As I was walking down life's highway many years ago, I came upon a sign that read
Heavens Grocery Store.

When I got a little closer the doors swung open wide
And when I came to myself, I was standing inside.

I saw a host of angels.

They were standing everywhere

One handed me a basket and said "My child, shop with care."

Everything a human needed was in that grocery store

And what you could not carry you could come back for more

First I got some Patience.

Love was in that same row.

Further down was Understanding,

You need that everywhere you go.

I got a box or two of Wisdom and Faith a bag or two.

And Charity of course

I would need some of that too.

I couldn't miss the Holy Ghost

It was all over the place.

And then some Strength and Courage to help me run this race.

My basket was getting full but I remembered I needed Grace,

And then I chose Salvation for Salvation was for free

I tried to get enough of that to do for you and me.

Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill,

For I thought I had everything to do the Masters will.

As I went up the aisle
I saw Prayer and put that in,

For I knew when I stepped outside I would run into sin.

Peace and Joy were plentiful, the last things on the shelf.

Song and Praise were hanging near so I just helped myself.

Then I said to the angel
"Now how much do I owe?"

He smiled and said "Just take them everywhere you go."

Again I asked "Really now, How much do I owe?"

"My child" he said,
"God paid your bill a long long time ago."

another day gone, and i've done nothing..

spent the day in church, music prac... aft that went over to HV to get some stuff.. then went for dinner with nick, aud, george n adel, and fish... wanted to dine at Fish and Co. at the glass house, but then the queue was super long.. so we went sizzler at tpy.. haha heartlander again.. its was so fun.. and i ate til so full! so paiseh that they treated me n fish again.. they always treat us, simply cuz we're students, not earning $$ yet... but cannot everytime like that! i was like so paiseh... will be like 'erm dun think i'll go out too often with them cuz they'll treat me again.. but i like their company! but its jus that i dun wan them to pay everytime! Ugh.. shall treat them one day.. or mayb jus be veri veri nice to them... haha..

now im starrting to worry again for my exams... Fish had her last paper today.. So envious...

hehheh didnt go for tennis...
skies were gloomy, any moment, and it'll pour...
so i stayed hm..
Liz say can make up again tmr...
then aft that Glen helped us check the attendance
turn out that we they forgot to mark us absent for 1 lesson
so i guess we can miss again!
hopefully no one will ever find out!
else i'll fail S&W!
that'd be terrible!

i wanna go out and take a breather! Ugh...
haf been home for so many days, and its suffocating me!
can't wait for tmr!
at least i'll be out of the house!
hopefully can go out in the night...
town, dinner, anythg, anywhere!
Just wanna be out out out!

Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...
Somebody help me please!
Wonder if i can transfer course or smthg...
but think its impossible...

don't know why blogger's not publishing my posts... ugh... getting on my nerves! i havent study much... jialat.. no time.. but i get really distracted at hm... TV, lappie, fridge, magazines, bed etc etc.. how?! theres so much i dunno! and stats next thurs!! how to pass?? so scared yet im not doing much abt it! oh no... Sigh...

got tennis tmr.. damn sianing one.. Ugh... LIfe's in a humongous mess again...

cant believe it, jus 1 day, and im starting to miss my mama already... cant wait for sunday! hope she's having fun in Shanghai man... so jealous...

Grace is sneaking that Mono Lisa Smile's diaries for em... and she did it! haha.. so scared she get caught! but thank God she didnt.. haha.. anyway, it was nice of her to get that for em.. she got me one first and pass it to me on tues... and shes at NP lib nw.. WT...!

i wanna go to IGOR'S! Went to check out the website! looks all fun n cool! but its damn expensive! ard $70 per head.. then i was jus browsing thru the papers and i saw this ad! - One for one at IGOR'S interlude with the vampire! til may 22.. i was like *tink* sort of like hmmm is it hinting me to go?? haha... but i really wanna go! hopefully one fine day!

im very scared, worried, frettied, agonized, distressed, miserable now... only God can help me.. but how? when im not even willing to help myself and let Him help... Sigh... i really hope miracles will unfold, and that suddenly i'll know all my work.. But its mission impossible...

A little girl walked to and from school daily.

Though the weather that morning was questionable and clouds were forming,
she made her daily trek to the elementary school.

