not much time left.
yet im nt studying again.
went for brunch at Hawks place.
spaghetti.sausage.ham.wings.garlic bread.eggs.orange juice.yums.
thanks guys.
then went church for prac.
was in a foul mood
didnt wanna sing or play
in the end i played.
then had the music min gathering.
fun.laughs.joy.
then went for dinna with the girls.
kinda pissed by her
didnt understand why it muz be that way
damn.
but i was in the wrong too.
anyway
the other woman
replied my mail and also at the webbie
hmmm
now im confused again.

so once again, i havent study much
just 1 pathetic chapter of cma.
like that how?
encouraging to see pearl's blog
she looks forward to doing qt
and she enjoys it
me?
havent done it for ages.
sigh.
feel guilty.
but im stil not doing it.
God change me please.
please let me have a heart of desire for doing my qt.

i think i need to change
my character. my attitude. my tempers.
i should be saying things that build ppl up,
not tear them down.
sigh.
things are kinda bad
but im gonna let God take control
hope it just get better.
i think im getting cranky and crankier.
and i seem to crave for attention.
mann.
i need to be TRANSFORM!
hehs.
funny eh.
stop laughing you.
idiot.