wake up.

thank you so much for nt involving us in the whole damn thing.
anyway, i'll prob be the only one who's bothered about it.
like they'll care.
sometimes it aint gd being the youngest.
pple are not tt geared up in achieving dreams.
spontaneity have all worn off.
and u'll realised tt being so enthusiastic aint gonna help at all
cuz they'd bloody well ask u to wake up yr idea.
left me to ponder why such things happen.
and i'll probably nv get an answer.

no idea why i'll suddenly feel agitated
and feel that everything's nt flowing in the right direction
but at the end of the day
God will perhaps make everything seem right.

om was goody good. think i shd be able to pass.
this sem is definitely the best for me so far
thank you.*

heehee was gonna pass a egg to him secretly when his mama saw and that explains the cheeky smile!

he wants more... more choc eggs!

cute eh?

the eggieeeesss!!!

hee the cute msg on the card!

pinch your cheeks

well spent easter
but the agm was like hmmm. huh. oh. really. bad. how. ugh.
just pray that the Lord will put everythg in place in His time
got this super cute pressie from mei
cheep chicky card with choc eggs
*thanks gal, really sweet of ya...

and thanks to my dear twinnie
for that encouraging sms...
may the psychic forces be with us! haha...

aaa's down. kinda felt relieved...
was in shock when i saw the paper
but still with God's grace
i managed to do it bit by bit. =)
so theres another 3 more to go.
so much stuff to memorise.
yucks. i absolutely detest memorising.
cuz i've got very little room in my head for memorising stuff
ugh.

gave a tampon to my daughter today..
haha she seems rather fascinated by it.
hope she'll have a great time playing with it!
wahahaaa..

i wanna get *pinch yr cheeks from origins.
and perhaps that pair of silver flats.
right. retail therapy on sat. *grins.

Thank.God.Its.Friday.

having a mama who's a tailor is sucha good thing
from mini pouches to bikinis to shorts to skirts to shirts to dresses to belts to headbands to bags
just name it and she'll do it for me
sometimes to the extent that she'll be doing it till wee hours in the morn
though at times i'd scream n shout at her, and take her for granted,
she still does it for me ultimately, w/o complaining, even when she's already so exhausted.
just like today, when i got hm bout an hr ago,
i saw a pair of shorts n a skirt on the sofa
was exhilarated. she's so nice.

anyway, thank God for my grandmama
if nt for God, and nt for her, i wouldnt be alive.
why? cuz my mama was comtemplating whether to abort me or not
so by God's saving hands, i was born
wahaha.. thank God my grandmama offered to look aft me
else, i wont be here typing all these stuff nw, ha...
and of cuz my existence just prove happiness to all the peeps ard me
wahaha... *pukes

i think im a two-faced spoilt brat. sighs.
can be such a devil at hm, and an angel when im outside
beneath the angelic smile lies a devil?
hahas...
if i were to say my parents dont dote on me, i'd be caught lying.
they're so nice that i take them for granted.
they give me tons of freedom, nt interferring with what i wanna do
i dont wash dishes aft i have eaten
i leave my things lying ard
i dont help out with the housework
i talk back to them
i curse when im mad
all these they tolerated with me.

reminds me of our great loving Father above.
He too, loved us so much.
we disobey Him,
we question His existence,
we point our fingers at Him,
we take Him for granted,
He still love us like before, and He'll never forsake us nor leave us. never.

as i watched bits n pieces of passion today,
i was reminded once again of the love
love for the world that God sent His son to die for us
all the flogging, scourging, the pain, the torture that He had to go thru
just for you and me
are we worth it?
no if u ask me.
but its because of that first love, so great, it overcomes everything.
T.G.I.F.

obsession with shoes.

the toddler in son of the mask's really cute
tot the show was cute
cute but no oomph
prob the reason y no one was laughing
except the woman sitting beside me

stepped into bata
and spotted 4 pairs of shoes that i wanna get
but outta these 4, theres one pair which i really like
was 49.95 but nw gg for 29.95 hehs
so tempting!
oh and the sling bag i saw at queensway...
ahhhhh... i want em right away!!!

ok back to reality.
still got tons of stuff to cover.
wonder when im ever going to finish looking thru em.
time is definitely nt on my side

the tot of attachmt excites me
but as the day draws nearer,
depression began to sink it
why, cuz i wont have my hols
cant bear the thots of them suntanning, lazing ard at the poolside
while i gotta slog.
sobs.
life is definitely u.n.f.a.i.r.

my sweets/besties/daughters/chums for life!

gonna miss my girls...

