the roomie..

erm another part of living rm?

the living room...

yes accomodation fer this yr's camp is like a villa.. 4 units in it.. haa..

the feeling of anticipation...

i had always loved sundays, cuz each of everyone of them just deemed precious to me. but i dont like the sacarsm. hate it. dont ever give it to me. please. dont want anymore of it. hurt.

i admit i've grown to be nonchalant. i have learnt to act blur, instead of doing what i should. cuz thats the way to keep life going yeah, and also the way to survive in this cruel world. knowing too much doesn not help much anyway.

somehow i feel that i shouldnt be in it. cuz i dont think the same, feel the same as you do. and u cant expect me to change to think and feel like you do. cuz its just impossible. yeah u get the picture.

and yes i changed skin again. kinda feels that it suits the --> me <-- now.

4 more days to camp. sooo looking forward to it, but just feel sad that it'll be gone in a flash. so, i will make sure i have zillions and gallons of fun there! hope to mend & restore some broken relationships too... wanna be a step closer to God too. have been neglecting Him for a few yrs. i wanna make sure i be good too. cuz its hard to live with 8 people under 1 roof. pray that i will nt complain, nt grumble, nt pick on things, nt get irritated, but to live with peace, love and joy with suaty fish mag sharon ruth esther and my twinnie! pray for me yeah, cuz i realised i can be really irritating at times. hahaaa.. and i feel like slapping myself on many occasions.

today i scared my twin silly by bluffing her tt my passport expired already and that i can't go. the look on her face simply amused me, and she suggested packing me in her pockets/luggages/chopping me up at put me in her bags/teleport/ whatever deem fit. crackpot.

isnt this nice! our sweet surprise for junie from bee pea n me! haaa.. we're supposed to be her stalkers. heh. how lame huh. hahaa.. anyway the pressie's really nice k.. its a musical box with a ballerina dancing to the tune of amazing grace.. how lovely.. :)

life's a contrary old bitch.

isnt it gr8 that the weekend's here to stay already. feels awesome. my week was. well... indescribable feeling. life is still pretty much breezy. i dont want to allow myself to feel any form of stress. not when i havent had any hols break since last nov.

so much unhappiness that i want to rant it out here. but somehow it just dawned on me that it wouldnt be too safe. so i guess i shd just keep them to myself. dont wanna subject myself to any unnecessary ridicule/comment. not that i have received any so far. haaaa..

easily distracted nowadays, very much lost in my own world. life's full of disappointments. and promises are always made to broken. what i need to really do now is to look on the bright side. yeah, easier said than done.

sharon drove us to holland and gave us a treat on wed. essential brew is a niceee place. i like. :)

and 6 more days to camp. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. just 6. i want to go horse-riding.

my darling twinnie & meeeeeee :)

we need to learn how to embrace and live life happily.

smell the flowers!

keep smiling

happie

smile again!

smiles!

shock! the man in red behind looks a bit eh, gay hor.. haaa

:P

now the sorrowful look

spastic pout hee.. in the busride hm

haha.. my twin and her new hair.. lol..

so niceee right. i like... :)