hell lot of things happening each day, dont even know where to begin. relived the good ole days of slacking and bumming ard.

stjames power station last fri! ha. clubbing with twinnie and her friends. some hen's party but it aint wild at all. lol. nice peeps tho. wonder whats the big hooha abt it cos its jus mediocre! jus like any other clubs. and the most spastic of it all - ACROBATIC PERF right when everyone was getting high. lol. imagine all the attention shift to the acrobats. all stood and stare and stop dead in their dancing tracks. isnt that rubbs. lameeee~!

and of cos, some things never change. forever will be present ppl who do things that hurt others unintentionally.haha yes unintentionally. but ive learnt nt to bother so that i wouldnt fall into the devils trap. like what ive said, some choose to stay, some wil eventually leave. and it all doesnt seem so important anymore. cos i keep all the worthy ones. hehs. so there.

and then theres the brother with the filipino gf. driving me up the wall. 4 races for him to choose fr ---> chinese, malay, indian, eurasian.but instead ive got a new maid. wtf. insane. this is definitely insane. hahaaa. ahhhhh.

then i had to fall out with mama cos of a stupid lift to church. like fuckkkk. hw can i allow an asshole to come in btw us? duh. anyway, to hell with it. bleahhhh.

starting to have the fear of friends leaving me one by one cos i dont take initiative to hang out with them. like left out or smthg. sigh. dont want that to happen. but then again, some things are jus inevitable. u win some, u lose some.

and this rat race is driving me to the edge. seems like i jus cant see eye to eye with many and their doings.perhaps i shd be taken up (i hope) and i might be happier.

im at twinnies place! yes again. just hope and pray that madam chua will nt be mad. and my bloody phone bills have nt been paid and im so fucking screwed cos i cant use the blardy phone! how sad is that. damnit. sians.

and im jobless. i feel so damnnnnnnnnnn insecured!! hate the feeling. just wondering hw soon it will be before i declare bankrupt. yet again.boo.

i feel like im morphing into queen bitch soon. if certain things continue to develop in a certain way. ahhhhh.

suck it suck it suck it.

watched scary movie 1 n 2 with twin. is damn damn damn effing hilarious!!! laugh til i peng ah. go watch it...goooooooooooooooooo~!!!

out of job out of job out of job! and boy am i enjoying rotting the days off, simply slumbering til theres no tmr! wheee. thanks twinnie for the stay at her hse for the past few days. watched all the dvds we borrowed fr esplanade lib - it takes 2, curly top, welcome to the dollhouse (Stupid show) and of cos the wizard of oz! only enjoyed curly top n wizard, the rest were borrringgg.

sigh. nw that im jobless, i feel a little lost actually. hate the feeling of having no income! gotta call sph soon n let her know im available. dont wanna bum ard too much also. in the meanwhile, gonna pack my room, go get a decent tan, make a trip to the zoo! haaaa. and await my 3rd pair of birks. wahaha.. which i presume i wont like. dunno why i buy also. anw, disciple's back again tonite. stress * boo.

theres sale everywhr! mango, zara, topshop, fox! wheee. but i am so very broke now. sigh. so means i have to watch the sale sail by me. bleah.

twinnie and i have decided to stay in elijahs. wondering if its a gd or bad choice. then again, we dont really have other choices do we?lol... just hope 2007 will be a pleasant one. its the 3rd day arleady. scary isnt it. and i forgot to wish 2 person happy birthday. ugh. why am i sooooo forgetful?! ughughugh.

off to bathe and then botak jones with twinieeee.