and i appeared. such accuracy! freq has been tuned to 1post/mth. wahaha.

time FLIES so fast. it really wait for no one. and the fact itself is so scary. the proj is almost over, cept the report which still requires fine-tuning. it wasn't as horrid like what i mention earlier, and thank God for sustaining me. i'd probably be bawling my eyes out/gone frenzy if nt for Him. presentation went rather ok, though there were quite sm hiccups along the way, still at least its over for now.

a couple of things that still baffles me: i don't understand why im busier than before, and 24hours/day is just not sufficient! Ahhhh. its crazy. life in this era is really really throws me into a tizzy: upsetting, exciting, confusing, all happening concurrently. there are so many things undone, and a million things to be done. my room's in a mess, and i hv no time to pack! exam's nxt friday, and i've yet to really start revision! plans for online biz but we don't even have an inkling on hw viable it is..! mei's bday celeb planning, volunteering at NUH, etc et...! Bah.

lookg at the brighter side, sm good things hv been happeng, but perhaps God won't be too happy by the mere mention of it. it isnt exactly gd, but smwhat like a person getting punishmt for all that she'd done. im nt like gloating over it or what, but can't help feeling (at times) that she somewhat deserves it. its like God is like telling me that it doesnt matter hw much hurt/wei3qu1 experienced in the past, because He knows what is going on, and He will do smthg abt it. its like a paradox la. God forgive me if this ain't exactly smthg nice to post abt. that aside, am thankful to be able to serve in the worship min, albeit the fact that it can be really tiring/dead at times. esp as a keyboardist, i'm experiencing different aspects of worship. in the past, i'd have nv dared dream that i could play like now, but God has made it all possible, much more and better than i ever imagine. (:

on the other note, am feelg pretty disilusioned these days. perhaps such is the paradox of life. its like you have to take the good with the bad. it can be so puzzling at times. my existence. the significance. oh wells. i shall leave it as now.

till then,
LOVES.