Christmas came and gone, action-packed! all over much to my relief. somehow Christmas just dont seemed as happy as ever. perhaps people do change, we grow up, and what seems like friends forever have diminished. reduced to mere acquaintance?

did our wrappings for the gifts til the wee hours of dawn. barely catch enough 40winks and had to wake up for svc. and sleepg late last night didnt help much either. woke up with puffyeyes and triple eyelids. madness.

carolling on the eve was great. i totally immersed myself into the spirit, and the ability to sing those beautiful carols to the residents just made it even more special. tho it was pretty short, it was also sweet too. i just hope and pray that more will come to know Him.

had a bad start on the Christmas morning. i actually allowed a small issue to screw up my day. just cos we forgot to bring a bag of presents to church. sigh. but thankfully the best fren managed to pull me back tog, so that i will stop sulking and stop allowing all the anger, sadness reside in me. and i really do apprec it. cos i know when i get frenzied, angst, its often the ones ard me who really suffers.

started svc, so many screw-ups. the projector wasnt wking til 1130.madness. then sudd the keyboard goes wiry. but thankfully many did respond during the altar call. that was nice. spent the afternoon playing with thadd n louisa. cute toddlers.! i likeee* hehs. then went for super late luncheon with the best fren at sakae to satisfy our cravings! then was jalaning, and then home sweet home. mayb nt so sweet, cos i end up hvg puffyeyes.boo. i hate mornings! hate gg to wk too. sucks! bleah. wish i had a longer break.

i wanna leave on a jetplane now. right now. to sm place where u can find me no longer! haha. right. just gimme a little break pls and cut me some slack, and be my nice santa and buy me a air-tic. tq. (:

its wednesday, till then~!

time waits for no one. it literally flies past me each time. but this time round, i like it. cos it means twinnie is coming back soon!!! YAY!

hee can't help but feel that im well-received. everyone wants to go out with me! everyone wants a piece of me. wahaha. kns i know. --> joshua, jacq, pea, eve & sijie, jess & liz, mass comma peeps. muahahaa.im the epitome of party! too bad had to do ot last night and turn down eve n co.boohoo. havent met the girls since they feb this yr. wanna get smthg ncie for them before mtg up. oh wells.

havent gt much pressies for main peeps. ugh. but the trip to IMM on monday was really fruitful man! got like so many things for the kiddos, the notebooks, glitters, and more notebooks! wheee. happieeee. but nw gotta think abt what to get for the babes tmr. damn. and for the party on fri too.ugh.

thankfully its a holi tmr! woohoo! means i can rolly ard in bed all morn! wheee. hope u girls have a great time with yr loved ones this season! God bless! (:

today is monday and twinnie is coming back on friday! wheee* and angels still cont to surround me! rec sms fr eve iniating a meet up with her and sj since they are both back from aussieland. woohoo! just that ive got no time to buy pressies for anyone. so far just that cute red rack, a diary for the kiddos, and a uber cute cow inflatable couch. thats abt it. zilch for church peeps. ugh.

anyone of u girls gt sm fantastic ideas? i luv diy, personalised stuff but i got 0 idea leh. time is running out. poly peeps on thurs, mass comm peeps party on fri. so shitified!boo.

and ive contracted alzhemier's. keep forgetting things. and the white hairs on my head are increasing in number. scary.

i cant wait for Christmas! but there aint much for me to look forward to. prob just awesome company of loved ones. guess its the presence that matters. (:

i hate rainy days! makes me so very dread gg to work. how i wish i can jus continue sleeping and nv have to wake up for work! boohoohoo.. wed blues too! boo. and i havent started on my essay. sobs. and theres a million things i need to do. bleah. i need a break pls.

smone pls just kidnap me on a jetplane to smwhere nice! thanks.

and byebye. im gg home.

twinnie has been gone for a week to be exact. and i sure miss her! perhaps we've clung on too tightly, and so now that she aint ard, smthing seems to be missing! and just being in the church office w/o her seems weird. my lunch kaki, bitchfit sessions kaki, retail therapy kaki, phone kaki, my everything kaki! sigh. and there's stil 13 days before she is back. soooo long. HAIS. but still, God has been so good and faithful.

the way He got His angels to surrond me and keep me co. God answered yr prayers twinnie!hehs. even before she departed sgp, i've already bumped into ppl whom i nv thot i'd see. hehs. and how eug told grace he wanted them to sit with me, which is what they've nt done before! they didnt even know twin aint in town. hehs. and r/s with classmates are getting much better, at least i gt to know em better! and actually havg a christmas party. woohoo. sch doesnt suck that much anymore, smore the dreaded presentn has come to an end! freedom after tonight's test and nxt wk's proj submission!

sigh. this year end has been a busy one for me, first time ever that i dont have time to get christmas pressies. oh dear. and the fact that i dont like to get things which everyone has seen before adds on the my agony! want to make smthg nice, but ive gt no time! and no ideas. boo. dieded. but shant let such blur the vision and real meaning of Xmas.

its sunday, and i've fallen into a deep slumber of depression. and the songs playing on gold90 makes me even sadder. sobs. smhw i can't help but feel sorry for myself. cos there will nv be a day where im the one whos off for a holi. but its ok, ive resign myself to fate.

its just me myself and i to brave the storm for the nxt two weeks. cos God seems really far away. sigh. i wonder how im gonna survive.