As the afternoon progressed, the winds whipped up, along with thunder and lightning.

The mother of the little girl felt concerned that her daughter would be frightened as she walked home from school and she herself feared that the electrical storm might harm her child.

Following the roar of thunder, lightning, like a flaming sword, would cut through the sky.

Full of concern, the mother quickly got into her car and drove along the route to her child's school. As she did so, she saw her little girl walking along, but at each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look up and smile. Another and another were to follow quickly and with each the little girl would look at the streak of light and smile

When the mother's car drew up beside the child she lowered the window and called to her, "What are you doing? Why do you keep stopping?"

The child answered, "I am trying to look pretty. God keeps taking my picture."

May God bless you today as you face the storms that come your way.

Tuesday...

an eventful day i would say...

left for town after stats remedial to get pressie for someone... met Grace after that at city hall to for ShouMing LaoShi's wake at commonwealth.

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Ah Soh is filling up an application form for a job.
She supplied the information for the columns on Name, Age, Address etc
Then she comes to column on "Salary Expected" She is not sure of the
question.
After much thought, she writes " Yes "

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hmmm... went to get subway sandwich with grace n suat before cell.. yummy... didnt know i'd like it.. but it was nice! haha... had cell grp, and i really thank God for it. tho i didnt speak much... i always dun speak much during cell.. dunno why also.. guess cuz they got lots to share so i jus listen..

but i feel that in a cell it shd be like this.. some ppl share, and some listen, and enc by agreeing, by nodding, by giving non-verbal encouragements.. its jus that they always have lots of things to say.. and i am jus clueless on what to say.. either that or im afraid i'll go out of point.. i guess im really cautious of how others look at me, or how they perceive the stuff i say.. thats why i dont talk much.

i dont want it to be like this.. but it always happens. i wanna share too but dunno why i just get dumbfounded.. Ugh.. i pray that God'll grant me the wisdom, courage to share more during cell.. and that what i say may build others up, not pull them down...

was soooper tired, cuz wake up at 7 plus cuz have ta go early to church.. so i was in dreamland at ard 11..

feel that the NKF shows really daft.. inflicting pain on themselves, to get ppl to donate money... it shouldnt be that way. ppl shd donate money, cuz they care for those patients.. but not cuz of the degree to which the danger of the silly stunts the celebrities were carrying out.. all of it were dumb.. totally stupid. not a good way at all.. dunno why some singaporeans are so dumb... and nw i know being a ceeleb is not easy... haha... anyway, since its dumb, dun expect me to donate at all! Wahahahz..

gonna make this a short one...

anyway, im a good girl today... cuz im not out! jus got hm at 6 tho.. Grace plucked out 3 white hairs for me! Ugh! Fancy me having white hairs?? haha... shows that im stress?? but it doesnt seem to be the case leh.. Weird.. Playing for the canto svc tmr.. SCARY! got cell tmr, and i've completely forgotten that i am leading worship.. DOUBLE UGH.

gonna try study... try only... ahaha...

it had been a long and tiring day... was dreading it cuz of the skit.. Well the last day of sch. had so much gladness in my heart. anticipated the arrival of this day. Finally, i can take a break. but theres gonna lots that i nid ta do.
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the skit was kinda disastrous, cuz of some problems.. but shdnt dwell on it, since its over. Tennis was rather fun.. jus played by ourselves.. but was very tired aft that.. always weary on Fridays.. Exhausted too, like something suck the life outta me.. Played for life today.. Was really scared & stressed.. but He pulled me thru.. yeah, thank you Lord. Tho i couldnt hear myself.. but stil i know i had the peace from God..
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what is it like to like somebody of the opposite sex? why is the person u like always close to other people that u cant really click with? weird eh.. and sometimes, when u least expected it, something good happens.. isit God answering my prayers? but it doesnt seems like it.. cuz when piece together, it doesnt come out to be a complete jigsaw puzzle. parts of it are missing.. and instead of guiding one another, the pieces are actually misleading their fellow parts.. im really baffled. why get my hopes high when it'll all turn out to be nonentity. Sigh. i really dont like that kind of feeling. why do i get jealous easily? isit cuz im really fond of that person? i wish God'll tell me what to do, and where my problem lies exactly...
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in the twinkling of an eye, the school term has come to an end... i would say i am stil in a state of shock, because i feel that i've not settle down yet. but now, sch's done for the term... and i've done nothing productive. Suddenly it dawned on me that time really flies. Come to think of it, its rather scary. So many things beyond our grasp. Yet we want them all. Help.

