you know how this thing works. he asks me out, and twinnie being upset cause she feels that she is gonna be one lonely soul. and how this is always a very touchy subject, seeing the number of times we end up in quarrels.
and just when i thought it is really going downhill, God gave me a surprise and twisted the ending. semaj actually called the best friend and im really glad to know she had a good time with him on the phone. it really really helped to set the tone and i can't be anymore thankful than that. i only pray that all these will carry over the days, weeks, months and years to come. my life would be perfect.
sometimes God really works in amazing ways, planting a surprise when you least expect it. keep the faith i would say and see the wonders that He does.
now my only concern is for twinnie. how she would really feel. she hasn't got a job and im very worried for her. at the same time, i do now and cannot comprehend what God has in store for her. She has been jobless for such a long time and i dont know God would want such to happen to her. It's not like she has done something grave, something real bad that she deserves this. NO! In fact she has a heart of gold and i really cannot find anyone else who has a better heart than her, maybe except Ma.
it is also very disheartening, especially when i got hold of news that she didnt get the abalone job. it was such a waste and i could tell her was rather upset. i was too. i only hope that God will open another door for her so that she can start working soon and earn her own keep.
on another note, i really have no idea what semaj is gonna do tomorrow, nothing scary/cheesy/corny i hope. *shudders.