notice the updates and all? perhaps ive taken a liking to blogging. or maybe im too bored.

as i was walking up the stairs for lunch, the sunlight was unbelievable awesome. adel said: wah today's sun very strong eh". then suddenly i had this wish of being able to soak up the sun, to be out there, having fun, heading to the beach, heading to the pool. i really do miss those times where we could do such so freely. of cos i need to work and support myself, but boy do i wish for say a week of break! then again, its prolly 1 more mth(max) at world kitchen, and its byebye WK, hello happy days again. which also means tt i need to get a new job. hais. life really is a paradox. smtimes i dont even understand why the necessity for the passing of each day. ):

i had a great time of unwinding ytd. we zipped ard the sub-urbs, went for prata at Fongseng, went for indian rojak at west coast, nostalgic i tell u! miss my sec sch days already. )': then we rounded the trip off with a stop at west coast park. and we had so much fun there. ridding, sliding, climbing. and we actually saw FROGS amidst the sand! madness. 3, THREE FREAKING FROGS. scary leh! they were like camouflage, cant really spot them. was so scared i'd step on them. eeks. and RORO actually said they might be PRINCES in disguise. like wth. say if i kiss them mayb the frog will turn into a prince. that's what u'll get when u have frens reading too much into a fairytale. haha. WAKE UP! anyhw, there's an extra 2 frogs for u to choose from also. so there. we'll take 1 each and leave the remaining one alone.

on another note, i haven't get started for the project. and this time, im really really clueless as to whr to begin. cham already.

revival mtg. do hope i'll get sm sort of encouragement in a way. bye and have a blessed wk ahead.

may friday be here soon, lest i smell it! (:

i scream "modular break!" wheee. its overrr! and i get 2weeks of R&R before another mad frenzy awaits me! but then, i'll be lookg forward cos its the Magazine Writing and Production module! smells like fun, albeit the sucky fact that i probably gotta do tons of writing. still, im gonna go have a wild time. had the test(40%) ytd. thankfully, it was relatively alright, cos i eh, uh, didnt exactly study for it! heehee. and once again i left the earliest. really do hope my classmates don't think im proud/snobbish or anythg.

weekend was goot! i had fun with loved ones. (: and it was so justified for i was thirsting for it like a dog. HAHA. supp to go swimming at delta on fri but we didnt made it in the end. day was turning dark, started drizzling. so we settled for a hearty, healthy, wholesome meal at tiong bahru mkt! Roro finally had her SHARKS MEAT lor mee.

saturday: went for lecture in the morn, and left shortly after to rescue Roro from the clutches of the pixie's sista. who can be equally toxic.! haa. its so obvious that she was so crestfallen when she saw me. oops. haha. and i actually felt good abt me. man, i know i can be a real bitch at times. then aftward mei, dennis n weijian had a spin in twinnie's daddy's new car! a spanking red mazda 2! heehee. so funns. i think i've smwhat fallen in love with that cute little red button.woots. afterwhich we zip ard town with gracie cos she needed to buy sm groceries etc! and it was retail therapy yet again! last week itself i gt 5tops and a dress. scary. i need to STOP spending and start saving for rainy days i know. and then gt eyelash curler from daiso, plus those cute little paper gift bags! and plum mints! then there was sale at chomel, which came as a shock cos we actually stepped in there. haha. it was a off-our-usual shop kinda thing. but they actually had sm really pretty tops and dresses, all going at a song! whee.e a fruitful day with cheap thrills.

svc n cell on sunday. then we caught JUNO, which i found very endearing and heartwarming. discourses were all so witty and entertaining. niceee. (:

and its back to work ): and back to assignment 3, back to revival mtg tmr. period of lent.

the very much sought after/craved for/awaited F-R-Y-D-A-E is finally, i repeat, FINALLY here! i have 0 idea why, but i seriously have been looking forward to this day. probably bcos the week was a tiring one, zapping and draining all energy off me. and perhaps the previous wkend was insanely packed with a million worries. oh wells, im just glad its friday once again. tho its gonna be super short-lived. stil, im glad. and i can at least let my hair down a little, party and rest.

