the best friend has left for Haikou aka Hainan Island! my hometown too~! hehs.

and i miss her so! )':

back since she's nt around, I've got to be much more independent, cos I am relatively quite independent already, HAHA.

it's friday today, did u realise? don't u think the speed at which time flies is scary? sometimes i wish i had 36 or even 48 hours a day. i wonder how time escapes when we aint noticing.

proj mtg tmr and im so not looking fwd to it. just wanna quickly get it done and over with. hate all the conflicts and politics. eeks. why can't we all just work in harmony? sigh. but 9 girls is too crazy already. ohwells. i just want sunday to come la! so can relax & chill. hoping to play abit with Thaddeus and the other toddlers. perhaps i shall go get smthg nice for Thad! wheeee* at least i have smthg to look fwd to.

ok, gotta get my ass back to work already!

GOD is so good. He made me sooo busy with work such that time passses by so quickly and that i won't miss the best friend so much. (:

Maundy Thurs, Good Friday, Easter Sunday all came and gone. in a whizz! sadness now.

spent lazy fri at novena. once again, we jetset to a new place. and the cool thing was we attempted to walk back from novena to babe's hse. but towards the last leg, i was dead tired and so we took a bus. but we walked for a whopping 1.5hrs at least! what a feat!

lazy sat, wanted to do those chips dipped in choc, but as usual, we didn't succeed! HAHA. what's new? we're jinxed. so in the end we pack the room, and took out all the farnie clothes! and decided those that are going to the flea mart.

bad start to a day, but a good end to the night.

played for svc ytd and as usual, i screwed up once again. sigh. couldn't pass my own test, and so i broke down, yet again. but im fine now, will pick myself up and emerge stronger. am gonna let no one get me down.

had combined cell after, and topic was on sex. which kinda tickled me, hearing all the responses from the young ones. ! haha. so cute.

then we zipped to ridgewood for waffles and ice cream at Haato! new hangout place again.nice. but ice-cream and waffle was no show-stopping.

then zipped to Great World, park the car there, and we took a bus down to Paragon for Soup Spoon. i seriously think we spend too much on food. every meal seems to be so luscious and exp! we gotta start saving for rainy days! boo.

smtimes i get very blurred by the pack of dirty lies and secrets. i wish u would enlighten me.

the weekend was so short-lived! tsk.

i really enjoyed it! i really did!

pluck and summon all my courage, went to find bestie's pops at coffeeshop to hitch a ride home with them. thankfully, geoffrey was there to entertain me! HAHA. God has it all planned out nicely. i just want to try for u babe. and i promise i will work much harder. (: then afterwhich me, twin, and her mama went over to ikea for sm shopping! heehee. Mamasoo got a blender at a cheap deal, she seemed pretty exhilarated.! then we settled for dinna at Anchorpt! yummy pasta. cont shopping at the factory outlets there, got a top for mama! hee. and yeah, she liked it! and got another nice bag which was absolutely gorgeous! both twinnie and i loved it! and we gonna share share SHARE! (: went over to ikea only at 9pm, then walk ard till 11. got shot glasses, thought of making smthg nice for naomians for easter! also got the pretty white flower light! cos was gg at a song, only 7.90! then gt a nice laundry bag stand, gonna use it to store my bags and wrapping papers!


then saturday had music practice, then went brunch with twin and gracie. walked ard. then watched Rule #1 which wasnt too bad la. then had dinna the homed.

sunday was spent in town n city hall, filled with boisterous laughters, n great company! i laughed so much my stomach hurt! wakaka.. then had a spontaneous stayover at babe's plc. supposed to send me home but i decided to stay! lazy to get butt gg home. super farnie laughing matters while washing up too!! hahaaa.my partner in crime!

the above was drafted before lunch.

now after lunch, the feeling is entirely different.

my toothache is back.sobs. its the root canal coming back to haunt me once again. sigh. i really cant bear the thought of those endless sessions at the dentist, each time a painful experience. that is nthg. but the money to be spent is just too much for me to bear. sigh.w hy cant things be easier for me?

sobs.

once again, the weekend is here, right before my eyes. i waited forever for this day to come, but when it does, i'll let it slip past w/o even knowing it.

i wanted to be the editor for the magazine proj.but sm others jus self-volunteered. it's like yr english is so bloody lousy and u still wanna be editor? *rolls eyes. seriously, what is the world coming to? sigh. i know i might portray some kinda arrogant, ignorant, dominating bitch, but honestly all i wanted was for us to get a fantastic score for our proj! sigh. i really hope God wil make things wk. some titles they came up with for the food magazine are unbelievable. super stupid and lame. i mean, cmon, INTAKE as a title for food magazine? u seriously got to be kidding me. let's hope and pray they will like the ideas i have!

or mayb let's pray that God wil change me and make me a more cooperative person, less of myself and more of others. sigh. so confusing la! tsk. i hate it! GRRRR.

i need to catch up on my beauty sleep! have a blessed weekend girls! relish it while u can~!

