's place
sigh... wanna study yet i dun wanna miss out the fun
ugh.
EC is nt getting into my head. nt at all.
sobs. and a/cs suck. BIG TIME.
cant wait for tests to be over.
i love gillman village.
wanna go back there soon!
almost wanted to kill that PUB ah beng
so rude n unreasonable.
my dad bathe half-way he switch off the water supply
told him nicely and ask if can switch it back
and he said " BU KE YI"
fcuk lor, go and die lah.
was damn pissed then
haha come to think of it
it was hilarious.
Friday, January 28, 2005
*note to those having their first paper tmr
all the best guys!
i like chinese new year
infact im excited abt it
u get to pig out on goodies
u get angbaos
u get to meet up with ppl u haven seen for a long time!
u get to ketchup with em
u get to play with the kids
u get to play with the toddlers
u get to wear nice clothes
so who doesnt
vincents bday party's this cmg sat
not invited
but esther pulled me along
tot it'd be weird n duh if i go
but esther said rayson's the one who asked em along
kinda feel like gg
ketchup with esther june and all.
hmmm...
super unproductive today
sigh
tests getting nearer
yet i have no sense of urgency
this is so shitified
ugh.
saw this le coq sportif mini canvas tote in the mag
i wanna get it!!
and the freshbox bruce lee tee!!
and the gior jr!!
and the cups fr mini toons!!!
Ahhhh.
LASTLY, i want that phone.
now finally xxx has poured out xxx frustations
and i couldnt really be bothered
i know it all makes sense
but i just refuse to let it sneak into my mind
i dont want to get myself into the shit
yes i know its selfish.
but i shouldnt be the one suffering
i should be well provided for
i dont wanna make comparisons.
but it just isnt fair.
know everything have been given
but its not enough
i know im demanding too much.
sigh.
being a christian is tough.
i think im becoming not a lukewarm one,
but a really cold one
for sucha long time i've been neglecting His word
so long
u wouldnt want to know.
think He's ashamed of me.
i am ashamed of myself too.
very ashamed.
all the best guys!
i like chinese new year
infact im excited abt it
u get to pig out on goodies
u get angbaos
u get to meet up with ppl u haven seen for a long time!
u get to ketchup with em
u get to play with the kids
u get to play with the toddlers
u get to wear nice clothes
so who doesnt
vincents bday party's this cmg sat
not invited
but esther pulled me along
tot it'd be weird n duh if i go
but esther said rayson's the one who asked em along
kinda feel like gg
ketchup with esther june and all.
hmmm...
super unproductive today
sigh
tests getting nearer
yet i have no sense of urgency
this is so shitified
ugh.
saw this le coq sportif mini canvas tote in the mag
i wanna get it!!
and the freshbox bruce lee tee!!
and the gior jr!!
and the cups fr mini toons!!!
Ahhhh.
LASTLY, i want that phone.
now finally xxx has poured out xxx frustations
and i couldnt really be bothered
i know it all makes sense
but i just refuse to let it sneak into my mind
i dont want to get myself into the shit
yes i know its selfish.
but i shouldnt be the one suffering
i should be well provided for
i dont wanna make comparisons.
but it just isnt fair.
know everything have been given
but its not enough
i know im demanding too much.
sigh.
being a christian is tough.
i think im becoming not a lukewarm one,
but a really cold one
for sucha long time i've been neglecting His word
so long
u wouldnt want to know.
think He's ashamed of me.
i am ashamed of myself too.
very ashamed.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Always freezing cold when I’m out at the balcony
Another day wasted, drifted away to papaya land
I think I’ve grown to be much more independent
Was tanning alone this morn. Alone.
Something that I’d never ever done
So I would proudly declare that I’m proud of myself!
*pat on the back
Guess this term really literally flies
Supposed to submit the PQS report last Thursday
But we just did it yesterday.
Just can believe how terrible we are
Oh my.
Dad says he’s gonna help me change the phone
But with the works going on at home
Doubt he’ll do it anytime soon
So it’s rather disappointing I would say
Perhaps good things come after waiting
So bored staying at home to study
Nothing productive was done at all.
Kept walking and walking around.
Touch this touch that.
I want to get this freshbox tee I saw in seventeen
It had a picture of Bruce Lee on it
Like it lots! Can’t wait…
The gior jr jacket that I wanted was no longer available.
Sobs.
So what if u had money?
It can’t buy you everything.
Another day wasted, drifted away to papaya land
I think I’ve grown to be much more independent
Was tanning alone this morn. Alone.
Something that I’d never ever done
So I would proudly declare that I’m proud of myself!