i love shopping. shopping does wonders. its makes me exhilarated. its like all the happy endorphins starts swimming around in a frenzy. shopping is so therapeutic. be it a small piece of sticker, a bday banner, a silly octopus toy, a dress, whatever. i really derive lots of satisfaction by it. sigh. much to contrary, christians aint supp to be caught up with all these materials of the earth. ohwell. i dont know. guess i will try not to be overly obesessed with it. just wanted to emphasize the kind of joy.

that aside, i need some encouragemt for my horrible / almost non-existent spiritual life. i need a little boost and a little prayer. it seems so tough to even find time. everyday's about work and school, and playing a little. smtimes i wonder how i can have the cheek to leaf thru a magazine, or flip the papers yet am always procrastinating and pushing God's word aside. i need to repent, and start doing smthg soon. otherwise, i can forget getting into the kingdom.

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some people try so hard to get things they want but often they dont get it. some without trying, it just comes to them so easily. ): food for thought. sigh.

time for an update! its sch n wk this week, in betweens sandwiched with mini shopping time! gt nice tops over at westmall! so chio right dot! haaa.prob wanna go exchange sm dress today.hmm. that is if the bestie doesn't want it.

did lotsa manual labour, packing those leftover stock the company had, to be distributed for a whopping 3 hours. madness. can feel the ache today. ugh. tired! am thankful its thurs already. i need a breakkk! riyoki has gone home, home feels kinda empty. haha. i've forged a bond with that velvety chinchilla for about 1mth or so. hehs.

i really do appreciate the fact that smone much more seniority that me seeks my opinions for her nail colors, shoe color, clutch bag, etc! sounds v bimbotic i know but i like it tt way. helpg each other out regardless of age or whatever. (;

this is the 4857490818391832th time im gonna emphasize, i want a well-deserved break! a short getaway, an escapade, roadtrip, cruise, jet set to anywhere! pls bring me, pretty pls. )':

dear all, it's monday! another brand new beginning wk to challenges, work, school and evermore grace from above.

i haven't been the most faithful to God, havent been doing my quiet time for what seems like eons, and i haven't been praying much. but really, GOD has been ever gracious to me, making me learn to be thankful in all circumstances. His love is really UNCONDITIONAL.esp pertaining to my presentation on saturday. i do not deny it was freaking scary, and had butterflies in my tummy, to the extent that u feel the ache and wanna go bomb, which i did in the end, jus slightly before my presentation. but i so felt the peace from God during the whole 3mins of presentation!! wheee. hee. can u imagine talking in front of some 50ppl? was really horrifying, but i managed to breeze thru it, and even earned a 'interesting' from my lecturer! woohoo. i was pretty sure i was the first one he ever said such, and boy am i grinning fr ear to ear when i heard that. woots* but really am thankful to God for providing such a great fren, dot! that girl gave me all the great ideas, found all her grpmate's previous projs and emailed me so that i didnt have to do much research. and all those wk she sent me were distinctions! thank u so much babe. for staying up with me at macs til about 3am on fri night, for being with me, giving me soooo much support, for initiating to bring yr laptop, thumbdrive, lending it to me, being so involved as tho it was yr presentation, and for helping me so much in the entire proj! i am so ashame when i thot of the times when i snapped at u, and got irritated and pekchek, and cranky with u. i apologise here. but really, u the best babe! XOXO (:

other than that, wkend was pretty awesome. tho super shagged! only caught 3 hrs of sleep on fri nite. went over to ahmei's house for minibbq n steamboat on the hot plate! hee. had fun with eug,mei,suats n twin. was a cosy affair. i like it this way. i think i kinda prefer the "the less the merrier" idea. haaa.fun time of sharing and cooking, and we were all stuffed to the brim, busted! had custard apple too, was absoyummilicious! then gt angbao from mei, sm goodies she brought bk for us fr taiwan and nice shades, tho twin's one was kinda SONG2. still, we had fun! then took the 1130 66 from her pad to twin's plc then i took a cab home cos was so freaking lethargic. boo.