was supp to meet Suaty for lunch.. but her eyes were sooooper swollen, like luohan fish.. damn jialat.. in fact, can't see her eyes at all. they were barely open.. cuz the doc gave her the wrong medication! WTH! how could she be so reckless! if its other more serious case, ppl wud have died!

so i went ta find glen, donn n sijie who were lunching at HV.. then had lunch with them, then walk ard.. hahaz.. quite fun.. then we went to town.. first time gg out with donn n sijie.. but it was fun lah! quite crazy peeps... and then glen kept saying Sijie was pointing her middle finger at him! but i nv see it leh.. haaa.. so sorry glen.. then aft went bk to cuz got check-out for tmr's Singspiration..

ate my fave green tea ice-cream from hagen Daz! so YUMMILICIOUS... hahaz... then went bk n ate this special ferrero hazelnut choc.. so nice! from germany.. but my mama went to gif the other 2 to my aunty! WTH! hahaz...

having my lms skit tmr.. dunno why kinda like dread it.. then got an extra make-up class early in the morn.. Sian... then somemore got tennis.. Ugh.. gonna be a long n tiring day. Ugh..

Gonna watch AMI..

went town wid jess today... combed the whole of wisma.. then taka then heerens... saw Yanti! so shock to see her in MI.. so guess she's there.. pretty much the same, skinny as ever! then went home... then was over the moon! becuz of that ...! sooo happy that i was screaming with joy n my mama tot i was nuts. perhaps it was a small part of an answered prayer.. hope the other parts wil slowly be answered too.. haha..

blackout now.. some parts of bk timah.. all of toh yi, kilat... damn jialat... cuz street lights also gone.. veri dangerous for cars on the road.. "Let there be light..." pray for those peeps on the roads yeah! that God wil grant them journey mercies!

have been an eventful week... Maundy Thurs, Good Friday, Easter... Everyday was filled with laughter! And im truly thankful for that! Was at church every other day since last wed.. the music prac on wed's definitely the best one i ever had! Everyone was soooper CRAZY, singing, dancing the MAD, AND FUNNY way! Esp Nick!! was supposed to be like, sad when we sing but in the end we did a happening renditions of the songs, with added Rapping etc! IT WAS JUST SO FUN AND COOL!

then came thurs.. i was bloody mad that say. Cuz i couldnt watch Passion. just bcuz i wasnt 18! How fair is that?! and i was stuck in the other theatre alone watching Hildago. So sad yeah. Act the person didnt check, and i cud have went in. BUT... anyway, shdnt be angry... it's over.. and btw, Hildago was nice! tot i'd zzz but i didnt.. then it was Maundy thurs at church.. really like the altar stripping part. it was so nice, quiet and peaceful, and in the darkness was the mighty cross, with a hint of blue light behind it.

then came Good Friday.. really thank God for sending His son to die on the cross for our sins. And only thru Him may we receive eternal life. there was altar calling, and peeps came to renew their love for GOd. It was really touching. I could really feel God's presence then.. Aft svc, helped to sweep office... Aft that went to get Maggie's bk-up singing clothes. went to tpy, with nick, aud, grace n sharon.. managed to get the shirt for her.. then we headed to jurong pt since it was near mag n sha's hze. thank God we managed to find the pants! by that time we were super exhausted already! so went for a good dinner!

then sat had prac at church then went home to study.. but couldnt really concentrate.. kept watching tv instead.. or rather playing the piano..

the veri much anticipated Easter was here! a joyous occasion, as we celebrate Jesus' resurrection and His victory over sins and death! Jason and Dominique was baptised! So happy for them, but err, forgot to congrats them.. then aft got buffet at church.. whenever there's a big occasion, theres always buffet! haha.. then Yingle came, Wenxin also.. oh yah weitings mama also got baptised! went home to study after that.. turns out my mama's fren came along too, to my house, with her two granddaughters.. So i had to like entertain them.. play with them.. but they both very cute, and pretty! One's Charmaine, the other Mooncher... pronounced as mooncia... haha..

