the opening..

sharon and fish

birds singing in the sycamore tree..wahaha..

Joy.. (:

Joelle, Joy's sister..

games time.. my team, haaa..

haaa my dad looks damn enthu can.

ruth and me

me and dot

highlight of the camp that sent me laughing til i cried. lol

this was the highlight of the camp.. haha.. pastor nic n pastor wilson and rev. huang playing a game whereby they werent allowed to say ??? when telling the story abt Joseph.. Hilarious.

presenting Nic the mongolian from KUKUS LAND.

take a better look at nic hahaha... he looooks damn funny can!

wahaha.. Rev. supposed to wear the disposable panties and look like superman but he put it on his head instead. madness.

that was super entertaining

wahahaha..

funny huh

me and fish jamming hehs

Joy at the bowling alley, my score-keeper! hee.. shes cute ya

yummyyy

haha my papa and mama. fancy acting cute at their age. (-.-)lll

esther, maggie, pastor phoebe and sharon at the bbq

dorothy soo sleeping diagonally across the king sized bed that we were sharing. how nice of her.

grp pic..

youth peeps oops fish in the loo

trying to capture a pic of Joy in the bus before she ducked under the seat!

in the bus on our way bk to sgp

hee.. ok a week ltr, here i am showing off pics of my pressies.. hee love all of it i tell u. thanks people. (: scroll down ta seeee. enjoyyy.

card from darlings.. (:

hand made card from jess... hand made k. always loved hand made cards. get the hint? lol. err sorry jess, i took a pic of the watch but i think when i send it to the comp via infra red it failed. so i dont have a pic for it. but anyway, the card is NICE. ((:

earrings from eve and celest (:

card from eve and celest (:

hehheh origins blusher from mag sharon suat eu and dot (:

take a closer look.. pinch yr cheeks liquid blusher in raspberry hue (:

Being Happy book from Dorothy (: hope i'll be a happier person aft reading this. haaa ok lame.

this is kinda creepy i know.. some thingy used to cap pencil.. her hair's supposed to like change color but err havent seen it happen yet. from dorothy (:

happy hse from nick and aud (:

earrings from cheryl (:

doraemon lamp fr lizzie.. she say cuz im like doraemon with the 8 TREASURE BAG. lol. meaning i got lotsa rubbish with me all the time. -.-'

cute card from lizzie

card fr church.. and finally nick has changed the design. finally!!!

the wishes..

dorothy perks tote from gracie (:

earrings from ana (:

bk from fish (:

happy hse sling from hawk and brigitte (:

here i am

i like today's weather. hee. somewhat dark, gloomy and cooling. makes one feel like sleeping. anyway i decided to rid tt previous post, cuz my purpose wasnt to attract apologies or whatsoever. so here i am, blogging away, when im supposed to be making my way for ibs. nvm, shan't disclose the details.

changed my blogskin, and since there's the archives section, decided to read my postings which were one yr old plus. i think i've changed so much. for the better, or worse i dont know. but i think it shd be the latter. used to be so chirpy, so full of vibrancy. in fact i seemed to be really happy hanging out with liz, jess, zw.. life then was pretty much revolving around school and church. i mean it still is now, but somewhat different. couldnt quite explain it. mayb i've learnt to shun away from things that i dont like. mayb this, mayb that. the list just goes on. cant really find that kind of real happiness that radiates from within now. im nv happy deep down. not these days. and in just one year, things can actually change so much. simply makes one shudder. perhaps as a person's blog gets more and more exposed to many people, the chances of pouring out yr real thoughts are getting slimmer and slimmer. and yes, my dear God was also always mentioned, praising Him, thanking Him for all that He have done for me. but now? ... how can life be so good in the past, and yet take a sudden plunge when u least expect it.

perhaps as i grow older, the world appears to be full of cynicism. and there's no one u can trust. except God. but sometimes, i even doubt the existence of God. so much for my faith.

decided to rid that post.

woot! shopping yesterday! got 2 pairs of earrings. heh. cheap stuff. i want to get a trucker cap real real soon.. and my chupa chups pouch. slurps.

as usual, SM was boring. yawns. cant stand it when he keeps asking repetitive qns. is irritating the shit out of me. stupid hum chee pang uncle. then we were supposed to do tut4, but since no one did, he ended the lesson an hr earlier. hehheh. so i piah bk hm to tan with the babes!!! hahas.. then shortly after, we all fell asleep on the comfy tan bed. but got awoken but a stooopid grp of kids yelling to their dumb frens staying above, asking if they wanna come down and swim. -.-' just when i was having a nice noon nap. ugh.

since we had just 4 pathetic dollars after dinner, and we wanted to satisfy our craving, we got this.

yes!!! PEANUT SOUP!

