girls night out - lizzie's 20th celeb (:

 

june is a jammed-pack month! its gonna be chockful, brimming & bustling with activities!

5th june - June's bday
8th-10th june - Church camp
12th june - Jess's bday
13th june - Graduation ceremony
16th june - My burpday
18th june - Cera's bday
19th june - Donna's bday
20th june - Grace's ROM
24thjune - Ana's bday
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i just finished a 500pcs puzzle and i realised theres 1 piece missing. doubleewteeeff.

am gonna replenish my sleep before i embark on waking up at like 7am in the morn. ugh.

i signed the contract today!!! ugh. i feel BONDED. )=

• Client: Cycle & Carriage Industries Pte Ltd
• Contract duration: 2nd May til 7th July 2006
• Breach of Contract: You must complete the assignment for the contracted period. Should you wish to resign during the period of contract, you will be liable to pay Recruit Express the remaining unworked days of the contracted period.
  

so scary! i am so damn scared now. please pray for

no1. ability to take leave for retreat + grad ceremony
no2. niceeee people. (no more chaonehnehs pls, im really petrified by the bad exp)
no3. casual dress code to wk! (hate black pants and ugly shirts)

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retail therapy really make my day!
- got 2 pairs of shoes, 1 for mama! see im a fillial daughter!
- 2 knickers fr topshop
- 1 top from zara
- ripples flipflops for lizzie

hehheh i heart shopping!

fuck. i just got a job!!!

cycle and carriage.. cust svc for 2mths..8.5-6 mon-fri. looks like theres no way im gonna turn it down already. sigh.

my main concerns:
no1. i cannot go for church camp!
( if that happens im gonna kill my in-charge. )
no2. having to wk on twinnie's bday
no3. having to wk on my bday
no4. unable to attend ahmei's rom
no5. unable to attend graduation
(quite impossible)
no.6 unable to attend the evangelism camp

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I AM SO SCREWED!!! tmd. _|_

i thought it was pretty obvious that i wanted to make it a surprise, therefore nt asking her to put it into the list, but she still did. stupid or what? guess she dont want the surprise idea, cos it would deem unfair to the rest? i dont know..

have been staying home fixing jigsaw these days.. over to btp for a swim with wj ytd. disgusted by the worms and insects, we left the vicinity within 30mins. they really ought to change the water. filter is nv clean!

attempted to do the potato corn bake today. and i guess it was a success, except that it was a tad runny! hehs.. so it means im gonna bring that to the party!! wheee..

told the bestie abt how i felt! didnt want to harbour such evil thoughts cos we are like so close. and im so glad she totally understand. no hard feelings i hope. haaa.. and she said that she's gonna help me with my life puzzle when she's done with her papers! thot that was quite funny.

ive been rotting away for 2 bloody mths already. and i keep turning down job offers. sigh. u call it lazy, apathetic, bum, careless, comatose, dallying, dilatory, drowsy, dull, flagging, heavy-footed, idle, inattentive, indifferent, indolent, inert, lackadaisical, laggard, lagging, languid, languorous, lethargic, lifeless, loafing, neglectful, passive, procrastinating, remiss, sack artist, shiftless, slack, sleepy, slothful, slow, slow-moving, snoozy, somnolent, supine, tardy, tired, torpid, trifling, unconcerned, unenergetic, unindustrious, unpersevering, unready, wear. screw it man. hard to find pt that needs me for jus a few wks, plus allow me nt to wk or wkends.

double sigh.

oops they did it again!

and why does it always have to happen on a sunday? there are like 7 days in a week, but why must it be sunday? fk it. anyway, ive gathered that no1. consultations are nt needed. 2. opinions are nv aired. 3. its better to mmob.

im a total wreck, and my life can never get any messier. i have absolutely no idea how many times i must go thru all these shit. endless. and each time aft bawling my eyes out, nothing gets done, and all's the same. its time to accept the fact that there can never be equalities in life. as much as i would love to be in denial.

and why do people always get what they want? without having to earn for it. born with a silver spoon. buy all they want, and spend like theres nt tmr. sour grapes or what. fkkkkk.

i was just thinking.. if it actually pays to be nice? will the person appreciate it? do they deserve my niceness? why am i always so thoughtful to em? will u do the same for me? but i have to keep reminding myself that they are all attached with no strings. but smtimes its really tiring. mayb its time to stop doing nice afterall.

sobs.

why do bad things happen to good people?!

