YES, I've got the phone!
wanna say a huge thanks to my DAD in heaven!
and the one on earth too!
was grinning from ear to ear!
only prob.
i wanted the piano black one
but outta stock
still am very thankful! haha...
my very new toy!!!

gonna be out the whole day tmr
tan, music prac, party, mayb nt party
sunday too
church, aud's place
sigh... wanna study yet i dun wanna miss out the fun
ugh.

EC is nt getting into my head. nt at all.
sobs. and a/cs suck. BIG TIME.
cant wait for tests to be over.

i love gillman village.
wanna go back there soon!

almost wanted to kill that PUB ah beng
so rude n unreasonable.
my dad bathe half-way he switch off the water supply
told him nicely and ask if can switch it back
and he said " BU KE YI"
fcuk lor, go and die lah.
was damn pissed then
haha come to think of it
it was hilarious.

i really like this... but its for kids.. sigh...

*note to those having their first paper tmr
all the best guys!

i like chinese new year
infact im excited abt it
u get to pig out on goodies
u get angbaos
u get to meet up with ppl u haven seen for a long time!
u get to ketchup with em
u get to play with the kids
u get to play with the toddlers
u get to wear nice clothes
so who doesnt

vincents bday party's this cmg sat
not invited
but esther pulled me along
tot it'd be weird n duh if i go
but esther said rayson's the one who asked em along
kinda feel like gg
ketchup with esther june and all.
hmmm...

super unproductive today
sigh
tests getting nearer
yet i have no sense of urgency
this is so shitified
ugh.

saw this le coq sportif mini canvas tote in the mag
i wanna get it!!
and the freshbox bruce lee tee!!
and the gior jr!!
and the cups fr mini toons!!!
Ahhhh.
LASTLY, i want that phone.

now finally xxx has poured out xxx frustations
and i couldnt really be bothered
i know it all makes sense
but i just refuse to let it sneak into my mind
i dont want to get myself into the shit
yes i know its selfish.
but i shouldnt be the one suffering
i should be well provided for
i dont wanna make comparisons.
but it just isnt fair.
know everything have been given
but its not enough
i know im demanding too much.
sigh.

being a christian is tough.
i think im becoming not a lukewarm one,
but a really cold one
for sucha long time i've been neglecting His word
so long
u wouldnt want to know.
think He's ashamed of me.
i am ashamed of myself too.
very ashamed.

funny

Always freezing cold when I’m out at the balcony
Another day wasted, drifted away to papaya land
I think I’ve grown to be much more independent
Was tanning alone this morn. Alone.
Something that I’d never ever done
So I would proudly declare that I’m proud of myself!
*pat on the back

Guess this term really literally flies
Supposed to submit the PQS report last Thursday
But we just did it yesterday.
Just can believe how terrible we are
Oh my.

Dad says he’s gonna help me change the phone
But with the works going on at home
Doubt he’ll do it anytime soon
So it’s rather disappointing I would say
Perhaps good things come after waiting

So bored staying at home to study
Nothing productive was done at all.
Kept walking and walking around.
Touch this touch that.

I want to get this freshbox tee I saw in seventeen
It had a picture of Bruce Lee on it
Like it lots! Can’t wait…
The gior jr jacket that I wanted was no longer available.
Sobs.

So what if u had money?
It can’t buy you everything.

i wanna get this phone!

i wanna get this phone! *winks

1) I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
Thank God for sending me angels
To fill my pocket with funds
Just that I wish they could so it more often, heh
I need to buy things!!!

2) I WANNA HAVE A GOOD SLEEP
Know I’ve been having enough sleep
But think I’m lacking of oxygen today
Kept yawning and I slept in the hosp

3) I WANNA SPEND TIME WITH NAOMIANS.
Wish they would spare me some of their time
But guess it’s just wishful thinking on my part
They are always so so busy
With work, or rather with boyfriends
Hmmm maybe I should get a life, get a bf
Then again maybe not, haha.
Who would want me?
No thanks, not him. Bleah.

