.: 14 days and still counting :.

time is flying at warped speed, and im beginning to feel a lil fearful. halfway into my attachmt at LMS Associates, and yes i got my first paycheque today. how happy. the feeling is so great cuz somehow its like yr hard-earn money, hmmm perhaps nt ha but still its an indescribable feeling. could practically feel my heart smiling. but have yet to bank it in cuz no1) i dont know my a/c no. 2) i forgot to bring the cheque out during lunch, 3) i brought the cheque out when running an errand, but forgot the card. !@123*$abc#!

a fab time with my babes today. awesome get-together fer aft like a mth or smthg.. always have great times with them, lol.. just that gotta shake somebody off, and i always have to end up lying tog with them. i think we all make pretty good actors, aint it a pity, where else can u find such great talent?? and yes, definitely a great end to the night. yeah rriigghhtt. bumping into alex. bleah. and my all time fav activity, a cab ride hm. anyway its costs only 5.70 fer the trip fr town back to home sweet home. super cheap rite. shd have done that long time ago. lol.

JernYang asked me ytd, hey u gg out tonight ah? was like huh no, y? cuz of yr earrings, and evelyn said cuz i always dress like im gg partying. ugh. isit gd or bad? sometimes i look totally off, ha cuz always in my 'i wanna take a walk in the garden' skirts. haaaa.. and my earrings are a tad too big? ha.. c.o.n.s.e.r.v.a.t.i.v.e. work was cool today, laugh my head off. cuz of albert. haha he's some china guy whos our common topic cuz he's cute lah, nt the handsome kinda cute, but just cute like a small lil boy cuz he's a lil round, and he never fails to be blur. lol. and he's holding a pass from Shao Lin Si, can u believe it. oh my. guess i laughed really loudly. felt so paiseh after that. oh no. hope the peeps in the office dont get irritated with me. they went out for satay tonite, wanted to go so badly, but of cuz my girls come first! :) thank God for such nice gor gors and jie jies and aunties! they are all so nice... so so courteous... so so sweet... haaa.. aunty gladys always pat my head, no idea why.. haha mayb cuz she had nv had a daughter? and im like a xiaomeimei there lol.. and Seok Tin always calls me xiaomei, and i'll be kinda paiseh. haha. actually our age diff is like just 8 yrs? anyway, thank God for these people.

and yay its friday. no no. infact its saturday! how fast, but glad the weekend'll be slightly longer than usual, cuz of lab day! yeeps. shall buy a lil smthg fer myself. been a long time since i last got smthg i really wanted badly.

had a great lunchie with cheryl babes haha. sat outside caltex hse, so dramafied yeah. all we need is a newspaper, and a red marker. if only she was a tad earlier, then we can have a longer bitchfit session. lol. looking forward to tues already, and yeah im ons bar nxt fri. my new lunch partner. lol.

.: 16 and still counting :.

ran an errand today. so happiee! cuz i can take cab all the way down to ubi, and then back hm, cuz i can claim the fares! was telling God that i wanted to go, and TA-DA! Sophia asked me to deliver the document! wahaha.. daddy send me hm, but im gonna make sure i pay him back tmr. anyway its really sweet of him lah. he's the nicest daddy in the world! he was worried that i didnt know how to make my way back, so came pick me up, but know it was all arranged by God! bee wasnt in during the later half of the day.. went out to learn auditing, thanks to Loch Ness. bleahs.

yups, latest hot topic. - who's in yr class. lol

yeah, God is so nice to me. i have jess, marilyn, eve& sijie in the same class as me. woot! *pumps fists into air* yay yay yay! is like super super cool! then again, i totally HATE this arrangement. im starting to wonder if there's just only tb17 n tb18 in mktg tourism.

to end the note, im really baffled. perplexed. confused. bewildered. puzzled.

.: ewww. u gross me out. =( :.

like i always say, i hate sunday nights. ugh. always so depressing, cuz i gotta either go wk/sch the following day. sigh. definitely sianing. some people just crave for attention, and its personally irritating the shit out of me. and some people just talk too much, and it will do a great deal of help if they just shut up for like, say just 1 min? that'll suffice u know.. and some people are totally disgusting, and they actually dont have a clue abt tt. guess its time i talk to them abt it. damn. and sometimes i have to hide, i have to lie, even to those whom i hold dear to. sigh. why cant we just be frank with one another? why is there always two sides to a person? one side so secretive that should others sees it, he/she will feel so exposed, so vulnerable?

i guess its human nature, we dont want to appear vulnerable. we dont want others to see the weak side of us. we're afraid. afraid of criticisms, afraid of comments. we dont like the idea of being told what to do, but we like the idea of telling others what to do. sigh. humans.. so full of themselves, never willing to humble themselves.

anyway, dont know what im talking above.. haha just full of krappps. and yeah weekend was well spent.

i wanna church camp. i want i want i want. humph.

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ok i got my results today.

Operations Management : C+
Principles of Mktg : AD
Accounting Application Analysis : C+
Production Quality Studies : A
Exploring Photography : B+
Electronic Commerce : B
Entrepreneurship : A

elated/over the moon/pleased/contented/ecstatic/exhilarated/

thank God and His faithfulness to me!

wahaha.. really happy, cuz this is the first time i got an A in poly, dont even mention AD. so im just really excited! haha.. means nothing to many people, cuz they have probably gotten it all their lives, and are immune to it, but still, im thankful. just want to share this wonderful piece of news to my darlings, those who've been through that period with me. be it words of encouragements, actions of encouragements, prayers, etc.. thank u all so much for walking with me, and cheering me on during times when i was in low spirits/dejected/pessimistic.

and yes daddy n mummy are so proud of me.. hee.. am so happy that they are happy. am so glad that they are glad. guess its rather comforting to them. hee... and yups, i got my specialisation, marketing and tourism! isnt that great! basically its double happiness! but turns out tt almost everyone got the specialisation they wanted la, so no biggie deal. still, im over the moon. once again, this is impossible without Him. thank u Lord. =)

You have TURQUOISE eyes.

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You have turquoise eyes. Turquoise is the color of communication. Your eyes symbolizes your intuitive nature. You can be over-analytical sometimes, possible fussy and egoentric. You have the tendency to push your heart out of the way and let logic make your decisions. You are not shy, but you can be secretive, closed confused about what you want, and maybe a bit sneaky and paranoid at times. Some words to describe you: cool, refreshing, imaginative, motivated, dynamitic, calm, peaceful, joyful, relaxed, truthful, healing, meditation, tranquility, forgiving, patient, sleepy and day-dreamer.

just posting up some chapalang pics. tot it would be a better choice since i have nt much to say today. haha. *out.

my darling twinnie! *winks

twin founders day, lol

my twinnie and me haha

haha miss bapok chung

saw this in the carpark. so niceee right, like those kiddy car rides in amusement parks..

haha i like this pic.. futuristic right. my cow n pig beside me..

ethan and bryan's bday cake.. spongebob and squarepants.. cute sia..

haha.. not much to blog.. posting pics may be a better choice.. sorry for the chapalang pictures..

.: 24 days and still counting :.

angel wings clam are gorgeous. omg. love it. today is a happy day, cuz it passed by relatively fast, hee.. and i was finally out! cheong out of office once the clock strike 6! wahahaaa.. so kns right, but nvm lah, i dont feel paiseh anyway. nuts. ok im nuts.. anyway, they had better get me a permanent place soon, else every morn i have to ask the secretary where im gonna sit for the day, haha.. and im lurving my wkplace, and the people there too, lol.. and poor albert, seems to be so stressed all the time, asked me how to pronounce some names today, so i sorta helped him, still, he seems worried.. got to know more juicy news regarding my colleagues today.. courtesy of joesephine, ai mei and evelyn.. was laughing my head off during lunch..

i was thinking how great it would be when i finish attachmt cuz i'll be back in school, and be a normal student again. but the thot of having to make new friends scares the shit out of me. sigh.. always have problem adapting to a new grp of ppl. and what it they are super bitchified? or what if they're super pia, kiasu, kiasi, or whatsoever? and what if im in the same class as those kantangs?? oh my.. just when im getting so comfy with my babes, this kinda thing has to happen. worse of al i dont even know which bloody specialisation i'll land on. damn. this is definitely worrying. anyway, i miss my gurlies.. u know who u are, haha.. i wanna meet up real sooooooooooon... but gotta wait for cow to come bk fr bkk.. ugh.. wil prob meet up nxt wk so can celeb the pigs bday, ha... think shall nt waste any money and get pressie for her.. get a pillow pumped with my f*rts for her... that'll solve all kinds of illnesses. =)

dumb msn screwed up. signed in and all contacts were gone. someone must have hacked into my a/c. damn..

3 mores days and the truth will be revealed. lol... hohoho...

ok cell was pretty cool.. just when i was thinking when will all the 6 of us ever be present during cell, it happened.. and we had a new fren today. like wow, a guy. lol. the last time we had a guy during cell was prob when the policemen were in shorts, hahaaaa.. anyway its meis bf lah. ha.. and i gt a blue live strong band from mei nu.. xie xie ni. =)

rotted in the girls' room reading mags.. i wanna make the sash belt, its super niceeee k.. shall attempt it when i got all the materials. or rather i'll ask ah cai to help me with it, gee..

oh damn it. i loathe sunday nights. i LOATHE it. simply hate it. ugh. monday blues are here to stay soon. sob...

gotta turn in soon. sigh. need ta wake up at 7. how fair can life be.

.: counting counting and still counting :.

sometimes i wish i could be living somebody else's life.. seems to me that im leading a really b.o.r.i.n.g lifestyle. i wish i could be doing more outrageous stuff, wish i have those really hippie friends, wish i could party all day long, wish i could spend like a running tap, wish i could be more rebellious. but the realities of life really BITE. and sometimes i get mad by the silliest things that can ever happen. sigh. and it wasnt pleasant at all. i wish giving was a 2 way kind of thing. but it seems to always prove me wrong. dont know whats wrong with me, always having silly thots that are just plain DUH.

well i must say im a little disappointed lah, but then again, life's filled with endless disappointments so i guess theres no point brooding over it, ha.. it definitely takes 2 hands to clap, how true tt statement is.. guess i have to get over it, wahaha.. bonkers. am always having weird thots. retard retard.

i'd be much happier if u can shut up for a while. just for a while. so f.o. =)

depressing. but i wont look back.

ha cool couple