ytd we brought charmaine n mooncher out and i almost want to kill them when they couldnt come to a concensus as to where to have lunch. damnit. i always tell myself nv to bring them out but smhw the heart will soften, and we'll say yes, and regret soon after. wth. life's a contrary bitch la. but really wanted to strangle n kill them! grrr. thanks babe, for being with me and staying on, and taking charge. sorry for blowing my top off at u. ):

went hm early last nite,slept from 7-10, haha! i need it very much. am feelg more refreshed n recharged now. and my mama is bonkers la. gt sm dinner tonight and keep asking if i gt clothes she can wear, and keep disturbing me when im trying to fall asleep! tsk. but im glad we can share clothes!!! haha tho she said she aint sure its a gd thing or not. cos either 1) she put on weight or 2) i lost weight. but cant be the latter so haha not so gd for her!

anw, blessed wk ahead babes (:

ello, happy well-lantern's day! Mei u bee more row man thick, sack sea, bee tea full, loaf lee n at track teeth. heehee.

i had an awesome pre-valentine's/frenship day surp from adifferentdot. hee. went all the way to get a rose from holland v fr me. hw sweet. (: not forgetting the balloon and super cute card! such an apt card, with one of our fav songs "you light up my life" what a nice surprise! hee. and God made it happier by giving me another DISTINCTION for my theories of communication and persuasion module! wheee!

hee and i shall proudly attach a pic of it! am so thankful to God for making all these possible. juggling work with sch hadnt been so smooth n easy but He made it happened. am glad.

back to work on tues, and have been getting angbaos!! hee. tues from adel, wed from angie n beeling, thurs fr cuzzie, and today from sophia n belin. wahahaa. so nice ya. sweet gestures.

and being the sweet me, i gt nice little boxes of chocs and gerberas for the classmates and the bestfren! all in diff hues of pink. i luv gerberas! but i really abhor the auntie's attitude of hurrying me when i had to do the wrapping myself. HELLO u are supp to do it for me, im the customer lor! grrrr.made me so kanchiongfied. bleah.

went IMM during lunch ytd, grabbed all the pressies. was madness. but really, God is like 'scary' at times. He made things which seemed so far, so impossible, POSSIBLE! God really hears our wishes and prayers, no matter how insignificant we feel they are. so there!

anyhw, 29feb marks the last day of work for me at worldkitchen. shd be quite confirmed. hmmm. mixed feelgs. ugh. means i have to get my ass to start scouting for a job. new changes, new faces. damnit, hate that kinda phase. eeks. but for now, im elated its friday. tho i have classes tmr and the sucky 3-min presentatn. just pray that i wont talk at warped speed pls.

im dying for a holi, a short getaway, an escapade, a roadtrip. whatever.

was blogsurfing, happen to bump into this girl's blog which i'd thot was permitting private viewing but apparently some updates are still up. her life seems to be sooo funn! mann. and she is so pretty and she has gorgeous clothes! how green i got. was thinking, looks sure mean everythg eh? it is so easy to get things in yr favour. mann. i always wonder and ask God why i aint born with the perfect set of teeth, the highest of nose bridges, the megawatt smile, the sparkling eyes. but i realise, damn, ive nthg to complain. and who am i to complain?

that aside, CNY has been amazing so far. it has been mtg of same grp of relatives for the past 3 days but i really really had a good time. its really smthg to be thankful for. for keeping us so closely together after all these years. despite rare meet ups. they make the most significant ppl in my life. but of cos am refering to mama's side. daddy's side are just more distant and aloof. i just enjoy the discourses btw my ma, aunt and cousins. always so funny! *warm and fuzzy feel* despite certain times of "dunnowhattodoness" cos my aunt tends to be so enthu abt sharing how good God is in her life that she smtimes dunno when she shd stop. i mean its good that she's so hyper abt it, but smtimes we gotta tone it down a little, and prolly be a lil more sensitive to others ard us? i dunno. i do applaud her for ever being so open, so awed by God's grace in her family. but smtimes she need to brake! hehs.

anw, i learnt not to complain la. cos grass always greener at the other side. and i reckon there will be no end to it. anyhw, i seriously think i've put on weight, and in accordance to wat my relatives said, i've double confirmed it. ugh. i really need to shed some pounds else i'll turn into 200POUNDS BEAUTY SOON! hahahaa...

