one of the worst days i had.
spilt the milk, kena the laptop.
Shirt was wet.
all eyes were on me.
wanted to cry.
but i can't.
Why.
Why did this happen to me?
Jus an hr before the presentation.
Am i a jinx?
Or a klutz?
i don't know.
I really don't know.

But He was faithful.
Yeah He was, and always will be.
He saw me thru the whole presentation.
Butterflies took charge in my stomach.
Fear filled my body.
Sadness surrounded my heart.

Like i said,
He was faithful.
and i really appreciate all that He had done for me.
Only thru trials,
that i may grow closer to Him,
to lean on Him.
to do things according to His will, not my way.

Skipped OB like i always do.
Went for ice-cream at 6th Ave.
Met up with June, Pearlie n Bee...
Nice time of sharing,
Made possible by Him.

Gonna play for nxt wk's life-mtg.
Am excited.

Help me, God.
To learn to grow closer to you.
And to seek u in all circumstances.