.: Christmas :.

23rd dec 2005
it started off with a bang at the party in Jess's house.

24th dec 2005

it was a good one i guess. was at church since 1130 in the morn, cos of the music practices. got changed and prepared for the rally. skit went well, msg was short and sweet, and there was the altar call. i thot i could almost felt his disappointment, but owell, thats always the case.sigh.

anyway the real party began in the night when we thon in church. watched dvds but soo many distractions ard, and unless its horror movies, otherwise it wil be hard for me to be glued to the tv set. was nice having eu staying over with us too, since shes always busy. turbs too, but the poor huagu was sick. hais. but nonetheless, had fun tog. and the 3 of us slept on the sofa. it was madness. couldnt really sleep well, kept tossing and turning. seriously nv imagined that to be possible, cos it was really uncomfy, but i guess its the company that really really matters, and im glad my company's always fantastic.

25th dec 2005
yes its christmas. service as usual, exchanged pressies and went over to george+adel's place to visit their newborn! and the babe was uber cute can!humongous eyes, hehs. guess they are over the moon, they have been waiting for 5 yrs for this little precious to come along. and thank God for this best Christmas pressie ever! hehs. then over to SH's place for mini potluck party. 3 of us tagged along too, uninvited, thats always the case. haaa. and we had lotsa liquor. had that rose liquer thingy, then kahlua with eggnog, red wine - merlot, which is rather smooth when it finishes yr throat! niceee~! hehs. i wanttt more.. and that marks the end of Christmas!

remember how i was dreading it, but it all ended on a good note, and boy was i glad. except that i wish they would stop harping on that issue, cos it is really irritating the shit outta me. once or twice is ok, but too many times jus make me feel like puking in yr face, and making me hate u even more. bitch. no one will call u a mute even when u shut up. ok fine i should stop harping on it too. bleah.

jus to thank the peeps who have gotten me pressies this Christmas. truly appreciate each and every gift for it all comes from the heart of giving.

Naomians
- Twinnie darling & eunie for the magnetic board, musical box, mirror and rock candy fr melbs. thanks so much for remembering abt the things i mention. its uber sweet of u! lovelove.
- Mei for the personalised spag
- Rose for the humongous doh-dough set, sweetie who knows that i like playdough
- Nick and Aud for the earrings

Elijahs
- Maggie and Sharon for the sling bag
- Cindy for the necklace
- Fish for the milkshake bath

StJames peeps
- Pastor Phoebe for the chocolate mint sticks
- Wynne and WQ for the earrings
- Suemay for the cute dog soft toy
- Ruth for the hp strap
- Hawk and Brigitte for the plushy dog cushion hp holder
- Aunty Yuhua for the facial foam haha cute
- Hariette and John for the angel ornament
- Dennis for the lolli and biscuits

NP peeps
- Jess for the scrapbook, absolutely touched by that sweet gesture, as well as the necklace
- Lizzie for the zed and zee cup with the nail polish, buffer and shower confettis
- Eve for the earrings

TSS peeps
- Wenjun for the cute chicks boxers! almost wanted to get it for myself but the good Lord provided me with it haha
- Pearlie for the christmas card
- Kaikit for the christmas card

and to many others for their lovely Christmas greetings! thks for making my Christmas a happy affair. and thank God for the greatest and most precious gift that He have bestowed to us. His son - Jesus Christ.

.: so little time, so many things to do :.

isnt't it scary. its already the wee hours of a thursday. and christmas wil be here in jus 2 days time. and i havent got so many pressies. and im sooo broke. 50 odd dollars is not enough u know that?! this is very bad. how i wish for santa to drop me some money fr the sky. ive been good this year k. so i deserve some spare cash. and ive jus heard fr bh that fucking sph aint gonna pay us yet cos she jus got p/t to do data entry. like wth. so what am i gonna depend on for a living? ive absolutely no idea. damnit.

and i need to bake. and i need to do my forbidden fruit thingy, and my banana fondues. damnit. and i will be out shopping tmr. party's on fri. so many things to do. presents not wrapped. so screwed. feel totally wretched. to top it off, my mama had to target that pathetic packet of pistachio nuts which tasted like shit cos it was meant for baking. ahhhhhh. and it wasnt available in shop n save. i had to go giant and buy! damnit. sooo darn screwddd. which leave me nutless, and there aint enough time to do the biscotti. arghhh.

perhaps i should really really jus hide at home this Christmas. that would really save me alot of trouble. i could go missing and have everyone looking for me. haha but prolly not, cos its the festive season to be jolly and everyone else will be having so much fun and last thing on their mind will be the absence of meee.

silly thought. very silly one. sometimes im simply awed by the daft thoughts that keeps popping up in me. cant help it.

and nicks in msn have been getting cheesy and cheesier. turns me off totally. and the real meaning of christmas is so commercialised and diluted. have u realised? proclaimation of the virgin birth of our Saviour Jesus Christ to come and redeem men's sins has been replaced by secular festivity. it shd have been a day to sing "joy to the world, the lord is come", but this world has been encouraged to jus eat and drink and indulge in merry-making. the thought of it jus make me sick. and i dont deny that sm how or rather i've fallen into that pit w/o even realising it. goodness gracious!

lets jus take some time off, and once again be reminded of His birth that makes salvation possible, and let this simple fact jus awe us for a moment.

the flu bug had hit me and i succumbed to it! :'( it has been raining mucus for the past 2 days, and the feeling sure sucks, especially when Christmas is just around the corner. there are endless presents to buy, and what is left of me is 38cents in my bank a/c. and a total of 4 buckeroos in cash. and there are at least 15 pressies which i havent buy, and i simply have no idea how to get it done. cos no money no talk. and dumb sph is gonna pay me only at the end of this mth, which will jolly well be after Christmas. damnit. grrrr.

but the Lord jus provided me. Amen.

so many things running through the back of my mind, and smtimes there leaves behind no time for me to handle them all. human beings are so complex. i wish i could quit playing the guessing game.

i guess friends dont belong to us. i use to take it for granted, thinking that they will be there forever, 24/7, but smhow i guess we need some breathing space. there are jus certain things which are beyond our control. infact there is nothing which lies in our control, for it all belong to Him. and since there is nothing i can do, im jus gonna pray that the Lord watches over each and everyone of His children.

and i believe all things happen for a reason. instead of getting all green cos i dont have a chance to shine, im jus gonna be thankful, and to learn to appreciate the kind of gifts God have planted in sm ppl. and i need to stop laughing/bitching whenever there is a chance/mocking/bringing them down cos it aint gonna help. tho i cant help wondering why i wasnt rope it.

hate it when i feel vulnerable. and emo.

my latest earworm...

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU
Written by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...

sigh. when u are happy, time seems to not wait for u.

12th dezec
it was a visit to the oriental in the noon, and was indeed an eye-opener for suakus like me. and then over ta camp at changi. thanks turbs for picking me up. was like whining to myself when im there, cos is dirty blah. was glad i was able to sleep tho was tossing and turning at times. and im glad we had a bed to sleep on! shared the single one with turbs.

sort of missing camp already. cos the fellowship was good. was looking back and thinking how childish i was few years ago. all e politics. haha. but this year was really fulfilling. tho it was a tad drama with the 'plagues'. proved a lil too much for me to bear, so i teared a lil. haha.

cooking competition was fun too! totally enjoyed it, tho there were some hiccups. last day was a bonus cos we thot the chalet was booked til thurs, but in the end there was this one day extra. so we spent it swimming, and maiding..

realised anthonys super cutee can. haha. getting to love him!!! lol.

and we sneaked out to have chilli crab. smtimes i hate doing it, cos its like unfair. cos usually turbs and me wil get to go cos we are like the elites. well ok sound bitchy. but is we wil get to go but rose gets left behind. and vincent and ruth came also. so 5 of us with pastor nick. chilli crab dinner. 80 plus buckeroos. didnt know the crabs cost like 50 bucks! madness. but was yummy nv the less. hehs. thanks for the treat tho i know u are nt gonna see this.

and he kept talking abt the reshuffling of cell stuff. i hate to hear it. i know hes prompting us to ask, but smart turbs and me jus shut up. but ruth was askign and asking. haa she was afraid it was gonna affect her cell. but if my speculation's nt wrong, its my cell that needs reshuffling.