SESAME GLUTINOUS BALLS!!! HAHAHAHA

err yeah, thats the chef, MAGGIE RING TAN!

YUMMY NEH!

ABRACADABRA!!! our end product, all whipped up by MAGGIE TAN!!!

fri 17.06

was a gd day i tell u. except for the fact that i want but, nvm. nice lunch treat from eve n sijie. thanks girls, i feel gd, getting such special treats even after my birthday, lol.

went town with my girlie today. we had crystal jade la mian for dinner. it tasted like heaven lol. we shd do this more often. i love the xiaolongbaos. heh.

walk around and there're a truckload of things which i wanna get. the canada fox top, the chupa chups pouch, the donut tee. Ahhhhhh.

anyway, girlie's fren andy is a pretty boy. really pretty. so pretty im jealous.

some gd news.. our ice-cream proj gt shortlisted for the competition, which means we get to present our biz plan to a panel of judges nxt sat! hahaa and yes we are representing Ngee ann. oh pls, what krapps. if we win, we get money!! haha.. im nt greedy la. since there are just 6 places, i dont mind getting the 6th prize. lol. we must win, GLEN LIZ JESS we MUST win. hehs.

p.s thanks jess for the watch, liz for the doraemon lamp, eve n sijie for the earrings, and ana for the earrings too. love em all! (:

some peeks to feast yr eyes tmr perhaps.

oki so this is official. im 19! whether i like it or not, im 19! 19, 19 NINETEEN! lol... come to think of it, its scary how i got messages telling me to enjoy my last yr of teenage, haaa, like turning 20 is some freaky issue! haha..

no 12am celebrations, sob. haaa.. wishful thinking.. hee.. anyway no celeb today, just lunch with papa mama.. after which the psychic powers came.. except that i didnt chop it off.. thank God it wasnt disastrous. weird. think humans like ta do silly things to their hair on their bdays. lol.

just wanna mention these people here:

JESSELYN
GLEN
EVELYN
PATRINA
JOSHUA
DOROTHY
BEE HAR
GINNY
XUEYING
NICHOLAS
GRACE
HOCK SOON
SHARON
MAGGIE
PHOEBE
CHERYL
DONN
ANA
EUNICE
PEARLIE
PEIYU
ADELINE
AUDREY
ELIZABETH
SIJIE

thank u so much for remembering my birthday! love u all! (:

and to think i spend my bday rushing on a silly project. sigh. wasted.

*19th birthday celebration. - 12th june*

i had a gr8 birthday surprise from my darlings this year. it was a conspiracy. they asked maggie and sharon to ask me out so that they can prepare for the potluck party at my house. and i was pleasantly surprised. really touched. they hid in the corner and jumped out and shouted SURPRISE! once i stepped into the house. so sweet right. and there was a birthday cake with 19 candles on it waiting for me!!

and they sang the birthday song fer me, after which i made a wish and blew the candles. sweet. and it was chocolate fudge and banana cake from awfully chocolate. and it was really nice, with the words happy birthday abia in minty green icing. thought it looked fabulous.

and there was a whole table of yummilicious food. there's spaghetti, baked potatoes, salad, 2 whole chickens with interesting stuffing, finger food and a nice grass jelly drink! so much food
we couldnt finish them. haha!

then i had a fun time opening my presents. theres the green waikiki dorothy perkins tote from Grace, the origins pinch your cheeks blusher from Dot, Eu, Xy, Mag and Sharon. theres the nice bluish butterfly bag from happy house from Nick and Audrey. and also the other pink princessy happy house bag from Hock Soon and Brigitte. my Twinnie also gave me the 'Being Happy' book and the biggie curly hair cap to be placed on top of pen/pencil. she said the hair was supposed to change color but till now it didnt. hee... sweet sweet sweet. thanks guys, u all really know what i like. hee.. love them all!

but of course the pressies werent what i really love. it was the effort that these people put in that truly truly warmed my heart. they never fail to bring joy and happiness to my life.

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>>some quotations fr replied smses aft i thank them>>

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Haha... welcome.. don be so moody le, there ish so many people who cares and are concern about you.. Haha..