Keli & Kecai

 

lunch at pizza hut with eunice n suaty today! ahaaaa.cosmo cosmo! then we went to swim at sherwood towers.. was damn fun, there was no security guard whatsoever, which means i can go there n swim anytime any day i like! wheee~! after which we went to daiso then had dinner.. nick pick us up, then dot who was mugging in sch and then we went creaming at 6th ave. yumms.

anyway, twin told me abt her gut feel. which means like a third party kinda thing. wth. and i was being so nice the whole time thinking she will be so damn sad blah. still, im glad she shared. tho i was a little mad at the fact that ppl will ask u out when their other halves are nt free. wth. machiam like sparetyre. kns. if it's accurate, well, im jus gonna be totally skeptical abt it. dont u ever dare take me for granted! hehs. and we shall see.

oh yeah, and fuck you ___________.

.: good friday :.

it was raining cats and dogs and we were practically stuck in church aft service. so we ordered pizza and it was fun + nice + warm cos ard 12 of us were lunching tog. oh wells in a way or so. and mei was even there! town with the bestie and suaty! over to taka to scout for a pressie for eug but to no avail. so in the end walk ard and then settle for dinner at nydc for my craving!

.: satuday :.
went to see houses with the pops n the agent.. hais.. wth.. craps.. then went to aunts shop to cut my bangs..! i want it straight across! aft which i followed her to her church for the perf by the continentals. cant beelieve i went. just to "ying4 chou2" her la. dont wanna turn her down also. she always got this power to persuade ppl to do certain things. hahaaa..

.: sunday :.
easter sunday.. gr8 celeb.. drove to bestie's sch to submit her proj, courtesy to nick's car, and then went bk to church so that we could go visit may at the hosp! her baby's so cute.. haa thank God for His creation. then off to orchard with fish, twin and special guest eunice! haa.. cosmopolitant grp again. had so much laughters over dinner at marche. and i think we ordered a tad too much food! had pizza, rosti, pork knuckles, mashed potato, calamari, chicken and root beer! yumms! so glad eu came with us. it was a rare opportunity that we gt to hang out tog.
went over to bunk at Soo's.. so paiseh when i was there. hais. cos as usual, im super shy ard their parents.. hais. cos i feel that im like putting them out.. anyway watched a bit of tv then went to wash up, wait for twin, then went up to sleep at the attic. felt a teeny bit bad cos we'll always go upstairs, and she'll be downstairs doing her own things. hais. and that silly woman is soooooooooooo damn afraid of the dark. switched it off and she made a big hoo-ha which was quite funny, but not so when she scared me by placing her phone beneath her face. i tell u she can not look any more like a ghost. lol. usualy yada yada till 3plus and we galloped to dreamland..

.: monday :.
woke up at 10 plus and yada yada til 12 noon and went back to sleep! wth. pigssss. woke up at 3, went to west mall for ice age, then wanted to go daily scoop, in the end bad jam, so off to adam's rd!

.: tuesday :.
dimsum buffet with the sj n eveee. tehy cannt eat one. hais. haha no match for ruth and co. then we went for the briefing by recruit express. they are paying alittle too little.. so we didnt take up the jobs.. off to retail therapy! gt rubbish stuff but im happy. thinking abt that pair of shoes nw. oops. the next time im there i shall get it! hiak. supp to go for crusade gathering.. but decided nt to cos ive been out too often, plus im nt really close with them. and only if that fucker will stop scolding me bitch bastard whatever. he must be bonkers. asshole. thot im gonna stay at home, then talk to eu online and she asked me to go swimming tmr. so im gg.. sigh i hate to hear such news from her. shall pray for wisdom when i speak tmr!!