and he dropped hint in the car to turbs, on how she can get her revenge on anthony in june. so i guess she wil go to elijah's cell. as for me. =X . is like theyve nv seek us for opinions. so there.

thurs --> an eventful night i think! or rather a series of unfortunate events! haha.. but overall im glad i went. cos i know God has HIS plans for everythig.

have been doing the dishes a whole lot.. fun tho. would have dread it at home, but when everyone's doing it tog, i felt like so happy even when im mopping the floor. hehs.

and bunking with turbs was fun. but i think its fun cos of me. haaaa. cos i always make ppl laugh. heh thick skin eh, but is ok if u dont agree. and it was tickles all night, and the careful analysis of each and every single person before we slept. and how we talk abt the church. i always enjoy such girl talks. luv it. im missing it all already. but the fond memories will last me for some time.

dunno what to get them for christmas. and im so broke. darn it.

1 busy week came and go. jus like that.

i hate free-riders. ugh.damnit. 1 got dinner,and ask when need to submit when the dateline's tomorrow. the other one jus simply dont care/bother, cos she doesnt know a shit as to whats gg on. so there. drove me nuts. and here i am trying so hard to figure out how to get things done but sadly, to no avail.

on a good note, well spent weekend with turbs! now that shes bk, hiak hiak..have been playing mahjong on fri, towning on sat, and harry on sun. woots. loveee yr company turbs~!

and yea i have to agree that some peeps are dominating shit. all they can see is jus a world that revolves around them, and nobody else. smtimes it gets kind of sucky to the extent that i feel like slapping her. LOL. like why shd i even bother when her spouse is trying so hard to appease her?

off ta camp, will be back on thurs~!

this wk flew past exceptionally fast. warped speed! and im so confused. cos smtimes i want it that way, but other times i beg to differ.

was in town today, wanting to get my shoes fr mitju, and when i was there, it wasnt within my sight. =/ no more. sobs. made me learnt a lesson. is like in life, if u want smthg, u gotta just go and get it. any more procrastination and it will all be gone. in a flash that is. oh well. but smthg good came along. (:

sch is cmg to an end soon! yeeps. and turbs is bk.

shitttttttt my hairs so itchy now when ive just washed it like 6 hrs ago. damnit.

christmas celebs
23rd - jess's party 6.30 - 9.00pm
jacq's pajamas party
24th - christmas rally
25th - christmas celebration

hohoho~!

shoot man. that time i asked nick to send me to airport to pick turbs. but turn out he got bbq at diocese cannot goooo. argghhh. so maddening. hahhaa. but then i sort of prayed. a mini one.and then turn out that eu's gonna pick her cos her dada aint free. yay! which means i can tag along. but shucks she havent reply. ahhhhh. ooh she jus replied and said why not! hehs.YAYYYY. hope i can go cos ive already promised her and i dont wanna break it. owellsss.

thanks wenjun babe for lending me yr lappie. yr such a sweetling! hehs. shall treat it with lotsa care & love, i promise! and i sure owe u one! lovelove*

cant wait for next week! where i'll be off ta camp with my lovelies.. and no more sch for like a mth or so. *grins ( :

praise God!

and christmas is cmg....! gonna play first kybrd for christmas service, time to start practicing!

happy happy soul>> (:

whoa. time flies. really it does. and i can already feel the festive mood all ard already. *gushes* woohooooo~! and ive got my pay! and abt half of it is already gone. got jeans,skirt,flipflops,sm christmas pressies. hehs.. its all gonna be so fun!

im feeling a bit sore/blue abt not asked to participate in the skit etc for christmas rally, as well as ccis.. perhaps im someone who likes attention as well. kept forcing myself to laugh it off when i hear them practice the carol, blah. owell.owell. nvm. i guess theres a reason for all that happen.

anyway i just realised how much i love my churchmates. young/old. i loveeee them. not all la, but wil try mega hard.

man the redemption booth at the childrens camp ytd, and it was hell lot of fun. hehs. so many cuties..

its gonna be a busy week in sch, and im already dreading tues. sigh. lets get it over and done with.

mahjong and star awards laters yeeps.

finally got all the pics of the scrapbk uploaded to the pc. seriously im damn proud of this work of art for twinnie! hehs.. and of cos special thanks to nick, aud, fish and suaty for making this possible! if only they will do the same for me! haha.. remember how i yearn for a hand made card year after year fr them.. but i nv seem to get it. owells. shall drop huge hints nxt time round. hehs.

have been playing mahjong for the past 2 nights with the chungs, and i've lost all $420 worth of chips to them! ahhhhh. hehs. not that i cant play well or what ok. it just happened that im in an unlucky streak! BOO. hehs.

one more week and turbs will be BACK!!! yay!

