this is maddening can?!! blog twice, but hit some buttons accidentally and all the post are gone. wthell! anyway just wanna thank suemay for the *winks* and nic for the cd and the blogskin! hee... appreciate it all..

actually got lotsa rubbish to post but nw, no mood already lah.. anyway, the girls have officially have shifted in yesterday.. just pray tt the Lord will look over everything and may there be peace! *peace clap*

ok, so this is the end of my 2nd year life in NP. have to admit that time really really flies. just a twinkling of an eye, a semester's down. mixed feelings i'd say.. sad that i'll have to kinda say schuss to my girls and classmates.. but i guess all good things come to an end, and we all gotta move on. this semester has been really smooth, by God's grace, and yes, ive finally started studying etc, but to nt much avail lah.. haha..

God as been really good to me, and i dont deserve it at all.. keep me in yr prayers yeah.. i really owe Him a lot. sigh.. i know.. words without actions are dead. life is filled with endless uncertainties. and i definitely hate them. the fear of mtg new ppl in a new environmt. having to step out of yr comfort zone and to form a clique and establish frenships with new people. the thought of it is already frightening enough. sigh.. but that'd probable be a part and parcel of life.. but i seriously hate going thru that process.. cause why? im shy. im nt an extrovert. u may think yeah bullshit, u introvert? but its true... really true.. will only be an extrovert when im with really closed peeps. other than that, im pretty much a reserved gal. no pukings please.

haha.. ok.. so ive shared some of my greatest fears in life - having to face uncertainties. lets pray that we'll trust Him wholeheartedly to lead us thru this walk of life yeah?

shouts out to polkathots: hee i got it all right yeah babe? actually i knew abt it already but tot u dont really want ppl to know so i hush it. nice to see u, really! miss u lots and im sure the woman does feel the same way too! anyway take care lurvve, may u have a peaceful and pleasant wk at worrk! huggies!