*pat on the back
Guess this term really literally flies
Supposed to submit the PQS report last Thursday
But we just did it yesterday.
Just can believe how terrible we are
Oh my.
Dad says he’s gonna help me change the phone
But with the works going on at home
Doubt he’ll do it anytime soon
So it’s rather disappointing I would say
Perhaps good things come after waiting
So bored staying at home to study
Nothing productive was done at all.
Kept walking and walking around.
Touch this touch that.
I want to get this freshbox tee I saw in seventeen
It had a picture of Bruce Lee on it
Like it lots! Can’t wait…
The gior jr jacket that I wanted was no longer available.
Sobs.
So what if u had money?
It can’t buy you everything.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
1) I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
Thank God for sending me angels
To fill my pocket with funds
Just that I wish they could so it more often, heh
I need to buy things!!!
2) I WANNA HAVE A GOOD SLEEP
Know I’ve been having enough sleep
But think I’m lacking of oxygen today
Kept yawning and I slept in the hosp
3) I WANNA SPEND TIME WITH NAOMIANS.
Wish they would spare me some of their time
But guess it’s just wishful thinking on my part
They are always so so busy
With work, or rather with boyfriends
Hmmm maybe I should get a life, get a bf
Then again maybe not, haha.
Who would want me?
No thanks, not him. Bleah.
4) I WANNA KETCHUP WITH PEARLIE, JOANNA & VENOM
Want to meet up with them and catch up with one another
Just like we used to in the good’ old days
P’s always busy with what else but her bf
J’s always busy with her church stuff
V’s missing in action.
Probably stuck in some hole in LaSalle.
Sometimes I do wish that I’ll take more initiative in doing things
5) I WANNA PICK UP THAI, SPANISH, FRENCH AND DRUMS.
I want to learn a new lang!
Haha… but I know I’ll never get it done
I want to learn drums.
But… sigh…
Thank God for sending me angels
To fill my pocket with funds
Just that I wish they could so it more often, heh
I need to buy things!!!
2) I WANNA HAVE A GOOD SLEEP
Know I’ve been having enough sleep
But think I’m lacking of oxygen today
Kept yawning and I slept in the hosp
3) I WANNA SPEND TIME WITH NAOMIANS.
Wish they would spare me some of their time
But guess it’s just wishful thinking on my part
They are always so so busy
With work, or rather with boyfriends
Hmmm maybe I should get a life, get a bf
Then again maybe not, haha.
Who would want me?
No thanks, not him. Bleah.
4) I WANNA KETCHUP WITH PEARLIE, JOANNA & VENOM
Want to meet up with them and catch up with one another
Just like we used to in the good’ old days
P’s always busy with what else but her bf
J’s always busy with her church stuff
V’s missing in action.
Probably stuck in some hole in LaSalle.
Sometimes I do wish that I’ll take more initiative in doing things
5) I WANNA PICK UP THAI, SPANISH, FRENCH AND DRUMS.
I want to learn a new lang!
Haha… but I know I’ll never get it done
I want to learn drums.
But… sigh…
Thursday, January 20, 2005
was at zouk ytd with jess liz and lizzies frens
rather fun i would say
just that i totally loathe the bouncer
that idiotic fella who took a llong time checking our ic
think he probably failed maths in school
was there at ard 10.30
had screwdriver, lychee martini
which was so much nicer than acid bar's and
barcardi freezer cranberry
courtesy to liz's frens n jess's sista
music was nice only when it strike abt 2am
anyway like it
but wont be there often
only can sneak out when mamas out
phuture was quite nice
but damn packed
practically have to squeezed and force yr way in
hate that idiotic fella
already so obvious that we didnt want him to dance w us
yet he kept following us
wthell..
and the stripy girl
omg, just kill me
trying too hard. bleah.
but it was real stinky in there
all the smoke were like directed at my face
yucks.
get to see all sorts of ppl
had a good laugh.
anyway photography test was dumb.
wasted 1/2 hr of my time in sch
hol tmr. hols nxt wk.
father of landscape photography - Adams Ansel!!!
i know that! heh.
rather fun i would say
just that i totally loathe the bouncer
that idiotic fella who took a llong time checking our ic
think he probably failed maths in school
was there at ard 10.30
had screwdriver, lychee martini
which was so much nicer than acid bar's and
barcardi freezer cranberry
courtesy to liz's frens n jess's sista
music was nice only when it strike abt 2am
anyway like it
but wont be there often
only can sneak out when mamas out
phuture was quite nice
but damn packed
practically have to squeezed and force yr way in
hate that idiotic fella
already so obvious that we didnt want him to dance w us
yet he kept following us
wthell..
and the stripy girl
omg, just kill me
trying too hard. bleah.
but it was real stinky in there
all the smoke were like directed at my face
yucks.
get to see all sorts of ppl
had a good laugh.
anyway photography test was dumb.
wasted 1/2 hr of my time in sch
hol tmr. hols nxt wk.
father of landscape photography - Adams Ansel!!!
i know that! heh.
