see those sweet bandanas n the attached note? hehs. all done by amei. so sweet & nice right! meant for our pirates party but it has been postponed to a later date. stil, thanks babe, lurrvve it!

 

past wkend

 

charmaine n mooncher

 

sundays. i always love them.

raining cats n dogs e whole time, so we bot cup noodles n ate at church.yumms. aft which went for porridge buffet//bugis//mustafa. and i made a silly remark//def on e brink of tears. smtimes i dont know why i say such hurtful stuff. sigh. lets just hope that nobody gets too affected. in one ear n out the other. no more maskings. cos im so sick and tired of it all. so nw its the real exhaust pipe that u know. 100% genuine/authentic/real. even i myself was surprised at how honest i was, baring my heart+soul.

then had yummy soya bean milk with you tiao, xiaolongbao, yummy porkflossegg crepes at geylang. shiok!

working at sph today. mktg-R&D dept. nice environment!!! i likeeee.super high ceiling.. felt like a journalist.lol.krapps. hee. basically making outgg calls regarding the delivery svcs of newspapers vendor. quite relaxing, but my throats kinda hurting. TN said that we can even go to the library and read the mags there etc! funs. pays quite gd too. woohoo. tmr bee wont be gg in the morn, so its me alone again! breakthru once more i hope. hahaha.

but im so tired now. completely zonked out. fell asleep while chatting online just now. gonna turn in early today. chaaaa~!

14th - it was a gd day of cycling n kayaking tho the weather was very much unpredictable. this time i rode on a mountain bike, n the feeling was q diff, scary infact. kept braking suddenly, was almost thrown out a few times. on the verge of knocking others down too.lol. kayaking was damn shiok n relaxing tho it was a mere 1 hr. nice calm peaceful sea. tranquility. hehs. then caught the wig which i must say FREAKED me out totally. was so scared that i went ta twinnies house to bunk with her. slept at the attic.so funs. except for the squeaky bed.shant go into details. she have been my source of atm the whole time.hehs.cos i had no cash with me.haaa. hope she can continue being my atm tho.

15th - went to her sch cos she had to return bks. off ta church tho i had no prac. haaa fun jamming time with the babes. then lunch then send fish to get her stuff and he was there.omg. hahahaaa. need to thk my jie-jies for winding the window down n then saying hi for me. have been doing some retail therapy recently. got 2 tops, shoes fr p.o.a n my flipflops from island shop. cheap thrills. happieee* over to tanglin mall, then to katong to get the awfully choc banana n choc cake for hock's bday. then went over to surprise him with the jiejie n gorgor. i like our version of 933 bday song. damn nice + funny.

can't believe how truthful i'm trying to be cos i take this frenship seriously, so it = no hidings/wearing of a mask. being a shoulder pad n braces fren 24/7. lol she told me her pin number, and i was like super excited when i attempted to draw money! madness.

just endless funny affairs these days. am thankful. am on cloud 9 stil. (:

sneek peek

on cloud 9 recently. and realised im turning into a much more independent girl nw. infact, i didnt expect that kind of change nor did i see it coming. life's rather rosy right at the moment. and thankfully the peeps whom i telesurveyed were all nice n patient. hehs. and the uncles at the kiosk were so nice, offering me chair/water/newspaper, most imptly helping me to push the sales of the papers, tho that wasnt really my concern. still, am glad that i overcome my fears.

and tommorrow wil be a even better day cos im going to ECP again! mac breakie at kap, cycle n kayak hopefully at ecp! decided not to cos we might just tip u into the sea. so its all for yr own safety. aft which we gonna go wigging. woohoo! shit. think im gonna be so damn broke.

time-table's out already. and u can say im happy with it, except for the fact that we have classes at 9am daily.sucker. stil, i knock off at 1pm on mon + wed, n since tues noon is lecture, i shall jolly well skip it!

off to PS nw. tata~!

sunday 9th oct - cheese fondue
me//cute miniature apples at 6thaves coldstorage//dot
us//weekly creaming session//us
//me n my mask//
it doesnt look like a sanitary napkin k auntie. it doesnt. haaa.
couldnt stand the pungence of the cheese fondue. cos it had white wine in it, which made it taste bitter and smelt terrible. ewwww.

