was one of those scary days whenever i had to play for worship. the whole day was filled fear, butterflies simply took charged in my stomach.

skip abt that first. ZW asked me to go study the nite before, since i was free, went with him. All the way to Marina haha.. then i was afraid i'll reach church late in the evening so i went earlier to prac. then cuz the music rm was used by the kindergarten kiddies, so ah bee brot in the kiddie keyboard, those super colorful one.. but i wouldn't mind if i someone gives me that haha.. Oh wake up!

After that went to marina to mit him. took the bus then it was damn pack with all the first three months ppl from RJ. Damn irritating k! Created so much noise and fooled around as if they own the bus! Sickening! Hate em all.. Big deal if u are from RJ?? Who gives a damn man!! was late haha then he wanna eat. haha.. so end up studing for less than 2 hrs. then got this couple fr my skool, kept on and on smooching, GROSS ME OUT! like super hungry for sex like that! YUCKS!!

Left ard 6.15, reached church at 6.50.. haha.. then quickly went to practice with ah bee. Really really thank God that everything went really smooth, as in the worship haha.. there wasn't much mistakes, perhaps 1 or 2.. Mini ones, by God's grace. Im gonna depend on HIS strength! just that maybe the rhythm kinda wrong, for the last song, cuz it was new - ah bee heard it from somewhere. She only had the words, no chords at all! so i have to try and figure it out! Tough but still i know God's able. Didnt sound veri good but still can make it lah ahaha.. AMEN!

then rev went to talk bout our church's dilemma... Hmmm dont wish to talk much bout it here.. made me think and reflect about how much we owe God.. Makes me feel shamefaced, guilty, blamable, accountable, conscience-stricken, liable, etc etc. Really need to ask God for forgiveness, and to seek His directions in all that we do. But Satan has his works in this too.. i believe he has smthg up his sleeves.. Humph! But God is the one who overcomes all evil! So as long as we pray, God'll be there to protect us! AMEN!

Gonna spend today studying, tho its difficult, i'll have to try. Else its Monday before i know it.