Monday, January 17, 2005
so she said she had a fucking day
loads of mtg n quarelling and arguing.
and so i tot it was the bitchiest of the bitches
turn out it was the coffeeshop
ok thats nt too bad
i mean afterall u just go there
and wk and cal the inventories etc
how bad can it get?
then today she couldnt control it anymore
so she wept buckets
which obviously scare the shit out of me
cuz i'll be at lost for words
unless it's kids who are crying
that i may have a way to handle
but now its a 25yr woman
thank God for naomians
who was there for her
lend her listening ears, shoulders to lean on
prayers to encourage her
not to forget hawk nic n the elijahs
guess its really stressful
root of the problem?
- ADAM & EVE -
if nt for them
everything will be fantastic nw
no sins
at all.
no sufferings.
no depressions.
no anger.
but then...
im sure God has His purpose for everything
so i guess theres smthg for her to learn behind all these happenings
so we went to the hosp today
and celebrated suats bday
guess she was a lil surprise
cuz she totally didnt expect it
glad she like the earrings
9 pairs in total
wahaha... a whole year supply
then grace fish eug suat left
so left me n dot
then came nic's relatives
so we went around exploring the hospital
checking out the nursery
the little infants were so cute!
the premature ones were tiny!
i think 3 of my fingers will make up one of their hand
super adorable!
hehheh...
which like dot say,
is a miracle that we can actually grow to the size of what we are now
God's amazing huh
He simple loves to create wonders
then we went to the sleeping disorders ward
but kinda scary la
cuz it says that the patients sleeping are monitored every single min
so i was like uh oh we had better leave the place
then we went to the operating theatre
which was scary too
anyway hospitals kinda freak me out
but it was fun n exhilarating
kinda like going on an adventure
thank God she was alright aft that
just hope that she'll be ok
and nt think too much
and that her stupid uncle will stop being stupid
and that her stupid aunty will stop being stupid
then went bk ward play daidee hahaha
aft that went jalan kayu eat dinner
yummy
yawns
gonna skip tmr's lects
dun even feel like gg for ec class.
ugh.
now i have nothing to look forward to
to keep me going for the week.
sobs.
loads of mtg n quarelling and arguing.
and so i tot it was the bitchiest of the bitches
turn out it was the coffeeshop
ok thats nt too bad
i mean afterall u just go there
and wk and cal the inventories etc
how bad can it get?
then today she couldnt control it anymore
so she wept buckets
which obviously scare the shit out of me
cuz i'll be at lost for words
unless it's kids who are crying
that i may have a way to handle
but now its a 25yr woman
thank God for naomians
who was there for her
lend her listening ears, shoulders to lean on
prayers to encourage her
not to forget hawk nic n the elijahs
guess its really stressful
root of the problem?
- ADAM & EVE -
if nt for them
everything will be fantastic nw
no sins
at all.
no sufferings.
no depressions.
no anger.
but then...
im sure God has His purpose for everything
so i guess theres smthg for her to learn behind all these happenings
so we went to the hosp today
and celebrated suats bday
guess she was a lil surprise
cuz she totally didnt expect it
glad she like the earrings
9 pairs in total
wahaha... a whole year supply
then grace fish eug suat left
so left me n dot
then came nic's relatives
so we went around exploring the hospital
checking out the nursery
the little infants were so cute!
the premature ones were tiny!
i think 3 of my fingers will make up one of their hand
super adorable!
hehheh...
which like dot say,
is a miracle that we can actually grow to the size of what we are now
God's amazing huh
He simple loves to create wonders
then we went to the sleeping disorders ward
but kinda scary la
cuz it says that the patients sleeping are monitored every single min
so i was like uh oh we had better leave the place
then we went to the operating theatre
which was scary too
anyway hospitals kinda freak me out
but it was fun n exhilarating
kinda like going on an adventure
thank God she was alright aft that
just hope that she'll be ok
and nt think too much
and that her stupid uncle will stop being stupid
and that her stupid aunty will stop being stupid
then went bk ward play daidee hahaha
aft that went jalan kayu eat dinner
yummy
yawns
gonna skip tmr's lects
dun even feel like gg for ec class.
ugh.
now i have nothing to look forward to
to keep me going for the week.
sobs.
