3 nights of sermon, i hope have done me gd. thank God for annointing his servant. it really feels different to be hearing stories every nw n then when he preached, and i thot that was gd. at least we can relate to it better. (: the folks have been nice, offering me rides home, or rather i asked for the rides back..haha.. went for supper on tues at railway mall with nic aud hawk brig. its 24/7, so nxt time can go w turbs! hehhehs.

worked for HSBC premier golf tee-off event at sentosa golf club today! super slack. sigh. felt so paiseh. basically there wasnt much for us to do. so we just sat ard gt into our bitchfit sessions again. me and pearlie. wahaha.. and sm ppl were nice, sm were nt. but had so much fun when the malay guy took us on the buggy to explore the golf club! had a sudden urge to pick up golf.. lol but its a rich man's sport! hais.. but then he told us its nt true.. cos even taxi drivers play golf nowadays.. haha quite funny. anyway slack the whole day la. too good to be true. and gt 90buckeroos. cash on hand. hiak can buy birks liao! didnt stay for dinner cos was running really late for svc, so took a cab down.. and had dinner aft that. blanja my pops to chicken rice ok. i am a fillial daughter. wheee.

.: friday :.

famished so we went prata cafe for supper but that stupid place with those stupid chaonehnehs pissed the shit outta us. they were sooooooo busy that we waited for 30 mins b4 smone came to attend to us and the first thing he did was apologised and say that the prata stall will not be taking anymore orders but the rest of the stalls will. wtf! you telling us this after we had waited for a bloodyyyyy 30 mins?!! assholes! arghhhh.. so we settled for adam's road hawker in the end!! had mutton chop n prawn noodles. haaa slurps.

went over to bunk at dots hse again on fri night!! hehs. cos i promised i'll go help her out on music prac so might as well stayover.. once again its the 6am syndrome. lol. n theres smthg eerie abt the attic. it drives us barmy cos we tend to act in a strange way when we're there. as if we've gone bonkers. like trying to scare each other with weird hues of laughters. i realise im always talking bout my twinnie here.. gets a little boring for my readers. but shes my bestie! so cant help mentioning abt her. hais . better stop else the lesbian nonsense wil cmg bk. wtfk. bleah.

.: saturday :.

went home aft lunch.. cuzzies n niece nephew were all over at my place.. i LOVEEEEEE them. so glad i could be home. cos usually my weekends are burnt. am glad for that chance to be back and spend time with them! then went to ikea in the night with my cousins and their children.. funs, but once in a blue moon pls. u nv know what these kids might do. hahaa.

.: sunday :.

today was shopping at bugis with twin, fish n ruthh..! then took 170 which was as usual flooded with endless chaonehnehs. alighted at twinnies place and then she drove me bk.. went over to look at my "new hse." hais.

on another note, he seems bent on cmg for svc tmr. sigh. and he asked abt ice age. but i really aint interested............. unless he's gonna pay for me which i doubt so. HA HA HA.

supp to go house viewing but it was cancelled.

spoke to the agent over the phone and he asked me to work full time! he asked for my expected pay and i told him 1.5 and he said its reasonable, and may even double it. HAHAHA dont make me laugh can uncle. anyway, am suppose to give him an answer and then i can start work soon. wking hours are 10-6, and its at toa payoh hub. when busy means really busy but when im free i'll be free til i'll get soooooooooooooo frigging bored. HAHA. sounds lucrative eh. sigh. shall pray abt it.

dilemna again..hais i need to talk to turbssssssssssss.

ok im bored outta my frigging mind, and so ive resorted to blogging. was just lamenting that i shd stop bumming ard and get a job! and thennn my mama told me the agent asked if im interested to help him handle some paperwk in his office at toa payoh.. part time basis.. hehs, and since i'll be seeing him tmr, shall ask him abt the details.. since hes the director or smthg, the pay had better be good.. hehs..

and im so boreddd, i painted my nails! half of the nail in black, other half in pink for my left hand. right hand will be half in black, and half in green. see, i told u i was bored! i think it looks quite funky oops *bimbotic moment* but then shall clean it off soon la.. abit outrageous.. and ive been sleeping quite alot! woke up at 1.30 today.. then went for nap at 5.. i can really sleep..

and, np is really stupid. text me to pay my lib fines before i graduate. wth! money-minded! kns.

