the bread has gone stale. turned sour, and no longer edible.

and pronto! i am back.

and i had one of the best birthdays ever.

the classmates celeb for me at popeyes on friday after exam. had a mango cake from chocz, sweet girls who rem what i like. (:

then spent a lazy sat with the best friend, roamed around the heartlands. went ikea for lunch then back to IMM for sm stationeries shopping.

received this sms from grace:
Dearest Abia, you've been invited to a 2D1N celebration of Your Highness royal birthday. Pls pack ur bags tonight wif all u think u might need to go from glam to sporty n be ready to be whisked away right aft church tmr. Attendance is compulsory so is spontaneity!

sunday.
service, then afterwards head to bestie's hse with her mama and grandmama. had yummy fish and chips & calamari from the fish market at greenwood. then Grace came and then we drop her at her hse so that she could pack her stuff. after she came down, they blindfolded me with sm headband. and so i couldnt see where we were gg til we reached the destination.

which to my splendid surprise, it was hangout hotel at mt emily! so schweeet! i was only telling the bestie that i would like to stay there, and my dream came true! haha jus that it wasnt a themed room. was like a budget hotel, no frills kinda plc. but it was uber cool. all the walls were like cutely painted. and then the veg out room was like nice too, super cosy! so we unload our things then zipped ard town, went IT fair, the babes gt their hard disk, then we settled for dinna at Popeye's (again) haha. and eug came to join us, then went bk to hotel and take lotsa silly pix and count down to my bday! heehee.

then monday morn we checkout, then eug went bk to wk. we went PS for shopping before yet another surprise! over to swensens for sm free ice cream then to chinatown. *gasps* they brought me for a massage! madness. i was freaking scared can. cos we had to like strip. was damn scary. and i was so reluctant. but guess i didnt have a choice. still, it was really nice of them for all the planning. and all the money spent. i feel so loved, and bad at the same time, cos they spent so much so much on me! then dinner at waraku, suaty eug and eu was there too. was super yumms!

anyhw, i had tremendous fun, and i really thank GOD for each and everyone of them. they made me feel like a princess! heehee. and nt to mention all the sweet tots, presents, gestures, everything! despite occasional hiccups, still, im truly touched by the genuine love. all these sweet memories will always be deeply etched in my mind. (:

<3

fuck lor. cant text or call out now damnit. thanks to the screwed up asshole. real spoiler. i wish u didnt exist.

gonna be away to start mugging for paper on friday.! yay, a break from work! but the thought of having some disgusting stranger in the house makes me one angry woman.

screwed u!

!@!#abc123!*@#$%!?!

GET LOST.

Mundane Monday.

nothing much for me to do at work, so am gonna make use of the time to mug a little. feeling stress, as always! even the hairstylist says that my white hairs are increasing in numbers. boo. i think its all cause of my uptightness. no idea why, but im very easily stress/troubled by minute matters. i wish i can loosen up abit, let things take its course, and not be so worried as to how things will turn out.

hibernated in the comfort of the warm fluffy blankie quite a bit over the weekend .shiok man. at least i feel much more recharged now. went to snip sm hair off on sat, then walk ard singapore town. lonely sunday, cos had to study for paper, so no recreation/nthing. boo. sobs.

have a fab week ahead. XOXO.

Just recalled the email SJ sent me and i thought it was kind of apt. To learn to write my hurts in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away and carve my happiness on stones where no wind can ever erase it.

Much as how i feel others are hurting me, ganging up against me, wronging me, i shall learn to erase all of it, and let love overcome everything else.

Food for thought: Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.

I'm just very tired. Emotionally. Physically. Mentally. Spiritually. Each morning i wake up with a million pins and needles knocking me all on every single part of the body. The reluctance to get out of bed, wishing i could snooze the hp alarm till forever. Every night i get hm i only yearn to hit the sheets. That's all. Too tired to do anything. But im glad all these have come to an end. Time for some rest and revision for the cmg paper, and then I'll have sm proper rest and fun before embarking on a new journey.

side track a little. mr chin just asked adeline which countries she has been to. she said Aust. thats abt it. So he probed further and ask what bout taiwan? No she replied. Msia? Oh yes, to Genting. Thank God he didn't ask me. I would be super embarrassed to even reply him. ):
Everyone around me is gg for holi. Coll Amy is gg Taiwan tmr, BeeLing is gg Australia nxt wk. Eu is gg BKK nxt wk. Sm are gg church camp nxt wk. Some are in Europe. Myself? Msia? Loserish or wat? Sigh. sobs.

don't i deserve a little break for wking hard? not even when i have to juggle work/sch, not even when i did relatively well for classes? im not complaining. i've lost the energy to complain. perhaps life is all abt never getting what you want.

HAHA. im back.

the wkend was super eventful and definitely action packed! smhw i can't believe we actually do so many things within a day.

met at bestie's plc at freaking 9am in the morn. gave her the bday present! and im glad she loveeeee it cos its the bag that we both like from women's secret! wakakka. mayb i can use it too. keke. then drove to funan to grab breakfast before heading to the central fire station at hill street! surprise for bestie, cos this sillypig's ambition was to be a firewoman when she was young. so since she couldnt be one, we thought there was no harm if we were to bring her for a heritage tour. mann, it was bloody fun, and we took like a million peektures.

then aft that ard 11 odd we went great world to do sm shopping! and we gt sm steals.! then off to ikea at alexandra for luncheon, then walked ard ikea til 4ish. after which we sent suat off to clementi. plan was to go to the henderson wave and horti park but the weather wasnt doing us nice so we changed plan to trinity svc. but was raining couldnt get a lot, so we decided to fall asleep off arcadia road. had a short nap and then snack a little. felt like a little getaway to wonderland. aft tt the weather cleared and we went to the hortipark! and we walked for what seems forever til 8 odd, then took a cab bk to whr we park the car. nxt destination for a secret night swim at my old plc. funs! so spontaneous. and there's nobody, so i aint shy. wakaka. quickly shower then off to dinner for curry rice. yums. then over to mei's plc to hangout for a while before heading hm where we just like ZONK OUT.

then early in the morn over to the patissier to collect the passionfruit meringe which was absolutely yummy! thumbs up! but for a hefty hefty price. off to church for svc where we accidentally bump into a barricade, and cause a tiny bump/scratch at the bumper. boo. twin was so upset abt it. i hope she cheers up. aft which a combine bday celeb with the youths aft mtg. then we left for lunch, which we end up getting fish and chips and calamari fr fish market at greenwood. ABSOLIPSMACKINGLICIOUS! i want moreeee! grrrr~ then went to twin's hse to cont with proj. sianess. then twin's dad's bday celeb at trader's hotel. which he ordered like a million dishes. am stuffed to the brim. went bk, cont with proj. stayover again. then went to wk on monday.

bad day in sch on mon. can't help but feel sm are ganging up against me. but GOD was gd and faithful. we did relatively well for the presentation. He said it was very very well done. lotsa effort etc! wheee. am so thankful. at least i can finally heave a sigh of relief.

thanks to the best fren for sticking ard all these while, driving me hm, cheering me up. i can never thank you enough.

loves.

now its time to make a little merry, then time to mug hard and do well! (: