i am feeling so sleepy now. there's nothing much to do here. people are angry with me. i am angry with them. i am angry with myself.

i have no idea why or how i am always making people around me upset. is it really my fault? i am so sick and tired of the endless confrontations. i just wish i can disappear into the thin air. all these miseries are taking its toll on me. not like i have all the energy to to fight the battle.

give me a break! i am so tired! wish i can just take a backseat.