hello my dearest beloved blog. it's me again your dearest beloved owner! i guess it is much safer here, lest i commit the silly error of posting smthg so dreadful on facebook.

got hold of news from the best friend yesterday. im not going to deny the fact that it does bother me. how could you really, how could you?! to think we almost had it all. i was so stupid all along, and even tried to take initiative when all these while you were happily spending time at another person's house. shame on you really. all the bullshit you told me, all but lies. you LIAR!

i shall not allow myself to fall into the trap of getting upset. you are just not worth my time, my tears.

please get out of my life. you . jerk .