i realised that if u stop counting down, time will just fly past! haha. gd or bad i dont know. but sure is scary. eeks. and i gt a million things to complete. study for paper, proj. heng managed to chiong out mtg mins.

anws, monday was scary. i rem vividly telling my incharge at ducktours saying i cant wk til end of mth. then sudd she msg me on monday ask me why im nt at wk. ugh. and so i told her say i cant commit anymore. scary! i was so very freaked out. but ive said byebye to duck already. so its hello world kitchen. which is gd. cos i think world kitchen pays me quite handsomely. wahaha. for the kinda work produce. and i always snake during work! haha. but have to snake secretly. but waking up so early sucks!

anw, i hope to go for the getaway to msia with mumsy and twin(maybe)! i wanna gooo eat shop play let my hair down.hehs.

combed jurong west on sunday and we met this scary ahjek. wat a day to rem. he was practical stuck to the window of our car and asking for money. so scary! gdness. always gt so many scary ppl ard me.ugh

anw.gg to sleep liao. nights all.

daddy banged sm motorcyclist down ytd.sigh. cos he was so kanchiong to pick up a passenger..motorcyclist turns out to be a butch la, and she was bleeding on her head and legs.sigh. ambulance came and all. thank God daddy's ok. jus that the glass on cab or smthg broke. but must pay ard 1k plus. hais. wth.

anw. today's last lecture for PR writing! wheeee. revision leh. then hvg exam on 12nov. if u happen to see this pls keep me in yr prayers thanks. dunno whr to start revising also.

anw, jus feel like heading out to sentosa/sm places of interest to have sm fun! hahas. job is mundane but peeps cannot be any nicer. (; sigh. theres nothing for me to look forward to now. sians! i need smthg exciting/thrilling to keep me gg. mann.

work is boring and mundane and it makes me so sleepy.boo.

tgif. gonna meet the best friend tonight!wheee. aft sucha long time.mann. mayb we'll go up the dhl balloon tonight or smthg. since i can tkae it free! wheeeeeeee. haha. have been looking forward to the weekend. and mama's almost done altering my maternity dress wahaha. which means i might get to wear it on sunday.muahaha. happieee. and i got another HD n another D for assignmt! one more HD and i'll get my full 10% for participation. hehs. ohwells. am over the moon. thank God for sustaining me. honestly i feel that my work's only mediocre. writing aint that well. but perhaps like wat he said, it was more of the formatting. so there. nxt wk's last wk of lect and then exam 3 wks later. ugh. fast or what. then start another new mod which means 4 days of sch in a wk. ugh. smore sat is from 9-5.pengs

theres so little time and theres so much to do. proj, minutes... sians! sigh. hope God wil cont to grant me strength! cross fingers for a great nite ahead. have a gd weekend girlies! til then~! (:

strangely dev symptoms of gastric flu - self diagnosed. and had diarrhoea like 5 times within 5hrs. gross. so had to skip church. which felt oddly dubious. and watching teevee when the rest were worshipping God made me felt smthg funny inside me stir. ohwells. but had a gd rest at home. and i miraculously recovered the following day, which was today. God is amazing man.woots. He knew i'd promised to go wk at cuzzies place so He sustained me. thank u God.

temping there is gd. cos of gd money. 8.5/hr w/o cpf. hopefully it wil be for long, then i can kick ducktours away. hiaks. but job is mundane.but peeps are extremely nice. mayb cos im my cuzzie's cuzzie.

that aside. im so touched by the overwhelming concern from my churchmates when they knew i was under the weather! so schweeet. the endless smses. cmg in today stil. and the best part! BESTIE! spring a surprise on me with a HUMONGOUS and i mean really HUMONGOUS sunflower can! and my fav brazillian soy bun, yums walnut&raisin loaf with a crusty sweet top.yums. slurps. thanks babe. tho u prob came and feasted more than u visit me. plus always falling asleep at my plc. HAHA. anw, loves!

gathering on sat with the chua side of the familieee was great. cept they spoilt my dangdangs. am abit upset abt it.but shall mend it and restore it to its original place soon.

finally home after almost a week of seeking refuge at the best friend's house.

XOXO for picking me from sch, driving me all da way to Changi Airport so tt i can have Popeye's! so sweet. all also on thurs night all the way to little india for dimsum, and nt forgetting out happy moments at mustafa! wheee. i <3 mustafa! so glad for surprises picked up there. the mirror, and my maternity dress! wahaha. yesss i got a maternity dress! i lurveee it absolutely, much to the disgust of the bestie. but gonna alter it and make it look niceee. wheee. hahahaha.

1 good news i got a HD for my assignmt! wheee. nt exactly an assignmt, but a marked exercise asking us to state our goals for public relations and hw we're to go abt achieving it. thanks babe for the copyright idea! i bluffed and said i wanna be a PR writer for FJ Benjamin! wakaka. wat bullcraps. but i gt a high distinction anw! im soooo happieeee. praise God!

gg for 2 intvs nxt wk. one's a hospitality officer at singapore national museum, the other's a guest relations associate at singapore discovery centre, tho nt concrete yet. hehs. if all goes well and i get the offers, i guess i'll quit the job at ducktours. its not providing me well. boo. hehs.

anw, the weathers so bloody hot nowadays its driving me barmy, making me pekchek! hate it. rains of blessing pls! till then. loves

pops nagged again abt so many things today. but primary issue is the job. sigh. asked me to change job since ducktours only require me to wk on so little days. sigh. i guess they wil probably be happier if they see me less. prob rejoicing if i have to do ot etc. like HELLO. im really not taking alot of money from you am i. the money u gave me will prob be used to buy 2 dresses by smone else. fuck. smtimes u sound as tho u give me like 3 thousand a month or smthg. hais. its so saddening la.

classes tonight. dont really dread it now. jus gonna go with an open heart n learn new things. have been chatting to classmates online and its amazing the kind of things they let me in. telling me abt family issues. wah. i seriously am taken aback. guess its a gd way to start things. weird thing is these peeps aint even in my clique. HAHA. ohwells. God wks in funny ways smtimes i reckon.

now i really hope nhb wil ring me bk n ask me down for an intv. sigh. then again. im really confused. perhaps i gotta go find a full time job or smthg. kinda regretted nt gg down for intv for internship at project smitten.

too late for regrets.