charis//daryl//brian
joel//joy//ewen
ethan//joshua//katrina

ecp with mamadot

groggy voice over the other end when i gave the morn call at 11. went over to her hse n rot while she get ready. then we went down town to change a bus. was walkin at e underpass n was demonstrating how i was tanning at home when i suddenly realised my left hand had hit a uncle right at his tummy. oops. so paiseh. hee. n i pronounced marine parade as marade parine. hw smart. me n my endless kukus acts.

and managed to get there ard 2pm hehs. nt bad. shes rather streetwise, so we got down at the right stop n minimised walking. and we rented the bikes. heh. it was hell lot of fun, but i was really scared that i'd fall so didnt managed to even balance during the first half n hr. but slowly got the hang of it! hee mayb can ride say 50m? lol. shall go bk there again soon!

im truly touched by what this girl has done for me. just wanna appreciate her for all those. firstly was lending me an extra shirt jus in case i needed it. then she brought a handkerchief for me as well, so that we could wipe ourselves aft that. brot cheezels jus in case we'll get hungry. she didnt get to cycle much cos she had to teach me how to ride a bike. then she went to buy drinks for me. held my drinks when i was nt finished with it. carry my bag for me, took care of all the rental fees. got me my 2nd drink at mac. remembering abt my results. being so encouraging n patient. all these will plaster a smile on my heart. besides thankful, its still thankfulness for letting us cross paths. definitely cherish this kinda of sisterhood, cos i believe i can never find them elsewhere.

anyway, it was an actionpacked day with all those weird characters appearing at ecp. first was the man who asked if can ride our bike?like wth.scary. 2nd came the really loose man, one look n u know he's bo ho say. 3rd came the man who sung to himself. and the stupid 7-11 uncle who thot we were stealing sanitary napkins. stooopid uncle. asshole. see him again n i'll give him the middle finger. _|_

*amazed by the kind of music
simply awed.

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met "snow-white" in the morn at np lib cos she wanted to borrow bks and she is no longer a student at np.being the nice xiaojia, i woke up bright n early and got to sch to lend her my matric card. (:

miss wee says she expect to see a post when she wake up from her beauty sleep. 1b+,3bs,1c+ booboo. thankful.

dreamt that i got a few As for my results. haaaa. then smhw woke myself up and realised its jus a dream, which is the total opposite of reality. =/

sometimes i wish u will care a little more. but well, i've learnt to cope with it.

pressie//ronald macdonald's hamburg mould//playdough//cute
my first children's day present since a decade ago?lol
from my mamadot

town+bugis jalan with wenjun before her nightmare begins. and we saw suhadah! how happy. ( :

 

saw this woman at bugis mrt with super long hair. freaky. hantu! ahhhh

 

this is long overdue. patrina.

 

was a big boo boo ytd. the approach by that negro sure left me freaked out. but then again i thot it was kinda funny. so didnt manage to turn up. sigh. what an eventful nite. felt to silly. stuck in nehnehs land. oh well.

anyway was reading lizzies blog and my name was right on top, regarding the big 7. ugh. so i have to get it done, since she would love to see me do this. haaa.. requires lot of thinking so will try ta post it up sometime soon. hehheh.

and this stupid friendster actually allows u to see who have viewed your profiles. damnit. now i've become a stalker. haaa. luckily i can change the settings to viewing others' profiles anonymously. otherwise, i think i wouldnt dare frenster anymore hahaha.

going tanning with wenjun later.yay.please let the sun come out to play.

 

caught the dukes of hazzard with wenjun today... at great world! the latter is mad la. funny she laugh, not funny she also laugh. making hell lot of noise. madness. not the usual peeps i hang out with! anyway shes my sec sch fren, and my gg hm companion cos she stays near me. another good fren that im gonna keep forever! and she said that hanging out with me makes her happy cos i always got lotsa lame antics! haa! kinda flattered. hehs*

btw he's so nice to me nowadays. gave me 20bucks. how nice. and he's gonna give me his ipod shuffle cos he got a nice new NANO! damn it. NANO. wth. then he showed me this webbie where they got nice ipod shuffle skins which are absolutely cute & pretty, and he said i can choose 2/3! so sweet can! im gonna get those in the pic! anyway im nt really into these kinda mp3, whatsoever, so im taking it as a bonus! hehs.. goodness.. how nice.. i am soooo touched.

and yes i wil turn up for the bbq. cos of chers & her testi. she got me this time!

