.: 27 days and still counting :.

and yes, finally its midwk. i must say working life is definitely no fun at all, nt a single bit. dozed off a couple of times today, hopefully nobody caught me doing it. simply too tired too concentrate, have been staring at the screen for like the whole day, and just feel like napping aft lunch.. was contemplating whether to go sleep in the toilet for a while or nt, but decided against the idea, since everyone can see u when u walk to the loo. tried all sorts of sitting positions, cross legged, stretched, etc etc, but to not much avail.

i think i kind of enjoy working in raffles place, thot it was pretty cool in fact, haha.. esp when u walk down the stairs, and u'll hear kiak kiak kiak, ha yeah the heels of womens shoes.. lol.. feels to me like a professional, always in busy mode, rushing for time, gee.. but still, i'd rather be back in sch then to be back at wk anytime. finally understand why people are saying they wish they were back at sch.. cuz working life is afterall nothing but just pure weary and tiresome.

sometimes i think i'm too possessive abt certain things. wish i'll learn to just let go. sigh. i know its not very nice, but people are selfish. what to do.. i cant stand myself at times, just feel like giving myself a tight slap across the face, ha, but i love xiaojia too much that i cant bear the thot of doing that to her, haha...

am looking forward to friday, when i can dash out of that very much dreaded door after work.

gonna attempt taking the bus to wk tmr.

okies, off to dreamland soon! ta-ta!