then today.. nightmare! i was about to leave home for ocomm paper then i realised i lost my key! was searching for it frantically! so scared, close to bursting into tears! it was driving me nuts! then i tried calling my mama n papa, but to no avail cuz they were at some karaoke thingy! but at last my mama answered.. then my papa took a cab bk to open the door for me.. but before he came bk, i already managed to open the door with a super rusty spare key! i was like HALLELUIA, PRAISE GOD! God is good, all the time! then i quickly called my papa.. but he was reaching already! and he was super pissed with me that he hang up on me!

Could have imagine how i felt! Sorry, scared, and stiil shaking a little... then cheryl accompanied to bktimah plaza for dinner.. when i finished, my dad called.. he was like, mummy got cook, so you come bk for dinner ah, and i went like okok... haha so thankful that he wasnt mad anymore!

Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

Ooh! What a day! FUN FUN FUN's the word! hmmm fulla adventures! Wahahaha.. not gonna mention school cuz its just so uninteresting!

Went to TPY wid jess! haha.. We were at the bus stop for so long, and the 157 didnt come.. then aft that ana they all went to bus stop to change bus. then aft they had gone, the 157 was not here yet. And when it was finally here, me n jess actually missed it cuz we were bz talking. WTH! haha.. thank God another one came shortly aft that!

hmmm ok thats the appetiser... Now i'll proceed to the main course!

We went for lunch at Mos and guess who i saw?? Grace! Wahaha.. What a small world.. But then she always at TPY so it ain't surprising to locate her there! haha.. before that she was messaging me then like haha such a coincidence! when i went to her table, she screamed lor... Mad woman, made me so embarrassed! ahaha.. but come to think of it, it was quite fun lah. to bump into yr bestie! ahaha.. jess act tot i was the one screaming. *Sweating profusely..* haha..

then she zao with her fren so jess n i jus continued eating.. ahahaz... tthen we went to cash converter! and we saw the i-zone cammie for only $8! And we were soooper tempted to get it.. so we asked the salesman to show it to us lah, but he didnt, he said that ppl have bot, and couldnt find the place to get the sticker film.. so we were like kind of disappointed! but we didnt give up hope yet! haha so we continued walking ard, shopping, etc etc.. then we went to gior and saw a cute tee! but didnt get it immediately.. so we walked ard that area, and found a photo-dev shop. But we found no trace of the sticker film.. So we were rather disheartened... then we went to that cheap cheap store and got a $3 skirt! haha.. with stripes at the side! haha...CHEAP N GOOD! Wahaha... then headed back to Gior and got the t-shirt! haha.. So happiee!!!

Then we walk ard to find the sticker film! AND WE FINALLY FOUND IT! SO HAPPIE! hahaha... then off we went to get the i-zone cammie! then...
"Miss, you sure you want it?"
"No refund one ok!"
"i let you know first, otherwise later u ask then cannot..."
then me n jess was like "yah sure sure ok ok!"

and when we reach the cashier...
"Miss, confirm you want it?"
"No refund ah, got ppl buy, and then cant find the , you sure you want?"

*sweat sweat sweat* haha...

the salepeeps were so loud when they said that, and many ppl were like staring at us. i felt like crawling into a hole and hide there forever! haha.. told em we want it alredy what! ARGHHH...! haha... then we went ard the interchange in vain, to find a seat so that we cud try to snap a pic n see if it was working! in the end, we sat at some staircase, and tried to snap... in the end we realised there were no batteries.. and so we cudnt snap anythg at all. so went to get batt. then guess what? jess's one got flash, n it was working but mine couldnt! i was like! ARGHHH WHAT THE HELL!!! haha.. so pek chek, and frustrated, and angry, upset etc etc! so off we went, bk to the shop to see if i cud exchange.. Thank God i cud, so i jus kept on trying all the cammies to see if anyone else can work..

in the end all can't until one last one.. IT WORKED! PRAISE GOD! i was so thankful, happy, delighted! haha... afterall there's one that worked! GOD IS GOOD!

haha.. then when we were on our way back, saw Grace again, talked a little, said bye and left... then a few steps later since i last saw her, i was like, eh shd haf taken a pic with her! haha so headed bk, and pulled her out of the shop to take a pic wid me! haha.. then jess took for us.. 1st time came out kinda spoilt, cuz i was so kan chiong, and i keppt on flipping the pic so turn out got extra patterns by the side! haha.. then took again! SOOOOOO HAPPPPPPPYYYYYYYY!!!!! then we said bye again lah haha.. then i came home!

feeling happy, elated, delighted!!! Thank God!