Friday, January 14, 2005
Thursday, January 13, 2005
today shall be one of the angriest day of my life
fuck it man.
anyway cheryl, now i dont see whats the
big fat hairy deal bout saying this word
u were correct.
u, shut the fuck up.
gonna pay tribute to that.
fuckers bitches bastards all around.
wahaha
now i feel better.
anyway, aud's gonna be outta hosp
and then bk again nxt wk for a minor op
wil pray that all goes well
and theres this super cute guy visiting his fren there
really CUTE.
omg...
heehee...
and the doctor was also CUTE.
really heart melters!
ahaha, and nick says there are also another 2 cute guys
too bad i wasnt there to see for myself.
gonna go entertain aud tmr, hehheh...
miss hols, miss suntanning times, miss gg msia
miss ppl in sjccc, miss sleeping, miss shopping,
miss watching movies, miss church.
and i miss God.
hope u forgive me.
fuck it man.
anyway cheryl, now i dont see whats the
big fat hairy deal bout saying this word
u were correct.
u, shut the fuck up.
gonna pay tribute to that.
fuckers bitches bastards all around.
wahaha
now i feel better.
anyway, aud's gonna be outta hosp
and then bk again nxt wk for a minor op
wil pray that all goes well
and theres this super cute guy visiting his fren there
really CUTE.
omg...
heehee...
and the doctor was also CUTE.
really heart melters!
ahaha, and nick says there are also another 2 cute guys
too bad i wasnt there to see for myself.
gonna go entertain aud tmr, hehheh...
miss hols, miss suntanning times, miss gg msia
miss ppl in sjccc, miss sleeping, miss shopping,
miss watching movies, miss church.
and i miss God.
hope u forgive me.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
was acid bar in the night
kinda fun with the peeps
but was becoming more myself when __________.
anyway, had lychee martini
and it was bloody heavy in alcohol content
dont like it
mayb the one at Harry's wil be nicer,
according to Cheryl
and then had heineken beer,
which is so much more nicer!
and the hilarious part was Slippery Nipples
haha tasted horrible
but it looked damn freaking cute,
wil post the pic when my hello's ready...
guessed we were too noisy
kinda disturbed the others
but i mean
HELLO, we're at a bar
not in a mass
and then started to get high
and took daft pix with the potato chips.
the lamest was the potato mask
haha...
think cheryl's drunk
started blabbering rubbish
then again
think shes nt lah
haha
gtg sleep soon
need wake up at 8.
ugh.
happy birthday pearlie.
happy birthday ruth.
happy birthday fish.
kinda fun with the peeps
but was becoming more myself when __________.
anyway, had lychee martini
and it was bloody heavy in alcohol content
dont like it
mayb the one at Harry's wil be nicer,
according to Cheryl
and then had heineken beer,
which is so much more nicer!
and the hilarious part was Slippery Nipples
haha tasted horrible
but it looked damn freaking cute,
wil post the pic when my hello's ready...
guessed we were too noisy
kinda disturbed the others
but i mean
HELLO, we're at a bar
not in a mass
and then started to get high
and took daft pix with the potato chips.
the lamest was the potato mask
haha...
think cheryl's drunk
started blabbering rubbish
then again
think shes nt lah
haha
gtg sleep soon
need wake up at 8.
ugh.
happy birthday pearlie.
happy birthday ruth.
happy birthday fish.
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
kind of like long time since i last blogged... anyway, connection's fine nw, thanks to hawk.
anyway, im just THANKFUL to have my mama, papa and brother with me, ok mayb nt the brother part. happy for that perfect family, tho tensions may be running high at times. and i really CHERISH my Naomian chums - Dorothy, Grace, Aud, Nic, Suaty that He had blessed me with. No matter what happens, i know i can always count on them. It's just amazing to see how God plants nice people around you, to lend u a hand when u fall. and my two daughters Liz and Jess who have been thru thick and thin with me in school, from day 1 til now, life has been lots of fun with em around, and thank God they can tolerate my nonsense. Not to miss out Cheryl, my gg to sch and gossiping partner! and tho i havent been hanging out with Pearlie and Wenjun, they have a rather impt place in my heart too! and also June, who has been really nice and encouraging!
freaking cold these nights, and i miss suntanning times! ugh. and i 'miss my mummy' tons! poor thing, have to slog it out at the coffeeshop when u dun even know whether u'll get paid or not. i think the worse thing is she actually have to clear the plates, pick up the food from tables etc! that is like totally disgusting. but yet at the same time, im amazed at the fact that she actually does all those, cuz she is really yr typical tai-tai, get what i mean? and i admire her too, i mean how many ppl are willing to go help out at a coffeeshop tho it's their family business? they'd think that its totally degrading, trust me, cuz im one such person. and to be caught by their peers would be their greatest fears. ok ok perhaps im the only one who think in sucha way. anyway, thats her, and really respect her! but just hope that it wont be a barrier btw her and God cuz she missed the previous sunday's svc cuz they needed her there...