supposedly class gathering at geylang ytd. so much for the turnup. but still less is more.

me jess//me eve cher//babes alert//
glen ordering food//yummy beef horfun//glen serving us
niceee soya beancurd with youtiao//at the kallang station cntrl

went tanning with wenjun today and the sun was soooo gd! happieee

 

bbq craze was still ongoing yesterday nite. madness. this time w/o eunice. poor girl fell sick. anyway it was a great time of worship. right mei. hee. i enjoyed it totally. and i hope that it wil nt just be that 2 hrs on sunday, but in fact each and everyday. cell was short and sweet. can sense that its somewhat getting better, am thankful for that. lets just hope that the r/s with one another n with God wil grow deeper. gr8 to have eug join us for a lil while too. ( :

jubilee church aft seminar//going bananas at giant//
yes bbq again lol//the pro skewers//

 

was over at the hawker centre for lunch aft cell and we saw this chao ah lian aunty! check out her thong. its enough to rid me off my appetite! like gross can! and her tattoo. *pengsan

 

my charlie's angels. i was clad in the yellow youth tee.ugh.

 

i scared 3 person silly today. 1 during the seminar, 1 at marina sqr, 1 at ikea. sigh. i think i need to stop my retarded antics. i basically wrang my but the expressions worn on their faces were priceless.

instead of getting inspired and all that at the seminar, i concluded that im not musically inclined. super low morale can! ahhhh. madness. but company was gd la. drove each other nuts. sometimes im quite ashame of the way i behave. is totally outrageous, no respect whatsoever for others. i will try to change for the better. and when we thot the seminar wil end at 3.3, it finished at 5.3. hunk+babe came pick us and we headed for carls jr. hehs.satisfied.then off to ikea to get stuff then went to have dessert. like i said, life has been good.

ytd was good too. except that the weatherman failed us again. ugh. went ta find adeline ytd.. humongous house la! madness. and to think shes not afraid of being in there alone when george's outta town. brave brave. *applause* 3 storeys high with a attic, and its super dark! anyway her hse's way cool with all the latest electronic gadgets in town, --> A VIRTUAL KEYBOARD! --> check out the pic! and tablet pc in the kitchen, iBook in the room, PSP, tons of PDA, PDA phones, ipod mini, shuffle, and the list never end!! and theres all the nice nice mirrors in the warm light.. hee.. thats why i say its impt to marry a rich fella, cos u get provided for. hahaaa..

which brings me to a rather sad story la. my mamas fren suspect her husband got an affair with a maid who lives below them. sigh. and she is like damn sad, asking my mama what she shd do. apparently, she said that her husband like kena gong tao *black magic* like that.. kept drawing money and giving it to the maid.. sigh.. and she dont have money to hire a PI, so she sort of at her wits end. so sad. i was thinking mayb i can go try snap pics of her husband and the maid. hmmm.

sometimes i cannot believe how _ _ l _ _ h people are. yucks. the thot of it is revolting enough. puiii* its unbelievable. just bcos u dont like someone means that i have to follow suit. poof*

on a lighter note, i've been enjoyin myself thus far. tues was spent with patrina in town, and ive got cheap thrills! white shoes that is.. i think i got a fetish for white shoes.. hee! grins..but sigh i think its a tad girly.

attempted to go swim alone on wed. but to no avail, cos when i got to the pool, the dumb thunders came and scare me.. haaaa! hope the sun wil be good tmr.. will be visiting my best fren's wife tmr since he's away in beijing.. hee..

meanwhile, i just realised that picasa is hell lots of fun! kept me entertained while im online with those picture grids and collage! and the adjustmt of brightness intensity.. wahaha~! im get entertained pretty easily!

i miss 1+2b21 peeps! cos they rock and 3b18 sucks! whoops.

 

miss those days...

