i was so fcuking angry, pissed, livid, fuming w anger, mad, irate, frustrated. i HATE the BLOODY SCHOOL CALENDAR! DAMN IT TO HELL! Because of the changes made, im unable to go for the hillsongs conference at sydney this year! i was so so mad n sad! Life's so UNFAIR! i have been looking forward to it so much, and yet this is what i get! the feeling of disappointment.. i HATE IT ALL!!! hmmm why does't God make a way for me?? Why why why...? Sigh... i wish it wud all end here but no. people will be happily celebrating Christmas, going for camps but me?? Stuck in Biz hell... Ugh. Life is just soooooooooo UNFAIR!!! SOB... HATE SKOOL!!! deprive me of having fun with friends and family! Just how far is that?! SHITTY Ass...
was contemplating if i shd tell anyone about this. then tot shd wait till tmr then tell ah bee they all. My life was in a big mess.. then at that moment in time, Grace msged me, ask me to jiayou for my test.. Suddenly feel that God has sent someone, someone to listen to my displeasement, whom i can share my frustration with.. Thank God for her.. Poured out all my woes to her.. She was really nice, telling me to start mugging realli hard now, and ta look on the bright side.. im going crazy really soon.. so i need a break. so im gonna hit the movies w pat tonite..
God, i really wanna go hills... *Sigh*
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