and once again, time flieeeeeeeesssssss when one is hvg fun. its sat alreayd, how fast. 2 more days and im back to sch, back to wk with nthg to look fwd to,damnit. and theres the mass comma party which im so nt lookg fwd to, so not thrilled. and i tot of giving it a miss. ohwells we'll see how it goes tmr.

i jus play 1 round of mahjong and here i am just back from it and they are laughing at me! ahhh. paiseh can. u all laojiao i only new bird, amateur hor. tsk!! bleah. and i gotta wait til ma finish mahjoning with cousins til ard 3 then dad come pick us.bleah. tired.. i wanna zzzzzzzz.

til then, u babes cont to have lotsa fun during this festive season! rem take gd care of health too! tata~! (:

hey babes, an advanced Happy Chinese New Year!

let out a long post earlier on but thot i shall not publish it. since it's over and seriously like duh of me. but anyhw, CNY is here! which means i get to rot, sleep and eat til like theres no tmr! wheee. am so happy now. i really do need the break badly. poof.

and im so gonna kapok some magazines back to read and kill time! but oops, i never return them all the time.ugh.

and oh, wenjun, if u happen to see this, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL! am so sorry it slipped my mind. i really did want to wish u, but kinda tied up and just didnt remember. perhaps alzhemier came a little too early. haha. still, i hope u had a blast with yr loved ones, which i think u did, esp the lorries yeah? hee. take care and have a blessed CNY girl, and lets meet up soon!!! i promise i wil plan ok hehs.

bestie and i colored our hair. i dont like mine and she doesnt like hers. hahaha. wth. was a bad move. but heck la! just for the fun for it. and we always have such great psychic powers that its scary. in same color combi yet again! ahjek. hahaaa.

wheeee, am so happy, nthg can spoil my mood i hope. happy cny once again! (:

and 1 week later, here i am, giving a little update, we didnt so much screw the presentatn as we thot we'd did! God is amazing, cos He gave us a surprise, we got a DISTINCTION! wheee. tho others had HD, but im thankful enough!

and i got a DISTINCTION for my 1st module, PR Practice & Writing! woohoo!! first mod and this is my grade, im hairpeeee~! what a great kickstart to sch n 2008! (: cannot be any happier. and after submittg my remaining assignments tonight, im officially a free bird!! break for 2 wks! yay! happieeeeeee..and so i can enjoy my CNY in peace. thumbs up! but its only tues, and work is a bore! but gonna head to chinatown tmr so am lookg fwd!

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took leave ytd to rush proj for presentation. and boo, i screwed it big time. sigh. not all our stuff was postmodern, and i feel we seriously lacked substance. boo. sigh. and all she said was 'interesting'. how sad. perhaps we shdve pay more attention during class. sort of anticipated it already. cos til the 11th hour, even right before our presentation, i couldnt convince myself which part of the ppt was postmodern. and some parts were pretty out of point. arghh. damnit! bleah. was so sad. but at least for indiv assignmt i gt a distinction tho its jus upon a meagre 5mks. but i went home, and had sm yummy food and boy, that washed my blues away! wheee. had few mouthfuls of daddy's beef horfun, ate a hard boiled egg, had a few mouthfuls of tiramisu and truffle choc cake! was yummy!!! choc sure is therapeutic eh. and i was satisfied, and no longer upset. wakakaka~!

and sch's over! and i can have my 3wks break fr sch! whooohoo~! can now look fwd to CNY w/o having any worries. but of cos wil have to complete my remaining assignmts.

sigh. i hate it when im feelg green. cant help it. imagine being in a foreign land with yr loved one for 6mths, living life on the edge. damnit. why's God so unfair? sigh. why do bad things happen to good people, and why do good things happen to bad people? don't i even deserve smthg small? like a little trip across town? sigh.sobs.

twinnieeeeeeeeeee im sooooooooooooooo fkinggggg envious of the pixie and elf. esp aft i read her blog. sigh! hate it. ):

i am so silly. gt my new phone, changed SIM card last time to fiddle with it. then when i change bk SIM card to old phone, i forgot to change the time to 24hour format! damnit! and so i woke up at 7.47, and had to take a cab to work. bleah. luckily nt too exp, 9bucks. but still, i can feel the heartache. the acceleration of my heartbeat was like the taxi fare. madness. ):

there's classes today! dread it. only gonna reveal assignmt today and then submit and present on saturday. how am i gonna cope! sigh. its so freaking scary.