3 nights of sermon, i hope have done me gd. thank God for annointing his servant. it really feels different to be hearing stories every nw n then when he preached, and i thot that was gd. at least we can relate to it better. (: the folks have been nice, offering me rides home, or rather i asked for the rides back..haha.. went for supper on tues at railway mall with nic aud hawk brig. its 24/7, so nxt time can go w turbs! hehhehs.

worked for HSBC premier golf tee-off event at sentosa golf club today! super slack. sigh. felt so paiseh. basically there wasnt much for us to do. so we just sat ard gt into our bitchfit sessions again. me and pearlie. wahaha.. and sm ppl were nice, sm were nt. but had so much fun when the malay guy took us on the buggy to explore the golf club! had a sudden urge to pick up golf.. lol but its a rich man's sport! hais.. but then he told us its nt true.. cos even taxi drivers play golf nowadays.. haha quite funny. anyway slack the whole day la. too good to be true. and gt 90buckeroos. cash on hand. hiak can buy birks liao! didnt stay for dinner cos was running really late for svc, so took a cab down.. and had dinner aft that. blanja my pops to chicken rice ok. i am a fillial daughter. wheee.

.: friday :.

famished so we went prata cafe for supper but that stupid place with those stupid chaonehnehs pissed the shit outta us. they were sooooooo busy that we waited for 30 mins b4 smone came to attend to us and the first thing he did was apologised and say that the prata stall will not be taking anymore orders but the rest of the stalls will. wtf! you telling us this after we had waited for a bloodyyyyy 30 mins?!! assholes! arghhhh.. so we settled for adam's road hawker in the end!! had mutton chop n prawn noodles. haaa slurps.

went over to bunk at dots hse again on fri night!! hehs. cos i promised i'll go help her out on music prac so might as well stayover.. once again its the 6am syndrome. lol. n theres smthg eerie abt the attic. it drives us barmy cos we tend to act in a strange way when we're there. as if we've gone bonkers. like trying to scare each other with weird hues of laughters. i realise im always talking bout my twinnie here.. gets a little boring for my readers. but shes my bestie! so cant help mentioning abt her. hais . better stop else the lesbian nonsense wil cmg bk. wtfk. bleah.

.: saturday :.

went home aft lunch.. cuzzies n niece nephew were all over at my place.. i LOVEEEEEE them. so glad i could be home. cos usually my weekends are burnt. am glad for that chance to be back and spend time with them! then went to ikea in the night with my cousins and their children.. funs, but once in a blue moon pls. u nv know what these kids might do. hahaa.

.: sunday :.

today was shopping at bugis with twin, fish n ruthh..! then took 170 which was as usual flooded with endless chaonehnehs. alighted at twinnies place and then she drove me bk.. went over to look at my "new hse." hais.

on another note, he seems bent on cmg for svc tmr. sigh. and he asked abt ice age. but i really aint interested............. unless he's gonna pay for me which i doubt so. HA HA HA.

supp to go house viewing but it was cancelled.

spoke to the agent over the phone and he asked me to work full time! he asked for my expected pay and i told him 1.5 and he said its reasonable, and may even double it. HAHAHA dont make me laugh can uncle. anyway, am suppose to give him an answer and then i can start work soon. wking hours are 10-6, and its at toa payoh hub. when busy means really busy but when im free i'll be free til i'll get soooooooooooooo frigging bored. HAHA. sounds lucrative eh. sigh. shall pray abt it.

dilemna again..hais i need to talk to turbssssssssssss.

ok im bored outta my frigging mind, and so ive resorted to blogging. was just lamenting that i shd stop bumming ard and get a job! and thennn my mama told me the agent asked if im interested to help him handle some paperwk in his office at toa payoh.. part time basis.. hehs, and since i'll be seeing him tmr, shall ask him abt the details.. since hes the director or smthg, the pay had better be good.. hehs..

and im so boreddd, i painted my nails! half of the nail in black, other half in pink for my left hand. right hand will be half in black, and half in green. see, i told u i was bored! i think it looks quite funky oops *bimbotic moment* but then shall clean it off soon la.. abit outrageous.. and ive been sleeping quite alot! woke up at 1.30 today.. then went for nap at 5.. i can really sleep..

and, np is really stupid. text me to pay my lib fines before i graduate. wth! money-minded! kns.

supp to go for dimsum with my taitais tmr. but last min changes. hope we can meet up nxt wk, cos i miss them! and im so gladd that im finally able to get out of the house tmr! finally. havent step out of it since i came bk from turbs hse on monday..! sooooooo long.. with so little entertainment at home. hais!

i want a holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to europe, greece, states, aussie, india, south africa!!! i wantttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. grrrrrrrrrrr.

