finally i can understand y maids like to kill their employers
its because u just get so damn angry and mad
and makes u wanna chase aft their employer with a cleaver
understand their plight now.
and all i can say is, well done, just make sure u dont get caught.

today was another day of hell.
wheer i'm off only at 9pm.
but they were gone long time ago.
auntie ranee said i had to clear the stuff
cuz theres more new work coming in tmr
fuck right.
fuck the bitches upside down.
wish they'll just die and disappear.

aunty ranee will be quitting soon.
sigh. she's so nice.
kavin's nice also.
they understand my plight too.
wtf right.
they also get bullied, but are used to it.
everyday stay til super late w/o getting paid.
plus they're doing way too much stuff.

these 2 bitches. forever scolding fuck and fucker n arsehole
such fakers u know.
they are 2 indian sisters. the younger one is married to the angmoh boss.
whom i presume is blind.
stayed till late to do wk when he's ard.
went out for long lunch and come in to office late when he's nt there
not much vulgarities when he's ard.
but when he's nt there, all the filth comes outta their mouths

i wanna get out of this rut.
really i do.
or i'll suffer from a nervous breakdown.

went to hawks hse straight aft wk
nick and aud was there
almost in tears when i saw them.
managed to controlled it..
then went straight to the sofa to sit
seconds later, dorothy called..
and then the tap was switched on..
anyway, was really sweet of her to call me.
really touched.
and jess too, the previous night.
think i shall nt see or talk to my closed ones, c
cuz i'll prob keep crying and crying.
and i got swollen eyes this morn. sigh.

thanks to xiaoming, meinu, fu-ge, donna, evelyn, glen, cheryl, jess, liz, dorothy twinnie, amei, suaty, patrina, janice, shirley, and all those who care. love all of u...