and i miss twinnie! she has been gone like since forever. but actually its jus a week ago. still, i miss her! boo. BUT, SHE'S CMG HOME TOMORROW! wheee. thankfully. supposedly nxt tues, but thankfully God made it possible for her to cm home soon. poor girl. my heart goes out to her.

had a relaxing night ytd, shiok! hadnt been able to watch so much tv with a night. hehs. think i watch from like 7-12, with shower breaks in btw. i really enjoyed American Idol7! super hilarious that i literally LOL. highly entertaining.

met up with sj n eve last sunday night. i appreciate them for being the same after all these years. simply true and genuine. unlike superficial ones. was a gd meet up with lotsa updates la kopi times. and i gt flowers for them! rose for eve and gerbera for sj! wheee. am i sweet or what, kakaka...

anw, conclusion: i am so dreading sch! sobs. BUT consolation is that the best friend will be home real SOON! (: then it'll be off to mustafa, makan, movies, shopping and fellowship times!

last post dated 7jan. this is what school does to me. deprive me of my beauty sleep. cos of the dumb reading logs i have to do everyday. sians. this week has been a super busy one! and there's another week of battle i have to fight. ugh. God gimme strength pls.

module's reading media texts. its quite interesting in a way, get to watch really morbid videos each lesson, the blue velvet, damsels be damned, kylie minogue, desperate housewives etc etc! interesting, but at the same time difficult to understand. all the really technical jargons, semiology, blah blah. sounds greek to me.

sch fees in cmg soon according to fel. like feb. sigh then i wil only have left 1 more cheque. then i dunno what wil happen aft that. but i trust that God will provide. and i really hope He will provide. sigh. pls pray for me gals. thks.

that aside, its amazing how God places frens in our life. so much happened in sch lately. with the new girl in the clique. spark off a series of bitchfits, sm rather sarcastic but i choose not to let it bother me. its like, HELLO, we're all friends right? plus its jus the beginning of sch, what makes u think we gonna like stick forever? wake up pls. anw, the gal is a christian, and i can see how we click better than with the rest. oh wells. i dont know la. whatever it is, im jus gonna commit it all to God. whoever He wants to put in my life. just that am pissed with this new intrusion of sm other girl when doing assignmt. its like she jus appeared of no where cos she gt no grp. apparently she already ask my grp mate and they said yes. nv even ask me. but sigh, i think i shd just be more big hearted and acceptable of others. afterall, if i cant even love others ard me, how can i even love God whom i've nv seen, right?

anw, theres lotsa cheem work to be done, dreading it! worst of all i have a individual presentation to do. sigh. imagine presenting to the whole class of say, 56? madness. im already shaking when presenting as a grp. now alone. i'll probably jus spasms and collapse on the floor. hais. arghhhh. shall nt think abt it since its not here yet.

had my beauty sleep today aft i came home fr classes. 6.30-9.30. feels great! its sunday. blessed sunday girls.

and i will catch YOU on the 18th! wheee~!

the best friend's leaving town for indo once again, while im reduce to a poor state here. but nevertheless, ive learnt we need to let go, cos only by then can we learn to be independent. sm training ground before either gets attach. maybe nt me. wahaha.

i hate to say this over and over again but i really hate monday mornings! pui. and the thought of sch makes it even worse. 2 weeks of hell again, rushing proj n assignmt. i really cannot wait for it to be over. bleah.

but weekend was great. potluck party on sat night for the jan babies as well as elf n pixie's farewell. im jealous cos they get to go sweden for 6mths. and they even get to go to jerusalem! how cool is that man. sigh. why do i nv ever get such gd deals? bleah. and they get to tour ard europe too. its so unfair! pfftt. sigh. grass on the other side is always greener. guess i'll just have to try to complain less. party wasnt as bad as hw i expected it to be. jus that sm guest were abit redundant.gross. still, i had a gd time karaoking! sing til we went hoarse in the throat. wakaka! i promise u we'll go kbox smtime soon k babe! cheeryup!

