i had always loved sundays, cuz each of everyone of them just deemed precious to me. but i dont like the sacarsm. hate it. dont ever give it to me. please. dont want anymore of it. hurt.
i admit i've grown to be nonchalant. i have learnt to act blur, instead of doing what i should. cuz thats the way to keep life going yeah, and also the way to survive in this cruel world. knowing too much doesn not help much anyway.
somehow i feel that i shouldnt be in it. cuz i dont think the same, feel the same as you do. and u cant expect me to change to think and feel like you do. cuz its just impossible. yeah u get the picture.
and yes i changed skin again. kinda feels that it suits the --> me <-- now.
4 more days to camp. sooo looking forward to it, but just feel sad that it'll be gone in a flash. so, i will make sure i have zillions and gallons of fun there! hope to mend & restore some broken relationships too... wanna be a step closer to God too. have been neglecting Him for a few yrs. i wanna make sure i be good too. cuz its hard to live with 8 people under 1 roof. pray that i will nt complain, nt grumble, nt pick on things, nt get irritated, but to live with peace, love and joy with suaty fish mag sharon ruth esther and my twinnie! pray for me yeah, cuz i realised i can be really irritating at times. hahaaa.. and i feel like slapping myself on many occasions.
today i scared my twin silly by bluffing her tt my passport expired already and that i can't go. the look on her face simply amused me, and she suggested packing me in her pockets/luggages/chopping me up at put me in her bags/teleport/ whatever deem fit. crackpot.
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