hell lot of things happening each day, dont even know where to begin. relived the good ole days of slacking and bumming ard.

stjames power station last fri! ha. clubbing with twinnie and her friends. some hen's party but it aint wild at all. lol. nice peeps tho. wonder whats the big hooha abt it cos its jus mediocre! jus like any other clubs. and the most spastic of it all - ACROBATIC PERF right when everyone was getting high. lol. imagine all the attention shift to the acrobats. all stood and stare and stop dead in their dancing tracks. isnt that rubbs. lameeee~!

and of cos, some things never change. forever will be present ppl who do things that hurt others unintentionally.haha yes unintentionally. but ive learnt nt to bother so that i wouldnt fall into the devils trap. like what ive said, some choose to stay, some wil eventually leave. and it all doesnt seem so important anymore. cos i keep all the worthy ones. hehs. so there.

and then theres the brother with the filipino gf. driving me up the wall. 4 races for him to choose fr ---> chinese, malay, indian, eurasian.but instead ive got a new maid. wtf. insane. this is definitely insane. hahaaa. ahhhhh.

then i had to fall out with mama cos of a stupid lift to church. like fuckkkk. hw can i allow an asshole to come in btw us? duh. anyway, to hell with it. bleahhhh.

starting to have the fear of friends leaving me one by one cos i dont take initiative to hang out with them. like left out or smthg. sigh. dont want that to happen. but then again, some things are jus inevitable. u win some, u lose some.

and this rat race is driving me to the edge. seems like i jus cant see eye to eye with many and their doings.perhaps i shd be taken up (i hope) and i might be happier.