went for dinna/supper, had dimsum near mustafa, aft which we went to mustafa my all time fav hang out place! gt a maternity dress which is soooo chio! wahha. again yes. im so fat that i can fit into a maternity dress. i love it, albeit it being a hefty 30buckeroo.s hehs. then ytd we got the hooded vest in towel material in shocking pink and sky blue! so v pretty, different and cute! hehs. need to curb my retail therapy, save money and go on a holi!

on the other note, papa is jobless. pls pray that he will find job soon! cos my ma seems rather sad and worried abt it, but all he does at home is watch tv and eat oranges. haaha so v random.

i only look fwd to CNY nw, its the only thing thats egging me on! blessed week ahead! (:

today is Friday. and Friday makes Abia one happy girl! tho its gonna be short-lived. still, im relieved. cos from nxt wk onwards, its gonna be a long stretch of nightmares week! sigh. the best friend will be gg off again. just back for 2 weeks and off she goes again. it is so saddening, really it is. i wish she didn't have to go. no more confidante for the nxt few weeks. the worse thing is she doesn't even know when she will be back. sigh. hate it! sobs.

and sch is startg nxt wk, and theres where the other set of nightmare will begin. getting all tired, frenzy and all. sobs. and theres no one around to share my woes. damnit. sigh. i hate the new year already!

and im so tired with all the happenings in church. i guess its really time to quit stjames and move on to othr churches where i can grow, where true love is manifested. the scenes at sjccc are plain ugly. i don't even know where to begin. its so saddening to see how everyone shirks responsibility and turn the table around. im so very disgusted. sigh. even the ones above who're supp to be gd role models are living a life of the opposite. there is no confidentiality, no respect, nothing. feel like im just hanging on cos of the responsiblities in the worship team. its becmg a duty, a routine. yes, im ashame. but i cant help it. sigh. time to move on.

Happy 2008! This marks the first post ever in 2008. just thot it might be gd to pen down some thoughts here with regards to the past yr.

2007 came, gone, all in a whizzz.

Throughout this year, I've gain some, lose some. Significant changes were inevitable.

Wealth and health have been gd, by God's grace, tho if i could lose some pounds, that will be fab. Though i didnt work much, God has been providing me, am really thankful for that.

Studies and work were ok. Sch started a little shaky, but am glad i managed to get settled down, but i shall not dwell too much in it, cos only a fraction of my time is spent in sch. which is gd, means i get to spend more time with other loves. Work, ohwells, only had a proper job at the last qtr of the yr. and it was really God-given. Seeing that i didnt enjoy myself at Ducktours, He granted me smthg which i had nv asked for.

Best aspects in my life has got to be my family and friends. they make my world. the spontaneous, fun and ever-loving pops have been awesome for these 21 years, and i thank God for even their love for each other. and also always being so berserk, bonkers, eccentric and lame!

For friends, i've gained quite a bit. manage to build better relationships with much more ppl. tho i had some unhappy moments, i've learnt to let go and let God.(i hope) Had tremendous amount of fun with the best friend, not forgetting my churchmates. Tho r/s might turn cold with others, still, im thankful and i hope God will bring us closer in His time.

I guess being 21 ain't too easy. but God has sure open my eyes to see beyond what my human mind can comprehend. and thank God for granting me such a great gf, who has nv failed to be ard me at all times of life. i really wonder what i'll do without her. we've been great companions, going almost everywhere together, and almost all the time. and for being ard me when i went thru super tough times, helpg me call the bank, protectg me fr sunny, sigh. i can nv thank u enough. but i do hope im nt hindering u fr building r/s with others ok.! don't worry i stil love my 138 wahaha. Anyhows, sorry babe, for now u are stuck with me. hehs.

all that aside, spent the first day of new yr with bestie n her family (jus a while). haha then we went shopping! wheeee. i loveeee shopping! gt a mango shirt for bk-up singing, and a top fr cotton on! all super gd deals! wheee. best deal was my bundle pack fr spotlight! they had so many things inside, and was gg for a song at only 6buckeroos! all the arty farty stuff! and i love diaso too! we got some really pretty cards which looks super chinoserie chic! shall take a pic and post it. i love it. too bad dorothy soo wouldn't let me get another one. perhaps i shall go back there secretly! whoohoo. shhhhh. then we caught Lust, Caution. my first R21 show. and it ended at 12:30am! madness. am so thankful for my loving daddy who came to fetch us home! (:

great start to a brand new year, am awaiting and looking forward to all that is to come! May the good God bless all of u sweeties, have a fruitful and fulfilling 2008~!