after much procrastination, ive decided its high time i get my butt cracking and send in my resumes. even tho im still very much enjoying myself, bumming around. however, the moolah have not been cmg in, and i feel so broke. if only i had a rich bf. and when i say rich, i mean filthy rich. then he can buy me all the clothes i want, bring me on a shopping spree in milan, pay for my expenses, get me a car, buy me a house, a yatch, everythg. wouldnt that be cool. but of course, dreams will only remain dreams. if only...

ok back to reality.. was sorting out my letters/cards/etc.. and i realised how much ive missed the old peeps. ij, tss, np. sigh.. why does all gd things have to come to an end. cant we just stop at where we are? why must we grow up? sulks.. i really hate the process.. what im feeling nw is like bullcraps. nt knowing whr to go/what to do. frens are gg to unis, sm have started wk. but im simply clueless where to head next. i guess unis are out of the picture, so it boils down to work. but as what? sigh. sickening.

and each day can only pass by faster and faster. ive already lost track of time. its scaring me. but yet im doing nothing abt it.

=P

isnt this funny. entertaining myself when shes busy doing her work. at least she's nice enough to lend me her feet.

topsy-turvy wkend altogether. great happiness one moment, great sadness the other, what a gamut of emotions! but it was all for the good. sm people are jus worth it, some are not. ive figured it out and im seriously struck by the stark contrast!

sleptover at turbs hse again. yes again.sigh. i shd stop doing it. cos

No1. seeing eunice is like WEIRD. and i meant STRANGE. cos its like Hi, bye. hais. got a feeling she doesnt like me much too.
No2. im disturbing turbs when shes doing her proj. ugh.
No3. i dont have impeccable manners lol

but i swear i was gd last night! i kept quiet when she was doing her work, dont wanna distract her! just tried hard to pry my eyes open so that i can wait for her. and i did.. cos we fell asleep at the wee hours of 6am again! but i drifted to dreamland before marikita! missed it! anyway we woke up at 2pm. piggs. then lunch courtesy to yati and then we watched campus superstar. hahaaa. she laughed at my reaction when teresa won. (-.-)lll hw niceeee. video it smmore? wth. left soon aft eu came bk. i spell - awkward. lol. im glad all things are cleared btw us. and we're gonna escalate up to another level of our exhilarating friendship ride! *grins.

and my silly pops are nt on talking terms cos of a really silly issue. so both have resorted talking to me. hahahhaha. its quite farnie. btw my daddys bday's cmg! wanna give them a treat yet im quite broke. thot of bringing them for dimsum buffet!

i hate uncertainties. and i just dont know what to expect anymore. and im very scared. cos i think ive interpreted it in the right way. and im so freaking scared. sobs. ahhhh. smone help meee!

jurong east swimming pool is hell lots of fun! hehs. pay a cheep 1.5 n u get to use everythg like nobody's biz. floats are only 2bucks. and lockers 20c or 40c. nt like that shite www where everythg wil total up to 20 bucks. but there were too many chaonehnehs already!eeks. company was good old turbs n suaty. threesome again! left the place late, went bugis to get my bag! HEHS. i almost didnt get it! but i did in the end. at the expense of many many things. oh wells. mayb i shdnt have bought it afterall. hais. we caught fragile, then went over to turbs hse and watched da chang jin! courtesy to geoff for recording it! haha. then watched final destination, courtesy of eve! haaaa. GROSSED out as usual.

bunked at turbs place cos mama was attending alpha at ymca... anyway, girl talk as usual, thrash things out and this time we cried our eyes out and nw i got a new name - puffyeyed pongs! so cute can! slept at 6 in the morn n woke up at 11 for prac with a free gift of a stiff neck n backache. haha.. im glad its all cleared. no hard feelings, pinky hook. dont know why these issues are always popping up every nw and then, but i always feel that its for the better. sigh. bad thing is, most of the times im the root of all problems la. i admit it. what a memorable april fool's. scary part is when i sang with the radio to the tunes of shake it off, and then i started laughing hysterically and i think it scared her. she thot i was possessed or smthg. (-.-)||| come to think of it, i think its quite freaky too, didnt really felt normal. shudders.

i've decided its time for me to be nice. then again im always nice. but im gonna try to speak my heart, and not mask from anythg. its so tiring. im just gonna be myself to the ppl i love. no longer wanna lie in my own bed of lies. and im gonna stop being so fickle, so as not to irritate the shit out of others. im gonna be nice, yet stop being so nice when there is no need. haha. ok im confused myself.