 

everyone is going overseas. eve gg korea. adel gg korea. sijie gg states. hawk+family gg china. then taiwan and hongkong.lalallala. and im gg nowhere. im gg singapore. is that cool or what? even mei might be gg china for wk nxt yr!

was at dynamics of tourism lect today.. and it was on modes of transportation. and im like ahhhhh i wanna go on orient express! so niceee. romance on a train journey! woohoo.. then was attempting my tut and there was this article on future advancemt on rail.. i saw this singapore to london ticket! super cool! i wanna be on that. by hook or by crook.

starting to ponder what i shd do aft i grad. sigh. everything seems to be so bleak at the moment, studying is probably out of the picture. working//too lazy. sigh. but i kinda like the idea of graduating at a young age, cos i deem working at 19 to be real cool n happenin. lol. big dreams out there. mayb i shd just go be a tour guide. cos i jus dont see myself cooped up in a tiny cubicle 9-6 daily. life.. thats life! so many decisions to make, so many things to decipher. yet it is fragile. cos u just dont know whats gonna happen next. and most of the time, there aint too much time for u to know whats happening.

i jus realised how fridays are so precious to me now.

i miss twinnie!!! so much so much. want to rant everythg to her. sigh. confidante gone. sobs.

i must admit its fast, cos its gonna be thursday in another halfie's time. today i shall put down the names of the people who have access to my blog. in random order...

june chin
jesselyn lim
pearlie teo
joanna ng
dorothy soo

yes, just 5, sweet and nice. anyway, smtimes i'll wonder if i had told the right ppl abt my address, but i swat it off with the wtheck attitude, cos its an online journal anyway, and i cant simply put a halt to ppl reading this. highlighted JC cos shes my faithful reader, according to herself, hopefully its a reliable source haha.

anyway. was emailing june chin//jc-white//elizabeth tan//snow-white//crystalwhite//i wanttt//coffeeturncold//pools of bethesda// abt tt issue. and then called her up ta chat. thankful for u girl, cos u sure are 1 differnt friend whom i take on altogether! and some of my deepest darkest secrets actually lie with her.. trust her 101%. looking bk, realised its all possible bcos of Him. there can be no denial. fr the first time we met at marina sqr, nt even knowing hw the other party look like, but havin trust in the Lord that He brings His ppl together! hee.. anyway, we've got a sizzling hot date cmg right up, cant wait already, haha.. sigh. keep me in prayers regarding tt issue k, cos its sure bogging me down.

sigh. and smthg is wrong with my lappy. cant access certain websites. and msn too. sigh. my common tool of communication is gone. nw i can only rely on my faithful gmail who havent gave up on me. haha.

it has been chilly these few days, and im deprived of the sun. sigh. but i enjoy the coolness in a way or so. hmmm. may sun in e day, then chilly at nite? haa. machiam i king.

my mama is way too happenin man.. always out nowadays.. sing song la, fren's son's fren bday dinner she also invited, fashion show, cell grp, prayer mtg, blah.. smhw her life is too happening.. haha.. but gd la. i wanna be like her at tt age too! gg out and have fun, nt stuck at hm and be haggardy, knowing how to wash clothes and cook. nahnah.

saw my previous post abt camp. nothing is gg to stop meee. but now theres the bloody dt. is this a test of faith? hahha. shant read too much into it.

im gonna get that pair of shoes fr mitju. hehs. it appeared in the mag. shows how gd my taste is right. hahaa. i want retail therapy. when is my pay ever cmg in?!!! grrrrr.

random entry. random random.

whee. its monday. and it was a good one. not much blues. hehs. holland v for lunch then off to breko. been eons since i last went there. still remembered how often i use to hang out there with e gang wen pea tok. but now its like everyone's so busy leading their own lives. hardly have much time tog.