4) I WANNA KETCHUP WITH PEARLIE, JOANNA & VENOM
Want to meet up with them and catch up with one another
Just like we used to in the good’ old days
P’s always busy with what else but her bf
J’s always busy with her church stuff
V’s missing in action.
Probably stuck in some hole in LaSalle.
Sometimes I do wish that I’ll take more initiative in doing things

5) I WANNA PICK UP THAI, SPANISH, FRENCH AND DRUMS.
I want to learn a new lang!
Haha… but I know I’ll never get it done
I want to learn drums.
But… sigh…

was at zouk ytd with jess liz and lizzies frens
rather fun i would say
just that i totally loathe the bouncer
that idiotic fella who took a llong time checking our ic
think he probably failed maths in school
was there at ard 10.30
had screwdriver, lychee martini
which was so much nicer than acid bar's and
barcardi freezer cranberry
courtesy to liz's frens n jess's sista
music was nice only when it strike abt 2am
anyway like it
but wont be there often
only can sneak out when mamas out
phuture was quite nice
but damn packed
practically have to squeezed and force yr way in
hate that idiotic fella
already so obvious that we didnt want him to dance w us
yet he kept following us
wthell..
and the stripy girl
omg, just kill me
trying too hard. bleah.
but it was real stinky in there
all the smoke were like directed at my face
yucks.
get to see all sorts of ppl
had a good laugh.

anyway photography test was dumb.
wasted 1/2 hr of my time in sch
hol tmr. hols nxt wk.

father of landscape photography - Adams Ansel!!!
i know that! heh.

so she said she had a fucking day
loads of mtg n quarelling and arguing.
and so i tot it was the bitchiest of the bitches
turn out it was the coffeeshop
ok thats nt too bad
i mean afterall u just go there
and wk and cal the inventories etc
how bad can it get?

then today she couldnt control it anymore
so she wept buckets
which obviously scare the shit out of me
cuz i'll be at lost for words
unless it's kids who are crying
that i may have a way to handle
but now its a 25yr woman

thank God for naomians
who was there for her
lend her listening ears, shoulders to lean on
prayers to encourage her
not to forget hawk nic n the elijahs

guess its really stressful
root of the problem?
- ADAM & EVE -
if nt for them
everything will be fantastic nw
no sins
at all.
no sufferings.
no depressions.
no anger.

but then...
im sure God has His purpose for everything
so i guess theres smthg for her to learn behind all these happenings

so we went to the hosp today
and celebrated suats bday
guess she was a lil surprise
cuz she totally didnt expect it
glad she like the earrings
9 pairs in total
wahaha... a whole year supply

then grace fish eug suat left
so left me n dot
then came nic's relatives
so we went around exploring the hospital
checking out the nursery
the little infants were so cute!
the premature ones were tiny!
i think 3 of my fingers will make up one of their hand
super adorable!
hehheh...
which like dot say,
is a miracle that we can actually grow to the size of what we are now
God's amazing huh
He simple loves to create wonders

then we went to the sleeping disorders ward
but kinda scary la
cuz it says that the patients sleeping are monitored every single min
so i was like uh oh we had better leave the place
then we went to the operating theatre
which was scary too
anyway hospitals kinda freak me out
but it was fun n exhilarating
kinda like going on an adventure

thank God she was alright aft that
just hope that she'll be ok
and nt think too much
and that her stupid uncle will stop being stupid
and that her stupid aunty will stop being stupid

then went bk ward play daidee hahaha
aft that went jalan kayu eat dinner
yummy
yawns
gonna skip tmr's lects
dun even feel like gg for ec class.
ugh.

now i have nothing to look forward to
to keep me going for the week.
sobs.

slippery nipples!

lychee martini!

lychee liquer~!

smileee!

interesting menu!

yummy chips heh

Chips mask!

acid bar...

My angels of love, peace and joy!

today shall be one of the angriest day of my life
fuck it man.
anyway cheryl, now i dont see whats the
big fat hairy deal bout saying this word
u were correct.
u, shut the fuck up.
gonna pay tribute to that.
fuckers bitches bastards all around.
wahaha
now i feel better.

anyway, aud's gonna be outta hosp
and then bk again nxt wk for a minor op
wil pray that all goes well
and theres this super cute guy visiting his fren there
really CUTE.
omg...
heehee...
and the doctor was also CUTE.
really heart melters!
ahaha, and nick says there are also another 2 cute guys
too bad i wasnt there to see for myself.

gonna go entertain aud tmr, hehheh...
miss hols, miss suntanning times, miss gg msia
miss ppl in sjccc, miss sleeping, miss shopping,
miss watching movies, miss church.
and i miss God.
hope u forgive me.