.: Madness Redefined :.

this week has got to be the busiest for this sch term. the integrated proj is driving me bonkers, and killing me softly. its not that i dont wanna do work, but rather i have absolutely no idea how to get it started as well as not knowing what is expected of the project. can u imagine? its like 4 modules' work incorporated into a 45 min presentation. and yes we're lucky no. 1. first class to present on monday, and FIRST GROUP to get the ball rolling. right. freaking 8.30 in the morn. grrrr. then again, i think there are some perks pertaining to that. hehs. so anyway, im glad in a way, cos after that can hit the books straight away.

solution selling call later, mrs tay's really nice, but stil the thought of it is nerve-wrecking. can already feel the butterflies bumming ard in my tums nw. sigh. just wanna get over it! and afterwhich we gotta integrate all the slides together. *screams* have been fretting abt the proj these few days, but theres this peace in me,knowing that He is in charge, and that He wil lead us on step by step. and yes, im truly thankful, for this part by part completion of the proj. tho its nt done yet, i know its Him who's been guiding us thus far, and making all these possible..

and tommorrow's our I-Scream Finals. somehow happy & proud that we managed to get into the final 6. tinge of excitement, hee.. was recalling how i kept telling ppl nt to come, nt telling them the exact date of the competition, blah blah, but nw that i know they wont be coming, i cant help but feel disappointed. haha.. contrary old bitch yeah..sigh. somehow i just wish that they will pop by, even if its for a short period of time say 5 mins? wishful thinking. but anyway, if u happen to see this, and thought mayb u would like to drop by to take a look/support us/etc, its at Cineleisure, 27aug (sat), anytime from ard 12pm to say 5pm. nt sure if its outside or inside tho. but i think most prollly outside, there wil be booths all ard. and if u see this grp of 3 gals n 1 guy in NP blazer, thats us ---> LOVE - I - SCREAM. ( :

Trichotillomania is coming back to haunt me. LOL.