its funny how fast each event untwine itself within the short span of 4 wks.
gt the depressing mod over and done with, and i can only cross my fingers that i need nt do a repeat. and then adjusting myself and ushering into yet another new module, which has been alright so far, thanks to the indiv assignmt and exam. no more nightmares of scary grpmates.
twinkling of an eye, 10 mths at World Kitchen, and its time to say goodbye soon. and i'm feelg happy. cos it means time for break! and coz i feel i so deserve a break/holi for myself.
im beinning to feel a little disgruntled. funny tots are always swimming in my head, leaving no room for logic. however much stuff i try to enter into my brain data, it seems futile. and pure rejection. heart aches at times, but i try to let it go, and let love overcome me.
and if it's time to leave, i will go. if that is what GOD says is best for me.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
after what seemed like a hiatus, im back. nt feeling on top of the world, but right at the pit of the valley. project is stressing me out like shit, and once again, i had bad dreams, and this time, the grp members were in it, exactly same scenario as what was happening. which is that no one can be bothered abt the proj and keep wanting to change topic.
i am seriously so so freaking scared. i had never felt like this for a long long time. perhaps God is trying to teach me something. i dont know what it is tho. but i really pray for perserverance and peace to last me this entire saga ends. i feel so alone and afraid, sigh. wonder why such has to happen to me. everyone else seems to be doing good in their new grp, except for me. but guess theres no pt wallowing in self-pity. am gonna try pick myself up. ):
trip to KL was fab, and i had the bestie for company! it was a awesome time of reunion with relatives at the wedding, and the customary traditions were really an eye-opener! *gasps! and i totally enjoyed the shopping with bestie, our strategic plan of combing every single shop. and the meals were really a gastronomical affair. and the cousins let out their rm so that we cld sleep in there, so me and twinnie dominated one room, all by ourselves, except when my 2aunties came crashing in. haha. but still, i had tremendous fun. i want M.O.R.E!!!
nw i seriously need a break. some kind of holiday pls! BKK/HKG/AUST! please.
i am seriously so so freaking scared. i had never felt like this for a long long time. perhaps God is trying to teach me something. i dont know what it is tho. but i really pray for perserverance and peace to last me this entire saga ends. i feel so alone and afraid, sigh. wonder why such has to happen to me. everyone else seems to be doing good in their new grp, except for me. but guess theres no pt wallowing in self-pity. am gonna try pick myself up. ):
trip to KL was fab, and i had the bestie for company! it was a awesome time of reunion with relatives at the wedding, and the customary traditions were really an eye-opener! *gasps! and i totally enjoyed the shopping with bestie, our strategic plan of combing every single shop. and the meals were really a gastronomical affair. and the cousins let out their rm so that we cld sleep in there, so me and twinnie dominated one room, all by ourselves, except when my 2aunties came crashing in. haha. but still, i had tremendous fun. i want M.O.R.E!!!
nw i seriously need a break. some kind of holiday pls! BKK/HKG/AUST! please.
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