Hee twinnie, u r d darling in our eyes, surely we'll try to put in our best for u. Anythin to make u happy. Celebrating yr bday was no way a chore, everyone did it with their love for u. Hee. Really. I think its impt tt we cherish all the times we get 2 spend tog. Tho camp wasnt as fun this yr, im already missing those times of being cranky w u. Haaa. But fr nw i'll behave, as promised. Love ya in all ways my favourite girl-abia-pig-twin-shiao eh! :)

You are welcome. 3 more days to go b4 yr actual day. Happi b'day out dear sister in Christ.

U are most welcome! Hope u have a great time. Happy Birthday once more.

You're most welcome. Actually its a show of how much u mean to us n how much u are loved. u need not be depress, u are never alone. God bless and Happy Birthday. :-)

Yo, gd morng! I juz woke up, so shiok. :D guessed tis could be e 1st birdsday u rece'd so many bags as presents rite?! Happi using!! (",)

hee we def wud celeb 4u one la, u sucha dear sister to us! believe and rememeber that k! but paiseh i had to leave early, hope u guyz had nice time after.

u have grown n matured girl. fr yr gut to confront yr fear and to voice yr tots and appreciation during camp to being sensitive bout how others feel and no longer taking things for granted. its simply heart warming. so nice to watch u grow. it juz makes me tear, fr what u wrote n feel to things we did that i reminise abt d past. u've left a deepest footprint. Gosh and aint it amazing babe. We can only do these thru Him n w love. Cheers to more of such great time together yae twin. Muckzz!

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just want to appreciate all these people. thank u so much for making my life so much more worth living. and this is possible because of God who love each and everyone so so much. u guys rock my life and i can nv thank u enough. i can just thank God for the works that He has done in yr life, and that he will continue to bless all of u in all u do! thank u so much for loving me. :)

and to my twin, thanks so much for everythg, despite u being so sick and all. thks for waking up so early to go to the mkt, and to drive here and there, rush here and there. thank u.

dorothy
nicholas
sharon
eunice
audrey
maggie
grace
brigitte
ethan
xueying
hawk
bryan

i just need time to recollect my thoughts.

do u think we will still hang out together shall one of us not go to church anymore?

i refused to even think about it.

and frankly speaking, i hate this kind of question. it makes me sad. :'(

it is the eleventh hr. literally the eleventh hr, and i've yet to pack my stuff. sigh. i must say somehow im nt too keen abt camp this year. mayb its the unhappiness earlier, mayb its the place, mayb its the ppl who aint gg, mayb its the time, mayb this mayb that. infact, there is actually a tinge of reluctance.

something is just different. i cant quite express it.. some sort of depression that always sink in before camp. haaa.. this yr's just different. cant help feeling this way. feel so mad all of a sudden. arghhh.
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i dont understand why some people behave in that way. seriously. hate it when people take me for granted. damn u. go to hell, plastic.

why do i always make the wrong choice?

things will never be the same again.

.: counting down ta camp:.

as much as i can still recall, camps were always superb. and it was thru camp that i get to know God, as well as all my wonderful darlings... it was sort of a turning pt for me, knowing that i needed God.. and that was when i started to go church, and to grow in faith.. camps were almost always gr8, cuz the whole family's like having a get together, in a relaxing and comfy environment where u can just let yr hair down. every year's camp taught me different lessons, and i am indeed thankful to God for that.

i hadnt missed a single camp trip ever since i first when, and this yr's the 7th time which im gg. scary eh, know im always saying this, but time really flies. had been bunking with gracie fer the past 6 times, but this year, she has decided to forsake me. sobs. but still, i had gr8 gr8 fun bunking with her all these while, haha... most unforgettable time was when we had both overslept, really overslept and when we had finally wake up, it was time to pack our bags and leave! and the dumb phone had to be faulty at tt time. ugh. so embarrassing can. and another time was when we were given wrong allocation of room, and had to like knock 3 wrong doors before getting to our right room! haaa... and there was one uncle who came and answered the door, wrapped in just a white towel. -.-' but seriously shes full of rubbish la, and i can gather that her all time fave activity at such camps is to boil water. haaaa.. with her around, u will never, i promise never die of thirst. wahaa! and so what im gonna say is, ah mei i will miss u bad over there.. :'(

some pics posted below. enjoy.

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shd the marketing tutors/lecturers cont to cancel tutorials/lectures, i am gonna.. i am gonna. go mad. cuz theres too much time and i aint doing anythg constructive. Arghhh.