supp to go for dimsum with my taitais tmr. but last min changes. hope we can meet up nxt wk, cos i miss them! and im so gladd that im finally able to get out of the house tmr! finally. havent step out of it since i came bk from turbs hse on monday..! sooooooo long.. with so little entertainment at home. hais!

i want a holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to europe, greece, states, aussie, india, south africa!!! i wantttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt. grrrrrrrrrrr.

after much procrastination, ive decided its high time i get my butt cracking and send in my resumes. even tho im still very much enjoying myself, bumming around. however, the moolah have not been cmg in, and i feel so broke. if only i had a rich bf. and when i say rich, i mean filthy rich. then he can buy me all the clothes i want, bring me on a shopping spree in milan, pay for my expenses, get me a car, buy me a house, a yatch, everythg. wouldnt that be cool. but of course, dreams will only remain dreams. if only...

ok back to reality.. was sorting out my letters/cards/etc.. and i realised how much ive missed the old peeps. ij, tss, np. sigh.. why does all gd things have to come to an end. cant we just stop at where we are? why must we grow up? sulks.. i really hate the process.. what im feeling nw is like bullcraps. nt knowing whr to go/what to do. frens are gg to unis, sm have started wk. but im simply clueless where to head next. i guess unis are out of the picture, so it boils down to work. but as what? sigh. sickening.

and each day can only pass by faster and faster. ive already lost track of time. its scaring me. but yet im doing nothing abt it.

=P

isnt this funny. entertaining myself when shes busy doing her work. at least she's nice enough to lend me her feet.

topsy-turvy wkend altogether. great happiness one moment, great sadness the other, what a gamut of emotions! but it was all for the good. sm people are jus worth it, some are not. ive figured it out and im seriously struck by the stark contrast!

sleptover at turbs hse again. yes again.sigh. i shd stop doing it. cos

No1. seeing eunice is like WEIRD. and i meant STRANGE. cos its like Hi, bye. hais. got a feeling she doesnt like me much too.
No2. im disturbing turbs when shes doing her proj. ugh.
No3. i dont have impeccable manners lol

but i swear i was gd last night! i kept quiet when she was doing her work, dont wanna distract her! just tried hard to pry my eyes open so that i can wait for her. and i did.. cos we fell asleep at the wee hours of 6am again! but i drifted to dreamland before marikita! missed it! anyway we woke up at 2pm. piggs. then lunch courtesy to yati and then we watched campus superstar. hahaaa. she laughed at my reaction when teresa won. (-.-)lll hw niceeee. video it smmore? wth. left soon aft eu came bk. i spell - awkward. lol. im glad all things are cleared btw us. and we're gonna escalate up to another level of our exhilarating friendship ride! *grins.

and my silly pops are nt on talking terms cos of a really silly issue. so both have resorted talking to me. hahahhaha. its quite farnie. btw my daddys bday's cmg! wanna give them a treat yet im quite broke. thot of bringing them for dimsum buffet!

i hate uncertainties. and i just dont know what to expect anymore. and im very scared. cos i think ive interpreted it in the right way. and im so freaking scared. sobs. ahhhh. smone help meee!

jurong east swimming pool is hell lots of fun! hehs. pay a cheep 1.5 n u get to use everythg like nobody's biz. floats are only 2bucks. and lockers 20c or 40c. nt like that shite www where everythg wil total up to 20 bucks. but there were too many chaonehnehs already!eeks. company was good old turbs n suaty. threesome again! left the place late, went bugis to get my bag! HEHS. i almost didnt get it! but i did in the end. at the expense of many many things. oh wells. mayb i shdnt have bought it afterall. hais. we caught fragile, then went over to turbs hse and watched da chang jin! courtesy to geoff for recording it! haha. then watched final destination, courtesy of eve! haaaa. GROSSED out as usual.

bunked at turbs place cos mama was attending alpha at ymca... anyway, girl talk as usual, thrash things out and this time we cried our eyes out and nw i got a new name - puffyeyed pongs! so cute can! slept at 6 in the morn n woke up at 11 for prac with a free gift of a stiff neck n backache. haha.. im glad its all cleared. no hard feelings, pinky hook. dont know why these issues are always popping up every nw and then, but i always feel that its for the better. sigh. bad thing is, most of the times im the root of all problems la. i admit it. what a memorable april fool's. scary part is when i sang with the radio to the tunes of shake it off, and then i started laughing hysterically and i think it scared her. she thot i was possessed or smthg. (-.-)||| come to think of it, i think its quite freaky too, didnt really felt normal. shudders.

