Saturday, April 17, 2004

it had been a long and tiring day... was dreading it cuz of the skit.. Well the last day of sch. had so much gladness in my heart. anticipated the arrival of this day. Finally, i can take a break. but theres gonna lots that i nid ta do.
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the skit was kinda disastrous, cuz of some problems.. but shdnt dwell on it, since its over. Tennis was rather fun.. jus played by ourselves.. but was very tired aft that.. always weary on Fridays.. Exhausted too, like something suck the life outta me.. Played for life today.. Was really scared & stressed.. but He pulled me thru.. yeah, thank you Lord. Tho i couldnt hear myself.. but stil i know i had the peace from God..
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what is it like to like somebody of the opposite sex? why is the person u like always close to other people that u cant really click with? weird eh.. and sometimes, when u least expected it, something good happens.. isit God answering my prayers? but it doesnt seems like it.. cuz when piece together, it doesnt come out to be a complete jigsaw puzzle. parts of it are missing.. and instead of guiding one another, the pieces are actually misleading their fellow parts.. im really baffled. why get my hopes high when it'll all turn out to be nonentity. Sigh. i really dont like that kind of feeling. why do i get jealous easily? isit cuz im really fond of that person? i wish God'll tell me what to do, and where my problem lies exactly...
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in the twinkling of an eye, the school term has come to an end... i would say i am stil in a state of shock, because i feel that i've not settle down yet. but now, sch's done for the term... and i've done nothing productive. Suddenly it dawned on me that time really flies. Come to think of it, its rather scary. So many things beyond our grasp. Yet we want them all. Help.


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