went to get fish's bday pressie today, and shun bian watched kungfu, tot it wasnt that nice afterall... should have read Glen's blog before i went! ugh... many things happened recently, ah bee's mama passed away, daughter liz almost blacked out in bus ytd, turned out she had gastric flu, aud's backache prob's back, sigh... tsunami earthquake etc etc... not a good start for the year i guess...
but then again, its a whole brand new year, new beginnings, new resolutions, but who keeps em anyway? so its 2005, and im gonna be 19, which is beginning to scare me, cuz in a moment's time, i'll hit 20s which is like SHIT. haha... im starting to know why women hate it when being asked abt their age, cuz it's really a scary subject to touch on, ugh.
oh and TIME REALLY FLIES, cuz im already in my 5th wk of sch, and projects are falling in and in 3 wks time, it'd be my common test, and i barely know anything abt sch. havent attend a single lecture in marketing and ec. oh my, this term's really a slacking term, ugh, need to buck up before history repeats itself!
gonna get a new pair of white shoes, those slip-on's with the front covered! and i've my eyes on the butterfly slip-ons but think shant get it so soon, else mama will kill me. and i want the gior jr. jacket! but its 32 buckeroos leh... wish someone will get it for me. haha and the wish will never come true, so i'll just dream on...
so many peoples' birthdays in January
- fish, ruth, pastor phoebe, samantha, xueying, pearlie
gonna be really broke.
anyway, im just THANKFUL to have my mama, papa and brother with me, ok mayb nt the brother part. happy for that perfect family, tho tensions may be running high at times. and i really CHERISH my Naomian chums - Dorothy, Grace, Aud, Nic, Suaty that He had blessed me with. No matter what happens, i know i can always count on them. It's just amazing to see how God plants nice people around you, to lend u a hand when u fall. and my two daughters Liz and Jess who have been thru thick and thin with me in school, from day 1 til now, life has been lots of fun with em around, and thank God they can tolerate my nonsense. Not to miss out Cheryl, my gg to sch and gossiping partner! and tho i havent been hanging out with Pearlie and Wenjun, they have a rather impt place in my heart too! and also June, who has been really nice and encouraging!
freaking cold these nights, and i miss suntanning times! ugh. and i 'miss my mummy' tons! poor thing, have to slog it out at the coffeeshop when u dun even know whether u'll get paid or not. i think the worse thing is she actually have to clear the plates, pick up the food from tables etc! that is like totally disgusting. but yet at the same time, im amazed at the fact that she actually does all those, cuz she is really yr typical tai-tai, get what i mean? and i admire her too, i mean how many ppl are willing to go help out at a coffeeshop tho it's their family business? they'd think that its totally degrading, trust me, cuz im one such person. and to be caught by their peers would be their greatest fears. ok ok perhaps im the only one who think in sucha way. anyway, thats her, and really respect her! but just hope that it wont be a barrier btw her and God cuz she missed the previous sunday's svc cuz they needed her there...
went to get fish's bday pressie today, and shun bian watched kungfu, tot it wasnt that nice afterall... should have read Glen's blog before i went! ugh... many things happened recently, ah bee's mama passed away, daughter liz almost blacked out in bus ytd, turned out she had gastric flu, aud's backache prob's back, sigh... tsunami earthquake etc etc... not a good start for the year i guess...
but then again, its a whole brand new year, new beginnings, new resolutions, but who keeps em anyway? so its 2005, and im gonna be 19, which is beginning to scare me, cuz in a moment's time, i'll hit 20s which is like SHIT. haha... im starting to know why women hate it when being asked abt their age, cuz it's really a scary subject to touch on, ugh.
oh and TIME REALLY FLIES, cuz im already in my 5th wk of sch, and projects are falling in and in 3 wks time, it'd be my common test, and i barely know anything abt sch. havent attend a single lecture in marketing and ec. oh my, this term's really a slacking term, ugh, need to buck up before history repeats itself!
gonna get a new pair of white shoes, those slip-on's with the front covered! and i've my eyes on the butterfly slip-ons but think shant get it so soon, else mama will kill me. and i want the gior jr. jacket! but its 32 buckeroos leh... wish someone will get it for me. haha and the wish will never come true, so i'll just dream on...
so many peoples' birthdays in January
- fish, ruth, pastor phoebe, samantha, xueying, pearlie
gonna be really broke.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
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