it was a bad saturday nite. and a bad sunday morning. crying bad in the cab on my way to church. sometimes i dont understand why i allow myself to get so emotional. i hate it when im feeling that way but i cant help it. sometimes i need to be slapped awake, so that i'll stop living in my own solitary world but open my eyes wide to see whats happening around me.

im feeling so sick now. mucus has been flowing non-stop since i got hm. feeling hot one moment, and not so hot one moment. couldnt wake up fr my nap. sigh. sob i dont wanna go work tommorrow... i dont want. dont want dont want dont want.

coward. i hate cowards. get the hell out of my life cuz the very look of u disgust me.