wisp is driving me mad. esp when u have fucked up proj mates. haaa. what a bitch. oh well. i must learn to love. i jus wan thurs to come and go. and i sort of cant believe im gg to tea on fri with sj to meet the alumni peeps. realised its crap. but then again, it may be gd to socialise with more vips? hehs. take it as an eye opener to know more ppl.

i miss turbo so much! like they say absence makes the heart grows fonder! and it will be another 2 longgg weeks before she comes bk! sobs. and theres so much i want to rant to her abt. sigh. sigh. sigh.

celeb meis bday on sunday. so fun. surprise surprise! did the biscuits curl for her from 7pm til 12.30 am. bake it, dip iin choc, roll in pistacho nuts. yummss hahaha. and the cake was fabulicious, tho i dont like it cos its cheesecake. haha they were wanting for more! hehs. so glad she's happy. at least she wil know that im nt bias. tho i am. haaa.

so mad on saturday abt that bloody issue. why the hell must she blurt it out. argh. nvm. what said is said and cannot be undone.

and i break thru!! went for lunch with eunice. jus me and her. it was tough k, but im so glad she talked pretty much. guess she chooses to talk to certain ppl ---> thats me haha. was strugglin, cos apprehensive la. most of the time shes super quiet. nt quiet. perhaps just that she doesnt like to talk. hehs. breakthru. woohoo!!

and eus bday is ard the corner. and they were saying we shd prolly not celeb for her cos it wil be so awkward, and mayb like last yr, leave all the gifts in her house as a surprise. thot that wil be kinda sad but least that wouldnt be so awkward?! worstill, diam aint ard at this pt of time. sigh. she miss 2 bdays lehs.

ahhhhh. cant wait for 19th dec.

was remisnicng abt youth camp last yr. abt the stuff she shared under the covers. the stupid dilemma which im glad she made a smart choice. had to like keep knocking sense into her. and how i kept singing the songs. haaa. was gd. so glad i decided to skip sch during then to go. learnt much more. and hw we would sneak out to have decent meals when the cooked one sucked. then the www where we were both so sick with sore throat, and that silly sex position. so much funs. but this yr, got that stupid domestic trip. but then, im bent on going, so nothing is gonna stop me. i hope.

mei's sweet 26th hatchday

 

pirates party//mama's bday

 

whoa whoa whoa. cant believe it. retail therapy can even take place in sch. all the bazaars. got the faded denim skirt which i have been looking for centuries ago. smmore so cheap, 15 dollars nia! and earrings too. sigh. im so mad abt earrings can. got another pair today with jess at tpy! earrings fetish. mayb sound kinda bimbotic here, but i cant help feelin that all the earrings i get and those that i already possess are all like damn stylo can. all very different fr the usuals. ahaa. and im so brokeee. when is sph ever gonna pay me?! *screams*

heartland shopping with my babes today. hahaa. ok la. i admit i can be too crazy at times. lame, noisy, auntie etc etc. i shall try to tone down before getting cursed by ppl!

sch is craps. taking too much of my time. beginning to loathe it. *pulls hair*

whoa. its wednesday.

tues. went over to twinnies hse and pass the sb to her. silly girl cried. ahaha.. and said she doesnt wanna go to aussie. -.- then she was packing her stuff and i fell asleep. damn. tendency to sleep at frens hse. weird. hehs. then she send me hm then said bye! one thing for sure, im gonna miss this babe like mad. already missing her absence already!

today. whoa. aint i proud of myself. 2 wholesome hours of tanning ALONE. like i say, im an independent girl. and the sun was fabulous. lurvve it. tho it was a tad too hot. shall not do it too often. skin cancer.

gonna play first keyboard on sunday again! woohoo. so excited. hope its nt all the conceitment. i just wanna play for God. to fully utilise what he have given me before he takes it back. wonder when sph will ever ever get me my pay. have been waiting like what seemed ages. checking my a/c every other day. have given up now, cos all i see is a $1.10 in my a/c. yes thats jus how pathetic i am.

im dying to go for a holiday. but nothing/no one can bring me there w/o money.

gonna see twinnie 3 weeks laters! yay.