gonna miss my girl - liz

gonna miss my girl - jess

oh man. i feel so darn guilty.
oughta be burying my head into all the notes but then..
im out almost every other day. ugh.
was out on sat.
was out on sun.
will be out on mon.
help~!
and then tanning tmr.
sigh/
i wanna study
yet i dont wanna miss out the fun.
sighs.
hopeless./
hopeless./
wondering how im gonna get thru the exams.
and i want retail therapy.
but im oh so broke.
='(

being alone doesnt mean lonely - easy to read, hard to absorb

ok so here's the deal
peanuts salary of 440/mth
which works out to be 20buckeroos a day
oh man, that is like so much! so nice of JCP! smiles widely.
like real.
so im gonna be cheap labor, doing all the dirrrty job.
need to do admin. research. data entry. analysis.
what the heck is research & analysis???
freaking me out but yet im really anticipating it.
just hope that i meet really nice ppl.
thats all i want.
doesnt matter if theres shitty or huge piles of wk
just want nice ppl to wk with
then i'll be happy.
and i hope i'd be well-liked by them
erm mayb liked will suffice
heehee...
anyway was really trouble this noon, cuz didnt want to go for the briefing alone
y? caused my 2 babes did their itp last sem
left me alone *sobs
u have no idea how glad i was to see u Eve
haha.. felt super relieved k.
guess im pathetic
just cant do things alone.
i will really just freak out.
sigh, no sense of security.
so please dont ever ever leave me alone.
i wouldnt be able to survive.

okies gonna catch the 2nd part of ella enchanted at my clubhse ltr!
till then, have a great weekend!

Cheryl, for yr info..

mikalah gordon sucks.
shd just die n disappear.

mikalah gordon suck.
shd just die n disappear.

Dear Glen, Your group project grade for Principles of Marketing is A. Please disseminate this information to the rest of your team. Individual marks may vary depending on my assessment of the peer evaluations.
Thank you.

Regards,
Lim-Wong Wai Mun

nt trying to brag.
how nice =)
really nice :)
delighted*

i scolded her idiot
and she said she was disappointed.
whatever.
she asked 'are these what God has taught u?'
i was ashamed. totally. but heck. felt like the devil.
i am sick of her accusing me of nt doing that
i did, alright?? everyday, w/o fail.
damn. whatever. cant be bothered.
and so i broke the 2nd commandment.
i hate it totally when people accuses me of things i didnt do.
i LOATHE it.
so dont attempt to do so
i make sure i bite u real hard

supposed to suntan with em ytd
but then i stayed at home... y? *hush*
hahhaahaaaa..
anyway was at tampines mall ytd
and of all people, i had to bump into the disgusting alex
yeah that one with the gay factor...

watched hitch at great world with hunk and babes
was a nice show. u know movies.
they always have such beautiful endings
thats why its never real.
anyway i really think the westerns are all so beautiful, so full of poise
just admire them and the way they bring the best outta themselves
and they can walk n run n dance damn well in stilettos
i think stilettos are nice
they nv run out of fashion
love a pair from mango since a long long time
think its cost ard $129?
but duh la, where will i wear it to?!
probably fall before i even begin to walk

yawns so bored..
why is it that one will always feel like snoozing aft lunch?

anyway God pays attention, right down to little details
im going for the passover thingy.
kinda excited bout it. hehs.

im bored bored bored.
supposed to officially start studying today
but i doubt so.
wahahaha..

im actually looking forward to attachmt
kind of anticipating it.
hmmm weird lah.
probably aft the first day i'll complain
thats me.

this is maddening can?!! blog twice, but hit some buttons accidentally and all the post are gone. wthell! anyway just wanna thank suemay for the *winks* and nic for the cd and the blogskin! hee... appreciate it all..

actually got lotsa rubbish to post but nw, no mood already lah.. anyway, the girls have officially have shifted in yesterday.. just pray tt the Lord will look over everything and may there be peace! *peace clap*

ok, so this is the end of my 2nd year life in NP. have to admit that time really really flies. just a twinkling of an eye, a semester's down. mixed feelings i'd say.. sad that i'll have to kinda say schuss to my girls and classmates.. but i guess all good things come to an end, and we all gotta move on. this semester has been really smooth, by God's grace, and yes, ive finally started studying etc, but to nt much avail lah.. haha..

God as been really good to me, and i dont deserve it at all.. keep me in yr prayers yeah.. i really owe Him a lot. sigh.. i know.. words without actions are dead. life is filled with endless uncertainties. and i definitely hate them. the fear of mtg new ppl in a new environmt. having to step out of yr comfort zone and to form a clique and establish frenships with new people. the thought of it is already frightening enough. sigh.. but that'd probable be a part and parcel of life.. but i seriously hate going thru that process.. cause why? im shy. im nt an extrovert. u may think yeah bullshit, u introvert? but its true... really true.. will only be an extrovert when im with really closed peeps. other than that, im pretty much a reserved gal. no pukings please.

haha.. ok.. so ive shared some of my greatest fears in life - having to face uncertainties. lets pray that we'll trust Him wholeheartedly to lead us thru this walk of life yeah?

shouts out to polkathots: hee i got it all right yeah babe? actually i knew abt it already but tot u dont really want ppl to know so i hush it. nice to see u, really! miss u lots and im sure the woman does feel the same way too! anyway take care lurvve, may u have a peaceful and pleasant wk at worrk! huggies!

bleah.

