it was an eventful week, lotsa upheavals, lotsa exhilarating moments.

was rejoicing when my ma told me that my aunt had ndp tics, and i could have all 6 of them. cos i tried endless attempts balloting/contesting for the tics but to no avail. so i thank God for being so sweet and so nice for giving me the tics. and cos i couldnt contain the excitemt, i spilled the news to ppl whom i didnt exactly want to share the tics with but in the end i had to. and it was a real dilemna which caused me to be so upset that i wanted to forgo it altogether. then i thot, heck, since i was the one who got the tics first, i shd have the privilege of getting at least 2 tics. so i fought my way through, only to get disappointed at the very last minute ytd when i was told that the tics wasnt cmg my way cos aunt's grandchildren heard abt it and all wanted to go. so there goes my ndp tics.

i was really really upset. its like one moment you are up there in the sky, and no one can reach and upset you, the nxt moment you've fallen and land with a pain which doesnt seem to cease. saddening. life sure is full of unpleasant moments.

and to top it off, am gg thru sm difficult moments with ppl i love. and i have absolutely no idea what to do. for a moment i wish i could sleep and sleep and never wake up, so that i don't need to face the pressing issues which are pounding me for an answer.

last day of wk for A/Cs dpt at WK. feeling funny. bittersweet. its like i wish i didnt have to go, yet im relieved to be leaving. gonna be income-less for quite sm time i can foresee. so its really time to be thrifty, time to stop buying and start saving.

digressing a little, tho i ain't sure if my national day will be spent happy, stil wanna wish us all a happy national day.

i pray God comes and mend all broken relationships and restore the love we have for our loved ones.