Today's a much better day, compared to yesterday.. Supposed to meet Liz on the bus but i missed it! haha cuz went to get smthg then the place dun haf so nid go watsons, then when i was on the bridge, i just see the bus waltzing away from me! hahaha damn funny lor! i was like what the h*ll.. Then was contemplating whether to go for tennis or not cuz really very sian n tired.. in the end me n liz concluded that might as well go this wk then next wk skip since got bstats test.. didn't go for life-meeting.. Sigh.. im always like that, never go and feeling guilt-ridden after that. Duh rite, but that's always the case.. Tennis was quite fun today, crapped many lame jokes n made liz rolled on the ground.. haha.. That's the way things should be, that is to laugh all day round, instead of jus frowning the day away with puckered brows. but sometimes, i have to admit, its hard. Things are beyond our control and we never know what will happen.
Then ZW saw 'Stefanie Sun' in the bus and he was like so excited! haha.. think he really ga-ga over her! Hmmm tuned in to Grace today, quite good lah she, dunno why she say scared.. haha! Spent the whole evening infront of the noteboo, really tink its not good for my eyes. Ugh.. Told Ah Bee i veri tired, dun wished to bk up or play.. She said ok, but i was thinking if i did the right thing.. but guess i really really do need a break, else i'll go berserk! haha..
Ooh and its Valentine's day tomorrow.. Just wonder what i'll be doing.. Study for bstats?? haha.. how romantic that is yah?! Think i'll just be alone, for once, on a sat nite! haha... how exciting!! Suddenly the depressed feeling is back again.. think i nidta see a psychiatrist really soon. always having mood swings every now and then.. its not good, i know, its not good..