i am suffering from monday blues. i need to see a depression doctor. or a shrink. every wk it'll take its toil on me.

spent wkend at turbs house. again. acc twin to work on sat, and to our shock and disbelief, mei was there. HAHA. and she seems to be acting a little weird. perhaps feeling green that i was there with twin, even on fri. hehs. oops. but nvm, im lurving it. anw, she jus let me see the vast diff btw bestie and her. incomparable that is. and im so glad i chose the right one. one who was there all the time irregardless of what happened. thank God for that. oh well. nt to say that she's horrid and all. of cos she's nice at times, but just nt enough, and nt the way it shd be when dealing with me.
dinner in town then drove bk home to get clothes for church, then bk to babe's house. and the journey was horrifying!!! sobs. i gt a bad shock. i probably cause it myself, but anw, all's well and im thankful for that. think im pmsing. jus hope that i'll get a grip of myself and stop being all mean and nasty to others. i feel lousy. but yet when i do it, emotions run dry. i need to die and disappear la.

caught oh in ohio ytd, quite a spastic show, orgasmic comedy! wakaka.. walk ard ps, had our dinner before heading back home.

i think i have the silliest fren in the whole world. all the retarded antics cmg fr her are gonna keep me gg for the rest of the wk. and running together aft being 'followed' by the bangladesh was fk funny.love it.love dajia.