i've decided its time for me to be nice. then again im always nice. but im gonna try to speak my heart, and not mask from anythg. its so tiring. im just gonna be myself to the ppl i love. no longer wanna lie in my own bed of lies. and im gonna stop being so fickle, so as not to irritate the shit out of others. im gonna be nice, yet stop being so nice when there is no need. haha. ok im confused myself.

was thinking what color to paint my new rm when i shift.. saw these and i thought they look really nice! loved pics 3,4,5 7 from top down, esp the 7th one.. 2 diff shades of turquoise! woohoo niceee~!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

really cranky these few days. am so effing pissed with so many ppl. and the green eye monster is eating into me. damnit. my period shd be here any moment.

chinatowning with joshua on tues. but the rain spoilt it all. anyway, jus walked ard n had dinner. realised how much i wanted the bag! combed so many places for it. ahhhhh. i shall get it, by hook or by crook. hehs. anyway, that ass's grad gpa is like 3.5 or smthg. hell.

anyway, i am really pissed with ppl who initiate a convo, but went off w/o even saying bye, or simply letting the convo hang in mid air. it seriously pissed the shit out of me. dont fucking come and talk to me and go off jus like that.

there are tons of smart ppl ard me i jus realised. all got accepted into nus. i am so happy for them, at the same time cant help feeling green. if only i had realised the importance of it and did smthg to salvage the situation when i was in yr1. its all too late now. sigh. why do we always have regrets. and i dont even know where the future path will lead to. how sickening. am like a wandering spirit, nt knowing where i shd set foot. its really getting into me today. fuck it.

my msn kaki said i have to blog abt out outing on fri. so here it goes.

was a cosmopolitan grp this time! june pearlie beehar and me! haha like a reunion! nevertheless, had a great time of catching up with the babes. cont to shopping with june aft pea n bee left! got same earrings! haaa we got similar tastes in certain things HAHA. anyway mad girl la kept exclaiming every now and then. CRAZY. hope we'll meet up soon! hehs.

saturday had prac as usual, then went out with turbs. have been looking forward to saturday, so many things to tell her! we caught the hills have eyes. all gore n violence. eeks! i always have 'good recommendations' according to her! always loved my bestie's company! wonder what i'll be w/o her. its amazing how close we get tho we can be quite different in many ways. but she's been really encouraging, esp with all the trauma that ive to face. and she was telling me so what if she stays in a big house and all, but theres no warmth in it, and that she returns home but yet can have nobody to talk to, cos everyone's in their own rooms and doing their own things. sigh. she's trying to make me feel much better and to appreciate the fact that my folks treasures what i think and feel abt the issue, yet at her own expense. haiis. guess the grass is always greener at the other side. nevertheless, am jus gonna keep her n family in prayers. cos i knw how hard she've tried, but nt to much avail.

took the bus back tog ytd, and smthg dreadful happened to her! she alighted at hwachong, and when she was crossing the bridge, she felt smone bumping into her. and so she apologised. it was actually a SICK INDIAN ASSHOLE. he went infront of her and pulled down his zip to show her his fucking cock. kept asking her to look cos its big. oh my goodness. that must have traumatised the poor girl so much! she was so angry with that chao nehneh, but yet kept composed and shouted at him to go away. this is so worrying! men. then only think with their fucking cocks. but im so thankful that that was all he did. couldnt imagine if he pulled her into the bushes and did other more horrendous things. ugh. the thought of it is scary enough. haiis. poor girl, couldnt even get a good night's rest cos the images of that bloody chaonehneh kept flashing in her mind. stupid CNN fucker. hope the girl's ok already. sigh. what a way to end the night.

was talking to her on the phone at the lobby, then waited when theres no one before i went into the lift, then 2 angmohs jus got bk. pengs. haha and they asked no bf to send u back? haha and said i can choose btw the 2 of them. sweat. anyway, they were so sweet - "goodnight my dear, sleep tight." they had me there. haha.