when was the last time u hugged yr mama and u both cried together? it just happened to me last nite. was pondering how unfair God was, and i was just stucked when i said my routine prayer which doesnt even last for more than a minute. i didnt know what to say anymore. thank Him? that sounds kind of absurd. have been praying regarding the issue umpteen times. and we've waited for so long, faced the never ending disappointments. so i guess i need to take it down lke how i always do.

life is never fair. having lived for 19 years, ive nv been any further than thailand, and it was just a few hrs trip kinda thing cos i was on cruise and they made a stop there. ppl ard me are all gg to the states, to aussie, to korea, thailand, shanghai, taiwan, hongkong etc. and sm are gg to aussie like for the 2/3 time in a row this year. but i kept them all to myself. i nv once complained tho secretly in my heart, i wished that smone would bring me on a tour. or simply an air tix where i can go unwind in another lovely creation of God. but i was nv given the chance, and i think its time i stop fantasizing about all these. realised that its of not much pt,and in the end, all i get is an angry crack in my heart. and i kept asking God, i say why, why can't i just go on a holiday with my family jus like any other of my frens. but there was never an answer. perhaps im just wallowing in self-pity. imponderables.

perhaps i shouldnt even expect so much. afterall, who am i to be thinking of such issues?

sigh. i hate getting emo in the nite. its taking a bad bad toll on me. damnit.

first wk of proper sch with tutorials have been great. and i truly thank God for that.. all the people that He have planted in my life. some go some stay, but im glad for those who stayed. and have been spending time with dots too before she leaves for aussie on tues. was just wondering abt sm stuff, and i thot he was gonna send her off, and thats the case i wil sure follow. then he ask me hw and when im gonna pass the thing to her. wth la.

and i blogsurf and saw this nice pair of green birks. omg. is so pretty and i've set my eyes on it already. gonna get that once i get my pay. confirm plus guarantee chop. then again, i think its like duh to spend 99 buckeroos on a pair of slip ons. ahhhhh. but i had wanted to get it so so much.

theres the pirates party tmr, and also my mamas bday. but i aint too excited abt it la. aand i havent got aud's bday pressie. shit happens. ahaha.

i have 5 friends who knows my blogadd. haha wah what a nice number. FIVE.

and ive ran out of ideas for the SB, so im gonna rope in the others to help as well.

anyway im thankful that my dada loves my mama so much and vice versa. daddy called me when i was napping and asked if he shd get a cake tmr since he got that voucher, but hawk's gonna get it so told dad no need. so sweet right my churchmates.even my mama's bday is like their affair. smhw, im so thankful for each and everyone of them.thats hw different they are fr the rest of the world.

shall skip dt tmr and go tan with twinnie... and wil pray for good weather, so that nothing will thwart our bbq...

monday. no blues. happiee again cos i went out ta play with turbo.diaso followed by concourse. got my uber cutesy note pad! and the correction tape.hehs. cheap thrills.

have been pigging out and feasting like theres no tomorrow these 2 days. its horrendous. our appetites are humongous. lunch yesterday was pad thai at thai express, she had laksa, then we shared a ruby smthg, dinner was carls jr. huge burgers with rings, fries, zuchinnis. burp. lunch today was 2 big bowls of steaming handmade noodles, with carrot cake as side, as well as fried dumplings. -.- dinner was beef horfun at geylang, with calamari, straight after that we headed for soya bean with you tiao. -.-'

burp.

i want my bed.

ok sampat say must blog about happy things, then blogsurf less, and i will be a much happier person. so instead of lamenting on how bad things were, im gonna give it all a thumbs up! deprived of sleep nowadays, getting irritated by the slightest of things. grrrr. but still, i will blog abt happy stuff. so there u go.

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HAPPY.

hahaha.

ok thats craps. anyway was over at concourse cos auntie needed to get sm stuff, saw this uber cute notebk that i wil get tmr which is erm later in the day! by hook or by crook, and the other stuff which i can get for christmas! is like so exciting can. hehs. i can already feel the holiday spirits of Christmas! anticipating my 2 week break fr sch already. sheesh.. that will take effect on the 19 dec - 2 jan! is that cool or what. meanwhile, im gonna make the best out of everythg.

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