 

wheee~! ever since hols begun on fri, the most fun i really had was yesterday nite!

another round of bbqing biao ge, this time we did it at church! hehheh hush hush affair! i thought the peanut butter toast were heavenly.. went out to buy disposable pits with dot. felt so paiseh when we strutted to cold storage cos i was clad in a t-shirt and a really cannot make it pair of shorts which dot said looked like boxers. -.-" came back running cos we were so scared of the door that was opened. haaa. that wasnt the worst. screamt in fright when aud wave at us and let out a "hello!" scared us outta our my wits.

super cosy, warm, and nice feeling, like having a slumberparty! after that we had a movie marathon, exorcist the beginning, and deuce bigalo2 i think.. exorcist was a little slow but i enjoyed it! hahaaa.. weird tho cos only 2 of us screaming away. then came deuce bigalow and only 2 of us laughing. shortly aft the movie started, 2 of us were already drifting into slumberland. sigh. hopeless* theres either smthg wrong with the 2 of us, or theres smthg wrong witht the 4 of them. went back at 1+.. plonk myself unto the bed!

actually it wasnt the things that we did that made me so happy. its the company. i have ALWAYS loved their company, even tho at times they drive me insane from their incessant crazy talk, i still very much love them.hee. naomians that is. and of cos nick n audrey. everytime when i think abt it, i cant help but thank God for placing this grp of ppl in my life. its just amazing how He let us cross paths with one another. so glad we held on despite all the differences we had. and i am so glad to have eunice back with us too. and gracie too..

and thats why im so close to em. i just cant seem to find that kind of frenship/relationship elsewhere. and once again all these can happen cos of HIM. and its the faith we shared that bind us together.

emo emo. lol.

so vexed, so sick. i am beginning to hate myself. and i am so mad at myself. bad beginning. why do i always allow such issues to bog me down. im determine to shut my trap so that i dont appear stupid all the time.

the way they drive me mad is indescribable. bottomline - guys suck and they shd just go fuck each other and then die.

p.s. JC i love u like theres no tommorrow.

over at the esplanade last saturday - mei's concert!

inside the concert hall

it was a happy beginning. then sad, then happy, then sad then happy. but it ended on a happy note. im glad. ( :

am so thankful for the friend that He had blessed me with. to cry with me when im sad, to laugh with me when im happy, to celeb the official opening of my hols, to amuse me in times of sadness.

accompanied auntie to eat and when we were gg off, i spilt the damn lemonade, and i kena it on my jeans, the top part and i had no fricking idea how it got to my butt, right on the spot which made me looked like i just peeed in my jeans! arghhh.. was so pisssed already and this kind of thing have to happen. damn. so u can imagine what i did in the loo with the hand dryer.. hahaa. i thot it was quite hilarious. anyway, details aside.

went to espla lib again. we were so close to getting the jazz scores. but the auntie forgot to bring her ic! alamak, slaps forehead.. and i didnt bring as well. so there~! and stooopid marina gv dont have the 7plus time slot for the cave, so we stayed in the lib til ard 8, totally fascinated by all the scores! i want to get a membership soooooooooon! luckily the ic was sitted snugly in her drawer at home. otherwise, i would conclude that im very much a jinx. oh well. enough said.

carls junior for dinner! super yummy!!! she had some charbroiled chicken or whatsoever and i had sourdough bacon cheese burger! yummsss.. ice tea was nice too, home brewed!had cheese fries too! niceeee, albeit expensive, but is cos the burgers are humongous and scrumptious!

and im gonna sleep to my hearts content later! yay! hope the weather will be a glorius one tmr, with that brilliant sunshine! no rain pls, cos we having a bbq. yeeps.

fricking emktg paper. first qns already stumped me. stooopid alibaba.com.. haaaa.. but anyway, its holidays time! cant get any happier~! wheeeeee~! time to sleep rot play like theres no tomorrow. afterall this might be my last official school holiday!

anyway was over at the esplanade lib ytd to study with him before he leaves for adelaide! filled with jealously. gets to spend one whole semester there, assisting the professor! is that cool or what?! wish i have the chance tooo.. rem how i used to hate the thot of gg overseas to study if i ever had a chance, just cos im so afraid to be on foreign land alone! but now, i wish, i WISH I HAD THE CHANCE to do so! i would very much cherish it if i were given the chance. but nah, fat hope. bleah.

yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay! im having my holis holis holis holis holis holis holis holis holis holis holis holis la lalaallalall laala lallallaalllalllllallalala!!!

sigh! immediate sianzation upon hearing that. lets just pray that they dont like it. cos i dont want it to happen. my skin is very thin. i cannot allow such things to happen. and shd it happen, i wil just bawl my eyes out. i know i should try to put myself in their shoes. i prolly wouldnt last till now. i know its God's grace all along & i need to learn to stop complaining. sigh. but somehw sometimes, i have problems with this faith, cos i just find it obscure.

