don't know why blogger's not publishing my posts... ugh... getting on my nerves! i havent study much... jialat.. no time.. but i get really distracted at hm... TV, lappie, fridge, magazines, bed etc etc.. how?! theres so much i dunno! and stats next thurs!! how to pass?? so scared yet im not doing much abt it! oh no... Sigh...

got tennis tmr.. damn sianing one.. Ugh... LIfe's in a humongous mess again...

cant believe it, jus 1 day, and im starting to miss my mama already... cant wait for sunday! hope she's having fun in Shanghai man... so jealous...

Grace is sneaking that Mono Lisa Smile's diaries for em... and she did it! haha.. so scared she get caught! but thank God she didnt.. haha.. anyway, it was nice of her to get that for em.. she got me one first and pass it to me on tues... and shes at NP lib nw.. WT...!

i wanna go to IGOR'S! Went to check out the website! looks all fun n cool! but its damn expensive! ard $70 per head.. then i was jus browsing thru the papers and i saw this ad! - One for one at IGOR'S interlude with the vampire! til may 22.. i was like *tink* sort of like hmmm is it hinting me to go?? haha... but i really wanna go! hopefully one fine day!

im very scared, worried, frettied, agonized, distressed, miserable now... only God can help me.. but how? when im not even willing to help myself and let Him help... Sigh... i really hope miracles will unfold, and that suddenly i'll know all my work.. But its mission impossible...