YIPPEEEEEE!!! i finally finish my test! so happy n thankful! Wahaha... tho im 100% sure im gonna fail, stil glad its over!

Today's my daddy's birthday! Happy Birthday Dad! haha didnt get anything for him.. feel so bad. but come to think of it, i've never gave him pressies since i was in primary school?? but then i went to get a cake on my way home lah... but $$$ sponsored by my mama! haha..

thinki over stressed already... went back hm, had to pass thru beauty world, so i decided to hit the supermarket to get smthg, be it chips, sweets or chocs.. but in the end, guess what i got? Come on make a guess... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ! A BOX CONTAINING 20PKTS OF TISSUE PAPER! Wahaha! Cool eh?? Can't believe it man... but then i've always like that tissue paper cuz of its material.. material of the packet, not the tissue! haha.. shd go check it out, PULPPY brand.. $2 for 20 pkts.. ok i know it, im bonkers! feel like an idiot after that!

then the worm story.. Gross me out.. turns out that insect is having a home in my house's ladder! damn gross... my papa went to like push all the contents out! then guess what? there are about 10 fat caterpillars in it! YUCKS!!! DISGUSTING eh? my mama n i were like screaming while watching! then act the home of the insect is its larvae, their kiddies lah.. quite fat also! then the larvae was suppose to feed on the caterpillars... most caterpillars died already, except for 2 or 3 still wriggling! YIKES! Scare the hell outta me! however.. i feel a bit sorry for the insect.. imagine it coming bk, then all its kids gone.. but nevertheless, IM GLAD ITS GONE! AND I HOPE IT WILL NEVER COME BACK! then guess what my mama say? she say later when she's out with my dad, the insect will bring all its family and frens to attack me! hahaha.... lame yeah! but if that really happen, i'll rather die now haha.. worst part is the caterpillars! all green, fat and juicy! hahaha. YUMMY! Ugh.

Grace Buy is going to Saturday Night Fever! and i WANNA GO TOO! so jealous... but i got no $$.. or rather i'll rather buy shoes or what.. but i wanna go leh.. if get $16 one like cant see much.. 50 plus one like cant see that clearly also.. wish some kind soul would sponsor me n liz so we can go tog! haha.. BIG FAT HOPE yeah...

hmmm as we step into the Holy Week, i cant help but feel excited! cuz its where we get reminded of the last supper, Jesus's sacrifice for us on the cross, and His resurrection! *grins* i pray that the Lord will watch over our hearts in these 3 svcs and may His holy spirit continue to be with us and guide us! Amen.

Oh yeah, and retreat!!! CAN'T WAIT! yes saw pics of the place!! cool leh! gonna be sooo sooo sooo funnnnnn! hehheh.. i jus hope that the Lord will provide for me, papa n mama to go! then i'll even be happier! CAN'T WAIT!

I forgot to print the OB notes for the class again.. Sigh.. too many tests left me like this.. hope they wun blame me.. will tell the tutor tmr that its my fault again.. Sigh.. Ugh. Gonna do my econs n ob tutorial now.. Sian..

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU!

She was so scared, nervous, anxious,
worried, jumpy, edgy, tensed, panicky, uneasy
when she went for her paper
but it was ok. at least in was better than her first one
of cuz it doesnt mean that she'll do well
but she gave her best.

then she went for dinna wid her mama..
then went for prayer mtg.
she was surprised to see that gal there too
but nevertheless she was happy...

she felt that churchmates were simply
the best things that happened to her life
how much they love her
how much they care for her
was really appreciated by her...

she kept thinking bout
her church camp these few days..
she really look forward to it
tho she knows that the 3 days
will be over before she knows it.
yet she can't wait.