and i have got absolutely no sense of urgency to mug for emktg. was playing dynamite the whole time. and the stooopid jazz scores that i bot werent nice jazz music, probably cos i suck at sight-reading. haahaha.. lucky its just 7buckeroos! else i would've curse and swear like theres no tmr.

and the poor girl's so sick. so we caving on thurs instead. and theres the bbq on fri. at least theres smthg to look forward to. i take it as a mini post exam celebration for myself. cos my long awaited hols wil be here. since last sem was attachmt. i shall sleep and play like nobody's biz. afterall, its my last hols. kinda sad. hmm mayb go do some volunteer wk. ha! and NO, yr eyesight IS NOT failing you. hopefully its not empty talk. dont know what will happen to me when i graduate. cos i dont see myself working at 19 years old. hahaha. but if i dont work, who will feed me?

2 papers down, 1 more to go. time to relax alittle, exactly what ive been doing. papers have been rather manageable, thank God for guiding me thru and making all these possible.

dot & i planned to attend gracie's concert at the esplanade today. so i brot along all my barang in my humongous ikea bag - shoes clothes makeup pouch. u name it i have it.lol. since we agreed on dressing up for the occasion. so she really dressed up, LITERALLY DRESSED UP.clad in a nice turqoise & brown dress, haaa.. but the heels quite off. anyway, nick drove us to jelita to look for sistic, but it wasnt there anymore! how disappointin! was a lil disheartened but determined to go down town and get the tics! quite panicky cos was wondering if they stil sell tics on the day of perf itself. and yay we managed to get the tics at the box office at esplande! soo exhilarated! cos we really wanna support AMEI! eh if u are reading this, u better be touched to tears! wahhaaa..

then saw this grp of aunties, i swear there are at least 100 of them, half in lime green polos, and the other half in pink polos. and they were taking pics with this super cannot make it luminous posters, or rather placards, which said "bao3 zhu1 wo3 men2 yong2 yuan3 zhi1 chi2 ni3". (-.-)lll couldnt help but LOL cos they looked really sampat. then went to haagen daz for ice cream to kill time. had this banana toffee, super sweet - cloying. bleah.

anyway, the concert - spore youth choir n their special guest n conductor some swedish guy gary graden if i got it right. so it was in the concert hall, and we had the balcony seats at circle 2, which wasnt as bad as mamma mia..haa.. then trigger happy, and got reminded by the usher 3 times that we arent allow to take pics. oh wells.. first half was super sianing, fell asleep.. oops.

then we went out during the interval, cos we wanted to smuggle in to circle 1 to catch a better view, and we succeeded!lol. conspiracy. saw eugene on our way there! its always feels fun to be doing smthg bad. hehs. but my heart was thumping real fast. thankfully the 2nd half of the perf was quite nice la, mostly bcos the conductor's rather dynamic. u know, angmohs are more spirited, lively, spontaneous, unlike asians, so somehw he brought up the mood. heeee.. anyway i'd say its rather enjoyable! had dinner at gluttons bay..sigh. why do i always lose in scissors paper stone and end up buying everythg! ugh. nt fair. tsk. it has been a good saturday! ( :

im trying, you're trying, everyone's trying. im happy.

i cant stand it when u ask me out to study, saying anytime this wk at esplanades library. so i smsed u and told u i can make it on tues n wed. and then u reply saying u cant make it on tues. so wed it shall be. and u can actually reply by saying see how cos u might have an appointmt on wed? what kind of shit is that? i am so not gg to take that from u. firstly cos u were the one who asked me to go study. u idiot. dont think by replying me with a "okie :)" will plant a smile on my face and dissipate my anger. no no no. however, i will not allow such things to spillover and spoil sucha beautiful day that God had blessed me with.

weekend was a woot! just one word to sum it all, fun. haaa.. at the expense of my studies. but still, i know my priorities.

i wanna go cirque du soleil quidam.. will someone buy me tics pls... and black eyed peas concert too...! and OI! sleeping beauty the WAKE UP musical! oh alright. i will wake up la.

my belovedprojectmates~! tho stress may be driving us edgy at times, im so glad we hang on and came thus far! thanks babes~!

my lappy's finally discharged! thanks to doctors chung n lee! so glad the operation was a success. now if i found out who had stabbed my lappy last sat, he/she wil die a horrible death.