Christmas came and gone, action-packed! all over much to my relief. somehow Christmas just dont seemed as happy as ever. perhaps people do change, we grow up, and what seems like friends forever have diminished. reduced to mere acquaintance?

did our wrappings for the gifts til the wee hours of dawn. barely catch enough 40winks and had to wake up for svc. and sleepg late last night didnt help much either. woke up with puffyeyes and triple eyelids. madness.

carolling on the eve was great. i totally immersed myself into the spirit, and the ability to sing those beautiful carols to the residents just made it even more special. tho it was pretty short, it was also sweet too. i just hope and pray that more will come to know Him.

had a bad start on the Christmas morning. i actually allowed a small issue to screw up my day. just cos we forgot to bring a bag of presents to church. sigh. but thankfully the best fren managed to pull me back tog, so that i will stop sulking and stop allowing all the anger, sadness reside in me. and i really do apprec it. cos i know when i get frenzied, angst, its often the ones ard me who really suffers.

started svc, so many screw-ups. the projector wasnt wking til 1130.madness. then sudd the keyboard goes wiry. but thankfully many did respond during the altar call. that was nice. spent the afternoon playing with thadd n louisa. cute toddlers.! i likeee* hehs. then went for super late luncheon with the best fren at sakae to satisfy our cravings! then was jalaning, and then home sweet home. mayb nt so sweet, cos i end up hvg puffyeyes.boo. i hate mornings! hate gg to wk too. sucks! bleah. wish i had a longer break.

i wanna leave on a jetplane now. right now. to sm place where u can find me no longer! haha. right. just gimme a little break pls and cut me some slack, and be my nice santa and buy me a air-tic. tq. (:

its wednesday, till then~!

time waits for no one. it literally flies past me each time. but this time round, i like it. cos it means twinnie is coming back soon!!! YAY!

hee can't help but feel that im well-received. everyone wants to go out with me! everyone wants a piece of me. wahaha. kns i know. --> joshua, jacq, pea, eve & sijie, jess & liz, mass comma peeps. muahahaa.im the epitome of party! too bad had to do ot last night and turn down eve n co.boohoo. havent met the girls since they feb this yr. wanna get smthg ncie for them before mtg up. oh wells.

havent gt much pressies for main peeps. ugh. but the trip to IMM on monday was really fruitful man! got like so many things for the kiddos, the notebooks, glitters, and more notebooks! wheee. happieeee. but nw gotta think abt what to get for the babes tmr. damn. and for the party on fri too.ugh.

thankfully its a holi tmr! woohoo! means i can rolly ard in bed all morn! wheee. hope u girls have a great time with yr loved ones this season! God bless! (:

today is monday and twinnie is coming back on friday! wheee* and angels still cont to surround me! rec sms fr eve iniating a meet up with her and sj since they are both back from aussieland. woohoo! just that ive got no time to buy pressies for anyone. so far just that cute red rack, a diary for the kiddos, and a uber cute cow inflatable couch. thats abt it. zilch for church peeps. ugh.

anyone of u girls gt sm fantastic ideas? i luv diy, personalised stuff but i got 0 idea leh. time is running out. poly peeps on thurs, mass comm peeps party on fri. so shitified!boo.

and ive contracted alzhemier's. keep forgetting things. and the white hairs on my head are increasing in number. scary.

i cant wait for Christmas! but there aint much for me to look forward to. prob just awesome company of loved ones. guess its the presence that matters. (:

i hate rainy days! makes me so very dread gg to work. how i wish i can jus continue sleeping and nv have to wake up for work! boohoohoo.. wed blues too! boo. and i havent started on my essay. sobs. and theres a million things i need to do. bleah. i need a break pls.

smone pls just kidnap me on a jetplane to smwhere nice! thanks.

and byebye. im gg home.