woohoo! i changed my blog address again! wahaha. cos of the zara incident.damnit. was bloody pissed when i saw the post. wtf. bitch. fuck u. gonna stuff u with PORK the next time i see u. arghh.

anyway, cremecheeks sound uber cute can, haha. so happy with this name. jus suddenly dont feel like having np peeps reading my blog. so i prolly tell this to june, wenjun, and other sjccc peeps shd they ask for it.

watched flightplan today, quite boring, but at least can hangout tog with twinnie, thats nt too bad. poor her, lost her voice. and some are down with sore throat etc. poor george n adel, cmg down with fever and everythg. hope everyone else wil stay healthy man. wil cont to keep them all in prayers. was thinking abt the bf issue again. how long would i have to keep waiting ah?! or shd girls actually take the first move? hmmm sure is a issue that is imponderable. sigh. life, filled with endless imponderables.

and we didnt get the bank loan. and shes on the verge of insanity. told twinnie abt it. lets hope she keeps it a secret. im trying nt to hide too much fr her, since we're almost so close. well i guess life is nv fair, and everyone have their fair share of problems. jus dont understand when it comes to an end. either when God comes, or we go find HIm first.

today played first for svc. i must say i wasnt really scared or stressed. just that the day before i wept buckets, thanks to my mama. and the sudden want to change from the key of D to C 5 mins before svc almost drive me bonkers. stil , thank God for this brand new area of serving Him.

its modnay already. have to wk again. one more wk to sch. damn.

anyway, happy to see eug come up to altar to receive blessings from Rev. hope slowly, He accpet Christ as His Lord and savior. as for gary, .......