.: byebye 2005, hello 2thousand6 :.

whee~! its been a year! one which flew past without leaving much time for me to be fully aware of the happenings around me. Tho wishing i could make time standstill, i still had to give myself a rude awakening so that i'd face reality. looking back, i must say that it have been a eventful year, remembering the horrendous itp, the secret admirer... mid year came and it was time to enter to another new class with new faces. i could almost recall the unhappiness and sadness which was so overwhelming that i wept buckets during the first week. but the Lord provided me with good friends who saw me thru each class. and smhow im really grateful for them.

ups and downs were inevitable thruout the year, but God had always sent angels to boost my spirits, and inject cheer into my daily grind. esp the naomians. i wish that this sisterhood would be brought to a higher level but smthg had to thwart my plans. the changes that are gonna happen. i dont even let my mind wander to that state, cos i am so unsure of what it will bring and i simply dislike uncertainties.

some new year resolutions:
>> to be more selfless
>> procrastinate less
>> have my own stand
>> be more independent
>> curb my swearings
>> save money
>> tidy up my stuff at least once fortnightly
>> restore broken relationships

lets all learn to embrace 2006 with love and joy in abundance
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have been playing alot these days, jus feel like im in the holiday spirits already! wed was narnia with the zone, thurs was dimsum buffet, fri was aqua park at ecp, which was a whole lot of fun except the fact that i screwed it up. thon at twinnies hse which was funs cos i simply lovee our girl talkss! hee..

and i mus say thurs night was a little hanabaloo! cos of the confrontations, haha.. i didnt know it was bottled up for sucha long time, and boy was i glad tt she decided to tell me whats wrong. it jus warms my heart so much that smone would actually bother, so that this sistahood can be elevated to a higher level. (:

was cracking our brains on sat night, thinking of the endless possibilities of places we could go for countdown but not to much avail. and we finally decide to get our butts moving and gg bk to dots hse so that she could get the car and we could go smwhr. hee but the car wasnt home. and we thot it was eu but the actual fact was that her parents werent back yet. so we spent it at her house, doing a silent countdown with the hollow man & blair witch proj 2 as our companions! it sure was a different and memorable one. (: not the things that we did, but always the company that i love!

papers on tues, and i havent started studying much. sigh. and im so depressed right now, cos everyones starting sch, and theres not much time for play. boo.