now that econs is over
she had to worry bout stats.
she knew zilch about it..
what to do. what to do.
she wished someone can help her.
but who will it be?
she doesnt know...

she was lazy to blog.
too tired in fact.
she didnt know what she was doing in np.
she was tied up with tests, that drove her berserk.
tmr's econs, and she still know nothing bout it.
what shd she do?
so many graphs and definitions and equations.

ppl ard her are all so smart.
frens say they don't know a single thing
but always do well in tests & exams.
so she chose not to listen to them.
ppl ard her caused her to feel stressed.
all day long, they are studying
but she, she's sighing away...

she decided to skip schoo, tmr.
and study for her test.
but wil it help?
she doesnt know..
only God knows..

and so here's her prayer.

Dear God. Thank you for everything.
good or bad that has happened.
For it is Yr plans Lord.
i know im weak.
so Lord i pray that u'll strengthen me,
in all things that i do.
and that it's u who's working in me
not by my own strength.
but Yours.
thank you for seeing me thru each and every day of my life.
i know that You
will never leave me
nor forsake me.
You're faithful.

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Every move i make
i make in You.
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath i take
i breathe in You

Every step i take
i take in You
You are my way Jesus
Every breath i take
i breathe in You

Waves of mercy
Waves of grace
Everywhere i look
i see Your face
Your love has captured me
Oh my God this love
How can it be...

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my daddy on earth is pretty lame, so am i. Its in the genes! haha... dun mean to insult him.. but this is what he told me.. in chinese.. he came down and sat beside me... here it goes...

"i've got a secret to tell you. Don't tell anyone ok?" said dad...
"ok what is it?" i replied..
"promise me u won't tell anyone?"" asked dad...
"yeah! quick tell me!" i said...
"i wanna shit..." said dad..
and he scurried off to the toilet

*SWEAT* -.-"

haha really i was like what the ....! haha... veri lame rite!!! i was laughing like siao lor! YES, thats my dad.. its him its him its him... Think sometimes he bonkers.. haha jus like me! And he even dunno told me smthg like shit has got many small pieces!!! hahaha... oh my.. at times i can't believe he's my dad...

went cine to catch eye2 with jess today! haha.. had a lot of fun and at the same time scared ourselves silly! Worst part was when i was walking along the carpark whiclh led to my house. sooooo scared! cuz there wasnt a single human being around! i was like saying in my heart, God loves me etcetc... haha can't tahan myself! Paid $$$ to scare myself! and then i realised, living on the 22nd storey might not be such a good thing after all.. Cuz taking the lift = long time. Thats not the point. The point is the whole show was filled with pretty scary lift scenes...

Usually when im in the lift, i'll jus kip on looking into the mirror.. But today, i jus kept on looking down at my feeet, praying that it'll reach 22nd storey soon! haha... Anyway, come to think of it, i think the whole thing's really silly lah...

then i had a conference talk ard 11+! its a svc provided by Starhub, then u can talk to multiple ppl.. As in <= 6.. Soooo fun! talk for 1 hr, 7mins n 8 secs! thot it was rather cool! hmmm am gonna do it again tmr! But tink my daddy's gonna scream at me when he sees the bill! haha..

i skipped econs lect this morn again...
Cuz i wanted to zzz! haha...
then cheryl came to my hse for a while
then we went to skool...
think im gonna fail the excel test...
Alamak...

Dot's chicky poxy's serious..
will need one mth to recover!
Means wun get to see her! Sob...
Doc says if she doesnt go see him,
she'll take 6wks to 9 MONTHS
to recover...!!! What the...!

There was a HUMONGOUS insect
at my balcony today!
Wanted to suntan but it was there!
scare the hell outta me!
the worse thing is that
it was carrying a HUMONGOUS
worm/caterpillar/whatsoever
under it.
FREAK me out!

Then i attempted to like push a chair towards it
so that it'll fly away.
And it worked.
but i think the BLOODY FAT insect
DROPPED the worm or whatever it is
at my ladder at the balcony!!!
Ugh.
Hope I'll never ever step on it.
Did econs tutorial.
Sucks man!
Always give us more than what we can do!
Humph!

Gonna go watch eye2 with nick n aud tmr.
Asked Grace along.
She said can consider.
And will let me know tmr.
What the ....!
Haha...