XOXO, girl with endless unlaundered secrets* winks.

this is what i want. like NOW. grrr.

eeks! its monday. my most dreaded day of the week. hais.

decided to take 185 to wk today. cos it's only 1 stop from home to wkplc! can u believe it? just one stop! but must walk abit to jurong east to take. still, its darn fast but to my dismay, i waited 10+ mins for the bus! so was late! but only ard 10minutes. still, it means i have to go out earlier if i wanna take that bus. boohoo.

ytd we sang to our hearts content at kbox, so as to fulfill dot's wish. HAHA. no more kbox til 6mths later pls!

was feelg very pekchek,pissed n down during cell.s igh. i desperately need to find another cell. or even another church. i know i can blame no one for my spiritual dryness. but im really v tired towards this entire issue. sigh. perhaps its time i move on to better places where i can do greater things for God? hmmm.ugh. i don't know la, grrrr.

friday night at home. was eventful, even in that tiny little space. the brother, the mother. sigh. smtimes i wish she didnt give birth to him. real hateful thing. trust such words to come out fr his mouth. sigh. poor mama. i do hope God sees it and does smthg abt it. i dont like it when she gets hurt like that time n again.

its back to sch tmr. supposedly looking fwd to the module. but the thot of the proj > to produce a 64-page magazine is giving me the heebies jeeebiess already! ))):

i want the weekend!!! ))):

its the weekend today!

yesterday marks the 4th twinniversary! haha. yup. 3years and our psychic powers are brewing up a storm! heehee. had a very nice dinna at pasta cafe, courtesy to bestie. then we zoom zoom zoom to mustafa where she grab some food for stockup. stop having just oats babe.! conspiracy. u are ANOREXIC.

anw, as i was saying, its FRIDAY! friday leh! my fav day of the week can. cos we are so gg to mediacorp's wardrobe sale tmr! and theres breakie at macs, i do hope we can wake up.(haha) its just gonna be lazy and warm saturday out! i sure hope the sun will not fail us tmr. then we can perhaps go kayak with the elijahs! and snap! if m.mil cant make it today, i shall have a nice rest at hm first before heading over to babe's pad. anyhw, we tried us this really cute pjs from cotton on. made us look like we got pink measles! so cuteee~!

blessed wkend.

by afternoon, i learn to let go and let God, knowing that things are beyond my control. i learn not to take things too hard, i learn to forget unhappy things.

it felt funny having my pops over at the office cos they needed ma's help to tailor sm uniforms. haha. nice time showing them ard, introducing them to colleagues. hehs. feels strange at same time, but well, strangeness in a nice way.

was a bad morning la. damnit. gt onto the ever packed 189 with a million ppl in the bus. was standing all the way to the front and when the driver did a swerve, i lost my footing and stepped on smone. i pity that person. can u imagine having yr foot stomped by an elephant? ouch. that hurts.

and it doesnt get any better when i thot of things that made me unhappy. liar. who ain't a liar? smtimes i wish i can let go and see beyond, and let the good ride over the evil. the more i scoop, the more yummy stuff i discovered, but these yummy stuff are so cloying. i wish i hadnt even scoop them up in the first place.

and just when i was thinking abt u, u appeared. period.

its tootsday darling! and i thought it was monday. wakaka. cos i had monday off. which was shiokness, minus sucky fact tt i had to chiong my assignmt. thanks girl for helping me with it, sharing the burden as if its yr proj too. thanks. can nv thank u enough la. for staying up till 5plus in the wee hours with me. am thankful. wkend. zipped ard again in the cute little red button of franc, haha! went to Great World macs and spent hours on that dumb ass assignmt. bleah. afterwhich we saw leap years!! nice. so lomantick i tell u. sigh. but smwhat a dream la, as if such happen in reality. lazy sunday aft svc, hm again to pia the dumb assignmt. lazy monday, i took leave! shiokness man. then went submit assignmt (Like FINALLY) then to btp, had pizza! slurps.then went grocery shopping and damn we keep bumping into ppl we dont exactly wish to bump into. so we made a quick exit. wakaka. and i got some nice colorful bags! with stickers. happy leh. cheap thrills!!! but the going home part was scary. we bumped into smone whom kinda resembles what KASTARI might look like! prior to that when we were walking to the bus-stop, sm lady was like running to btp. and when we turn to look at him, he too, to our horror, turn back, stopped walking and stared at us! and he was clad in dark clothes, with a cap pulled over his eyes. scary. and kinda walking with a slight limp. ahhhhh. we couldnt really identify him, so didnt call the police. but he sure is scary.

sigh. i know im getting over-paranoid. but who can i blame? the fact that a terrorist is roaming the streets and can just appear anywhr with a bomb is driving me bonkers. i sure hope and pray he be caught soon. think i'll have nightmares with his face passing every nw and then. grrrr.

its back to work today, and 1 week of break before school starts again. am gonna make sure i party hard!