Gold crown up for grabs

What Is A Root Canal?
Underneath your tooth's outer enamel and within the dentin is an area of soft tissue called the pulp, which carries the tooth's nerves, veins, arteries and lymph vessels. Root canals are very small, thin divisions that branch off from the top pulp chamber down to the tip of the root. Yes thats the thing that's bothering me right now. cool name huh? root canal? thwi. A tooth has at least one but no more than four root canals.

Why do I feel pain?
When the pulp becomes infected due to a deep cavity or fracture that allows bacteria to seep in, or injury due to trauma, it can die. Damaged or dead pulp causes increased blood flow and cellular activity, and pressure cannot be relieved from inside the tooth. Pain in the tooth is commonly felt when biting down, chewing on it and applying hot or cold foods and drinks. no i dont feel pain at all. nt for the root canal one. but for other holes at the back. screams weird.

Why do I need root canal therapy?
Because the tooth will not heal by itself. Without treatment, the infection will spread, bone around the tooth will begin to degenerate, and the tooth may fall-out. Pain usually worsens until one is forced to seek emergency dental attention. The only alternative is usually extraction of the tooth, which can cause surrounding teeth to shift crookedly, resulting in a bad bite. Though an extraction is cheaper, the space left behind will require an implant or a bridge, which can be more expensive than root canal therapy. If you have the choice, it's always best to keep your original teeth. Yes i need it before its too late. and where the hell do i get the money? damn. and yes i want back my original teeth. dont wanna be a bo gay. sobs.

What is a root canal procedure?
A root canal is a procedure done to save the damaged or dead pulp in the root canal of the tooth by cleaning out the diseased pulp and reshaping the canal. The canal is filled with gutta percha, a rubberlike material, to prevent recontamination of the tooth. The tooth is then permanently sealed with possibly a post and/or a gold or porcelain crown. This enables patients to keep the original tooth. my original tooth will probably be in hell cuz it has decayed too badly to make it to heaven.

What is involved in root canal therapy?
Once your general dentist performs tests on the tooth and recommends therapy, he or she can perform the treatment or refer you to an endo-dontist (a pulp specialist). Treatment usually involves one to three appointments.
First, you will probably be given a local anesthetic to numb the area. A rubber sheet is then placed around the tooth to isolate it. Next, a gap is drilled from the crown into the pulp chamber, which, along with any infected root canal, is cleaned of all diseased pulp and reshaped. Medication may be inserted into the area to fight bacteria. Depending on the condition of the tooth, the crown may then be sealed temporarily to guard against recontamination, or the tooth may be left open to drain, or the dentist may go right ahead and fill the canals.
If you're given a temporary filling, usually on the next visit it's removed and the pulp chamber and canal(s) are filled with rubberlike gutta percha or another material to prevent recontamination. If the tooth is still weak, a metal post may be inserted above the canal filling to reinforce the tooth. Once filled, the area is permanently sealed. Finally, a gold or porcelain crown is normally placed over the tooth to strengthen its structure and improve appearance. i'll have a ah-ma gold tooth infront. so i need to bun up my hair and change my image.

What are the risks and complications?
More than 95 percent of root canal treatments are successful. I'll probably be in the 5%. However, sometimes a case needs to be redone due to diseased canal offshoots that went unnoticed or the fracturing of a canal filing instrument used-both of which rarely occur. Occasionally, a root canal therapy will fail altogether, marked by a return of pain.

What happens after treatment?
Natural tissue inflammation may cause discomfort for a few days, which can be controlled by an over-the-counter analgesic. A follow-up exam can monitor tissue healing. From this point on, brush and floss regularly, avoid chewing hard foods on the treated tooth, and see your dentist regularly. relatively pessimistic that mine will continue rotting till the golf-course inside my mouth is complete.

a gold crown will do me just fine.
now im scared.
really scared.
the painful truth have just begin to sink in
wil u just keep me in yr prayers?
human beings need to be shaken to draw em back to their GOD.
im no exception.
shame on me.

shattered into a million pieces broken teeth

this is super depressing
trip to the dental was horrendous
omg.
whats gonna happen to me?
didnt know things will be so bad.
did 4 fillings, 3 xrays, 180 buckeroos gone jus like that
another apptmt soon
teeth infront got into some root canal prob
turning black
shit. its really shit this time.
he said 90+ percent it'll be very jialat
and he said i got a golf-course inside ma mouth
and the front tooth is bad, close to the nerves
and its gonna be like a mini op
will feel uncomfortable,
and requires an injection
oh my oh my.
how fair can life get?
and that'll prob cause btw 250-300 buckeroos.
just where can i get that money?

.shattered.

why are some ppl so likable
some so detestable
others cute
some u see n u wanna slap them

somethings are given to u
but u dont want it
some are nt meant for you
but u desperately want it

u know its wrong
u keep repeating the same error
but u think u can change it
and u think u'll correct it

God'll never allow such things
if u TRUST
if u OBEY
if u LISTEN.

__________________________

gays are everywhere.
and damn, they are cute.
wasted. sigh. i want em.

humans are terrible.
they love to judge.
but they forget that speck of dust in their own eyes.
that includes me.

feels great to be home
where everythg seems so familiar
a refuge, a safe haven, a shelter
schs cmg to an end
aint i glad
have been waiting for some time
then again theres the attachmt
which is giving me the creeps

anyway if u wanna bitch abt someone,
just bitch, dont try to act nice yet bitch at the same time
turns me off. coward.
wanna stare just stare.
dont turn yr eyes away when the other party stares bk.
geddit?

i think im a hypocrite. muahaha.
at least im honest.
alright i'll try to change.

my evil twin stitched a bear for me
so sweet!
thanks twinnie... =)
am gonna miss u while u're at work!

i want a pair of birkies
& a pair of melissa celebrations

dentist on fri
im scared
but i have make a trip before my teeth rot turn black like count olaf.

ok im gonna sleep soon.
dreamland here i come!!!
ta-ta! *grins

thank God that it wasnt sucha blur monday afterall. was a happy one infact, after the cranky wk before. really sucky week, so glad it has ended! the old is gone and the new is come!

what a kancheongfied morn. not a gd start. was suppose to bk-up but pants nt here yet. end up was on keyboard. but nvm, still worshipping God all the same.

my mama' became my twin today. was in the exact same style n colors with a black cardigan. wahaha.. and like i said, great minds think alike! hee.. or perhaps it was telepathy...?

and as we were shopping alone the streets of bugis, we noticed abt 3 pairs of homosexuals. oh my.. wonder what on earth is happening to these ppl. is it cuz gals are depleting? i certainly dont think so, cuz there are so many gals out there who are still unattached! this is really weird man. what is the world coming to? and if u realised, homos are usually quite handsome. sucha pity they aint straight, so u can only feast yr eys on em, but nt devour them.. wahahaaa.. sounds like im a sick carnivore..

sundays are always well spent days with my darls and peeps i love. *muacks. God sent em to make my life so much happier.

but then. its Monday. which means the blues are here to stay. damn.

http://www.wolfie.cz/dog/

hilarious. comes with free vulgarities a quarter fish, 3 quater duck.. anti racism peeps stay clear.

tick tock tick tock

2.30 am and im still wide awake.
somethings wrong.
cant adjust the mode of snoozing time.
oh man.

im sick and tired of hearing the same thing over and over again! so stop it for goodness sake.

wj just told me we dont belong to this world.. thanks for reminding pal.. something's nt right. blame it on the weather, blame it on PMS, blame it on everythg but not me. damn. happy in one moment, depressed the next. wth. seem to be tearing almost every other day. becoming part of my daily routine. i seriously dont know what is up with me. and what is up with the people around me. i dont even want to think about it. make me even more depress.

shes doing it over and over again. im disappointed. but who am i to bloody well judge? whats the pt of doing qt but repeating the same sin everyday? isnt it contradicitng? u are just fooling yrself and thats dumb. and no, i dont think that's what God wants u to do.

i miss sleeping.
i miss my home.
i miss my dad n mum.
i miss the tv set.

above all, im crying yet again.

happiness doesnt last. so dont try to make it stay.

i l.o.v.e m.y K.e.r.p.a.u d.a.r.l.i.n.g.

Morning madness with a hint of kicking the dog.

yup, morning madness. eyelids are drooping.
i seriously want to get out of this rut.
havent been attending classes also.
crosses finger that he doesnt see the letter.

anyway jerky boys are really hilarious.
send me laughing til tears roll down my cheeks.
kinda vulgar, but all the less funny
and its not LAME, but FUNNY.

->nick
thanks so much for all yr help!
really appreciate it!
owe u one.

wonder what has gotten into me nowadays.
but the sight of u pisses me off all the same.
like i say, dont take me for granted.
and no im not gonna be nice anymore.
at least not to you.